How dare you do this to me. If you wanted to die you should’ve done so by yourself, alone so you wouldn’t hurt anyone. Instead you fell in love with me, and made me fall in love with you.
You knew how badly I was hurt before. You knew I’d been abused, lost people, had people walk out on me or abandon me. You knew I was plagued by demons from my past. I thought I could trust you. You, of all people.
I can’t do anything without thinking of you. You’ve blighted my life with your loss. I just want to end things myself now. What gave you the right to do this to me? What gave anyone the right to hurt me? You knew you couldn’t hurt me any other way so you chose to do this.
You didn’t deserve to be loved. I should never have loved you.
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I know this anger very well. It don’t get better one bit, I just learnt to understand for why and accepted it. everyone has right to make their own choices and we shouldn’t blame them for that.
Like you, now I want to end things to. But there is no blame, just my own choice to join them.