Sad

I feel depressed because I have to move back to my parents house due to being stalked and sexually harassed out of my apartment. My parents are abusive and the abuse has already started. I feel depressed because I already feel parts of my personality being suppressed and ignored. I feel depressed because I feel like I grew so much while I was away from my parents house and they ignore all of it. I feel like I won’t be able to mentally withstand living at home. I feel defeated and angry because I did everything I could to survive outside my parents house. I feel depressed because I was born into an abusive household but I have no choice but to go back to my parents house. I feel scared I won’t be able to retain my progress or personality. I’m an entirely different person and they ignore all of it. I feel so sad. I feel like I will never escape abuse and live a life where I am free. My parents are blaming me for everything that has happened. I left the house because they were abusing me. And now they’re blaming me for having to move back. I left my parents house because they were abusing me from sun up to sun down. Constantly yelling and starting arguments and screaming at me. Constantly gaslighting me and making fun of me. Constantly hurting me and insulting my therapist. I left home because my parents were abusive and I couldn’t function. And now my stalker is using this as an opportunity to sexually harass me even further and I want to die. I just don’t know where I can go or what to do to be free from this. My stalker hacked my phone. I just want to commit suicide because they won’t leave me alone. They won’t let me live my life. I want to kill myself because everyone I know has abused me and they won’t stop.