Hey guys .. I haven’t been on since January or the beginning of February . I’ve been so busy with my job .
Let’s just say my life has dramatically changed in the past few months . I got a new job and have been making good money , and met a whole new set of friends . I never thought my life could change so quickly . I was doing really well but I feel like I’ve been slipping off into my depressed state again. But it’s not as bad as before.
I realized a lot about my self over the past few months . I’ve gotten somewhat stronger too. But I still always feel like there is something missing . And nothing has really been able to fix that inside me . I wish I knew the answers to everything but I don’t .
But I give all my love to you all. I hope all is well.
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Thanks for the wonder positive update!
Its nice to hear that your life got much better. A good job making good money and a new set of friends can often do that. A good job can make a person feel alive and productive and a good income can provide the good life that we all want. New friendships can be exciting and it all sounds very well and rewarding. You should be proud of yourself for these accomplishments.
I’m sorry to hear that you seem to be slipping back into depression and that your not sure as to what is missing. Well I guess finding the answer to that might take some time and some soul searching. A lot of people that I know get their inner fulfillment from spiritual life…. have you ever considered that? Some people get involved in spiritual life and find fulfillment from that… like say going to church or being involved in some sort of belief system. You could try something like that.
Other people I know find fulfillment from a relationship with somebody they love or from raising a child or from helping others out. Have you though about those kinds of things?? Others that I know find fulfillment through some form of creativity > like Art or music, poetry, dance, creative writing, comedy or some other art form.
I don’t know exactly what is for you I am just throwing a few things out there that you might want to look into. Also if you can try to look back at your life and try to remember if there ever was some big dream that you ever had…. that maybe you have not fulfilled yet?
If you can come up with an answer to that question then maybe getting back on track to try and fulfill that big dream might be the answer to why you feel that something is missing.
I don’t have all the answers > I am just giving you some ideas to think about.
I wish you well in your search. I hope you find something in your life to fill the void that your feeling. Good luck!!!
Good to hear.