Everything in my life is gone. My partner, my friends and my work. Life is not really worth living. I feel so much pain, anxiety and will not living. I feel the end is near. I had it all and lost it all.
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I see you are new here. I am new as well. It is a good place to share your thoughts. I only thing I can tell you is that there is always hope. Maybe someone in here can tell you something more.
Can you rebuild?
Hi lost in Aotearoa
I’m lost in Aotearoa too lol i got no partner, friends or a job either. So yeah kiaora my mate. 🙂
My world collapsed three years ago, and I had to go to a mental hospital for a month because I was clearly insane. I was obsessed by the idea of dying before my 18 th birthday. Today, I’m 19 and for nearly 6 months I almost never see a psychiatrist and even if it is still very difficult for me, I manage to take care of myself and not relying on anyone. I also lost my boyfriend and I will most likely fail my first year highschool, and members of my family died. Nothing in my life has got better, but guess what, strangely enough I did get better ! I’m still suicidal from time to time and I’m not a very happy person, but I started to accept who I was and to have a little self estime and this made my life bearable. I think that’s kind of step 1 out of it. I guess there are dozens more to travel in order to have a successful life. But still, never give up and try to be patient and gentle toward yourself.