I feel suicidal because my teacher that sexually assaulted me in college is still stalking me. She won’t leave me alone. I’m scared and I’m hurting. She’s completely ruined my life. She’s slandered my reputation. I’m in my early 20s and I already feel like my life is over because I can’t escape my stalker.
I feel like the only way out is to kill myself. I have no friends. She has ruined my life. She contacts jobs I apply to and ruins my reputation before I even start. She’s sent people to my job to harass me. I thought about going to the police but it’s been so long since I’ve seen her in person I’m afraid no one will believe it’s her doing the stalking. I’m afraid that people will just say I’m obsessed will her despite me having evidence and being in absolute hell. I’m afraid if I go to the police they won’t believe me or they will turn it all around on me. I’m afraid to go to the police because I lost my title 9 case and I don’t think anyone will believe what’s happening to me. I’m scared that no one will be able to stop her or help me. I’m terrified no one will believe me. She hacked my phone and I’m terrified no one will believe me and they will turn me away. I’m terrified no one will believe she’s hacked my phone. No one believes that my abuser has hacked my phone and I want to commit suicide. No one believes that she assaulted me. No one believes anything I say about her and I don’t understand why. I feel like I’m going crazy.