My urges to kill are getting worse along with my apathy. So, I picked one of the worst days to escape. Yet, I find it amusing in a sadistic sort of way. For my sins, burning in Hell is a fate far too kind for me. I’m a monster… And I’m okay with that.
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Are you the awful person? Or is it the rest of the world that is awful?
Have you tried some venting? Martial arts or boxing could help. Nothing as good as beating the hell out of a punching bag.
Is posting about it online your means of ensuring you don’t act on your urges? I think we all want to kill people from time to time. It’s hard to be human and not experience homicidal thoughts. Most people don’t think there’s a risk they might act on them, though.
I hope so… I guess I’m trying to trick myself into thinking my feelings are nothing more than a lie. Mortal Kombat and Grand Theft Auto are no longer effective outlets for me. I’m fine with the ending being one of destruction. Be it myself or others, I no longer care which. To be honest, I don’t understand why anyone with half a brain would mourn for me regardless if they know me online or in person. The thought of someone crying over me, of being sad about my end seems like a bad joke that went out of style years ago.
Maybe you should join the military and take out enemy terr*rists who really deserve it