You sound very tired. I’m sorry that things have been so hard for you. I do hope things get better and that you are able to find your strength. But if you genuinely do think that it’s your time, I’d like you to know the few interactions we had were really nice. You did have a positive impact on somebody.
It means a lot that you say that… it’s always nice to see that you replied. I really hope things get better for you too, and that you know you’ve had a positive impact on me as well. Honestly… knowing I’ve done anything good at all is somewhat nice. It’s just all so hard. I’m a little bitc h so it’s not like I know of what I’m going to do yet… but idk. Also… I read your reply on my last post, I’m sorry I didn’t respond to it, I’ve just had no energy for words. Just as long as you know I got it and it means a lot. Sorry for rambling
No need to apologize. I know that life can be so tiring so we don’t always reply, even if we want to. But I’m always pretty sure that you see them, and that is enough.
I can relate, and when I was there it felt like if there wasn’t something to pull back, I’d lose the war against self destruction. That being said, that metaphor might be apt. Sometimes you lose, but other times you can fight to a draw. It doesn’t feel as good, but it’s better than losing.
Is there anything that has helped in the past, feeling like this? Do you have any goto comfort food/movies/games/books/music whatever? Escapism works, if only to hold the line until better help is available.
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You sound very tired. I’m sorry that things have been so hard for you. I do hope things get better and that you are able to find your strength. But if you genuinely do think that it’s your time, I’d like you to know the few interactions we had were really nice. You did have a positive impact on somebody.
It means a lot that you say that… it’s always nice to see that you replied. I really hope things get better for you too, and that you know you’ve had a positive impact on me as well. Honestly… knowing I’ve done anything good at all is somewhat nice. It’s just all so hard. I’m a little bitc h so it’s not like I know of what I’m going to do yet… but idk. Also… I read your reply on my last post, I’m sorry I didn’t respond to it, I’ve just had no energy for words. Just as long as you know I got it and it means a lot. Sorry for rambling
No need to apologize. I know that life can be so tiring so we don’t always reply, even if we want to. But I’m always pretty sure that you see them, and that is enough.
I can relate, and when I was there it felt like if there wasn’t something to pull back, I’d lose the war against self destruction. That being said, that metaphor might be apt. Sometimes you lose, but other times you can fight to a draw. It doesn’t feel as good, but it’s better than losing.
Is there anything that has helped in the past, feeling like this? Do you have any goto comfort food/movies/games/books/music whatever? Escapism works, if only to hold the line until better help is available.