To my husband: I’m done trying to please you when nothing will. I can’t keep all the pain in any longer. Now you won’t have to leave me or deal with my bs as you call it. Good luck finding a new girl that will deal with you and your bs. I can’t anymore you’ve sucked me dry. Sorry your best friend is going to have to pick up my body and as you put it be disgusted with me. I wish I could have turned off my feelings before it got this bad.
To my mother in law/boss: I may have inconvenients you tonight but ow maybe you’ll realize what I do for you and your company. All those times you asked me to stay late or get you food or waste my gas on you, you’ll realize what I asked wasn’t that bad. Don’t cry or pretend to be hurt by what I did you don’t mean it and soon everyone will know. Thank you for all you did help with but good luck with your son. I wish you all the best in life and your business. Sorry I’m such a burden for you.
To my nina: I love you so much! Please don’t blame any of this on yourself. The only regret I have is that I’ll never be able to hold you one last time. Please be strong and know that I’m waiting for you in heaven.
To my mom: please know you tried and I appreciate all your words of wisdom and encouragement. I wish I could ask you to take Alice and Lola but I understand why you can’t. I’m sure my husband is going to get rid of them. I love you and always will. I’m so sorry to put you through this kind of pain, I can’t fight anymore.
To my sigblings: I live you guys and Im sorry we were never closer when we were young. Please stay strong and know how much I love both of you.
To everyone else: thanks for the memories and good luck in life.
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Seems like you have a lot of people in your life that do love you…
If this is it, then it is it. Goodbye, madam, my sincerest apologies that you were dealt this hand.
Are you still here? Is there a way you can leave physically instead of making this decision?