Dear everybody,
I am so sorry that I was late, and didn’t make any post/comment as I’ve promised last night..
Something urgent suddenly come up in real life, and I have to do it first…although not like I have much energy in doing it..because my mind is so totally fixated into this website,..and especially the VERY RECENT posts that imo were just so mind-boggling with constant ‘new findings’ and the interconnected-ness with everybody here on one another! and frankly to be honest,..at this current point now, I don’t seem to get interested in ANY other things in my real life, than knowing all these ‘theories and findings” shared here. as it seems to point out to the TRUTH…that we might possibly all are searching & yearning for here!
Pink404‘s most recent post especially caught my attention the most.
And I would just totally HATE it,…if for some any reasons (that I don’t know what happened last night) she took it down again.
It is such a very mind-boggling letter, and I’ve read it with such HUGE, and I mean it, HUGE interests!
She seems to combine all the most recent ‘puzzles’ together, ie: stuff like Mary Croft’s “how to clobber” ebook, New Order, illuminati, notions of God and evil, Aliens possibility, conspiracy, and many many other things.
There are three important things that I’ll just mention very quickly, as I really see the importance & urgency of posting these ASAP (truthfully, I don’t want any of you just feel “it’s all hopeless, my posts were IGNORED!!“, and then right-away commiting suicide,..while it’s actually only a matter of I’m (or any other) LATE in posting, or the whole ‘Awaiting Moderation‘ thing which I’ve noticed too, which sucks..):
1. The ‘banding together’ idea by Jimbod.
Like I’ve mentioned several times, I completely agree.
And without further repeating, I think it’s time we put it into the REAL thing:
so should we start making that ‘Alternative‘ website?
It sounds like a very great idea!
I know there’re many “suicide” websites already floating in the net, but I have yet to see the DEEPEST factors that this website so far has -amazingly- shown!
Factors such as because we think this world is run by ‘Evil’ and such a fucked-up human system, factors that suicidal people might actually be THE “real humans” , instead of some ‘disordered’ people that needs some cures & medications & all those therapy BS that seems to be suggested in many ‘mainstream‘ suicide websites.
However, I’ve read that somebody here disagreed with the making website idea. if I may know again, why is that? perhaps because it’s taking a bit long time?.. If that’s the case, then should we -in the mean time- just BAND together first all of us quickly, by creating a mailing list or some sort like that? ..instead of waiting too long for the website-building?
And then, we need to quickly decide who’s going to create the website, mailing list, ie: who’s quite the “expert” and quick in making website & mailing list?
As for me, I can actually quickly make the mailing list, on Yahoogroups. It’s very quick, and I’ve done it before to create another mailing-list group.
And the main, ultimate reason of this ‘banding together’ website idea,
is so we can gather ALL these wonderful ‘alternative’ solutions, and even those mind-boggling & eye-opening theories such as Pink404‘s excellent post yesterday, all put in ONE combined place,…so the information are not scattered and hard-to-find.
This is VERY important!
Or otherwise, the way I see this suicideproject website,..the new posts/threads usually just kinda ‘push’ all these excellent informations into far back until we can’t see ’em anymore.
I am not saying that new people who come to this website can’t and shouldn’t post new posts, no, nothing like that! But I’m just simply saying that IMHO, the website’s layout here is still not ‘efficient’ enough to keep and put all these excellent informations & theories (where they would be VERY USEFUL for new people to read ’em too,…perhaps they could also ‘connect’ very well with it!) into ONE single big place.
2. The already possible existing ‘bandings’ or groups, in widely-known scientific terms.
And still about this ‘banding’ idea,..I don’t know if any of you here has noticed or not, but I’ve mentioned in my quite recent previous threads ’bout a week ago, about some ‘categories‘ of groups that actually, many of us could possibly relate very well, plus, it’s also widely-known & proven scientifically.
And this whole ‘grouping’ is IMHO very important, so that you wouldn’t feel that you’re juast ALONE in thinking suicidal thoughts, and that there’s “something wrong” with the world, etc!
As all of you can see here, you are all much more ‘connected‘ than you might ever thought of before!
– The first thing I want to mention is the Indigo Children.
There are many informations on the internet about this. You can just go google it. But this particular website stuck out: http://www.indigochild.com/
Scroll to the bottom and read the ten attributes/characteristics of an Indigo Children, and see if you can also relate so much with it (as I do, shockingly!).
And as I’ve posted in my new thread here http://suicideproject.org/2010/08/indigo-children-everybody-please-read/ , there are many ‘news’ (we’re not talking about ‘mainstream’ news like TV, radio, etc. you won’t find this kind of info there, unfortunately, it’s probably due to Control issue, as you’ve probably already know also very well), especially can be found on the Internet/online, that the numbers/figures of Indigo children is on the rise/increasing currently right now!!
And it connects so well with the theory of moving this world into the next ‘Higher Consciousness’ plane/existence!!
I’ve actually read & heard about this before, but ever since I’ve come to this website and saw so many posts here that seemed to ‘connect’ so well with each other,..I would actually bet that perhaps we are all here might be ‘connected’ somehow with these whole ‘Indigo Children’ ! …which really make us, essentially, ‘different‘ from the rest of the world.
– The second thing is the Highly Sensitive People (HSP).
You can go google about it, or just go to this website http://www.hsperson.com/pages/hsp.htm
and take the self-test section, and see if you could possibly be categorized into the HSP group of people as well.
Again, as mentioned in the website at the bottom of the desription, there’s nothing *WRONG* if you’re a HSP, in fact, it says that most HSP persons are “highly gifted‘ individuals, also usually creative, and thoughtful.
Knowing this would perhaps make you once again know that you’re definitely NOT alone, and thanks to many current researches nowadays on psychoanalysis & psychology fields, that these new terms (& findings) kept coming-up, which would perhaps make the world more aware of the ‘weird’ individuals like us, who’s usually so anti-majority/mainstream kind of thinkings!
– The third thing is the MBTI Personality Type.
Take this free test here: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
and then google whatever the result you got (it usually comes in four letters, such as INFP, ISFP, INTJ, INTP, and so on).
I took the test 5 times already since about 10 years ago, and all with the same result: INFP. and here’s the most comprehensive descriptions (where you can click the sub-links for more info/readings there): http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/infp/
Ever since I know about this (that I’m an INFP type) 10 years ago, and then browsed around, and found some excellent community forum filled with people this Type (one example is this forum: http://personalitycafe.com/infp-forum-idealists/ ) , I have come to conclusion that I am -again- definitely NOT alone! ie: there are actually quite many people like me, although we’re still obviously a very ‘minority’ type in this ESTJ-driven world (just see how damn contrasting the ESTJ Type description here: http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/estj , and isn’t this what our current ‘materialistic-oriented‘ society really value of ???…..it does make u wonder!).
I will stop here, as I noticed that this is already getting too long.
But basically, those above are the really important things I want to mention to everybody here.
Then we can either go and join in those already-existing ‘groups’ I’ve mentioned in point #2, and/or, we immediately create that ‘Alternative’ website (or to be quick and ASAP, a mailing list), to ‘band’ us AND our ideas, ‘alternative theories’ combined together, and put into ONE single place,..so hopefully, like somebody commented here recently, the ‘world’ and many people would definitely be AWARE of the ‘alternative possibility’ to this current fucked-up system and ‘brainwashing’ ,….and who knows,…somebody might be intested to invest on our ideas, and thus interested in expanding our ideas, so perhaps it is really possible to start changing, or at least, shaping the world!
We need to do everything we can, to ‘get out’ from the current ‘evil System’ (and us ‘banding together’ would just create stronger effects!), and to alter our world into a ‘higher conscious’ one, along with so many other groups I’ve mentioned in point #2, and many other things that seems to be currently ‘happening’ in the world,…..if you take notice of ’em!
It is not all hopeless… I can see (& somehow ‘sense’) that there’s also seemingly a huge Change, something ‘big’ going on in our current world nowadays!
And who knows,..we might be the another GROUP responsible for the Change too!
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okay..how come ALL the links/urls I’ve posted just shown up as mere ‘words’, instead of real links that can be clicked on?…this is weird 🙁
That would be great if you can setup a mailing adress again cause im only 16 no idea how to do that haha
Hi, I’m new here hope you don’t mind me joining in on this discussion.
I’m suicidal lately and I’ve been working hard trying to really get to the bottom of why. I viewed other suicide type sites and it just didn’t feel right for me to believe that the reasons I want to die is because of lack of love, money etc, tho those things do have a certain role to play. I am not materialistic so I am uncomfortable in saying that if only I had a few grand right now I would be okay. It is partly true because I could pay off some really annoying and quite frightening debts, but I know that is not the REAL problem. I am smart enough to know that money rules our world and without it we will suffer. No matter how spiritually enlightened I am, I still need to keep my body warm, safe from harm and fed. I don’t want diamonds or gold – just the basics to live with decency and respect.
I like that people here (unlike the other suicide site) are daring to really delve deep into what’s ‘wrong’ with them. I am certainly one of those people. I read the indigo information and it certainly describes me. I like your idea of banding together also, you should set up a yahoo groups and post the link onto here.
I did see the post of pink404 yesterday,Ii wanted to respond but it was then removed. Whilst other may be in fear or ridicule of what she said there, for me, I could see clearly what is happening and yes it is all connected. I feel so happy for her and I am so pleased that she shared that, even if with just one other person who can relate to it, she KNEW that she HAD to tell someone, anyone or everyone.
Even though she in some ways ridicules those ‘theories’ herself and has used it as the vehicle that brought her into the light of God, I think she has most definitely connected a lot of dots on many different sides, and really what she has done is in fact, bring together many opinions, many religions, and both dark and light, showing that in the end the light outshines all else. I just simply love the fact that these words came from someone so REAL, and not from someone religious, or someone that lacks intelligence. But what I love most is that even given the possibilities that she says she has opened her mind to, that is is NOT even those theories or possibilities that she cares for, but only to feel light an love and KNOW that she is safe. The passion in her letter was incredible and pure (it may not have been written in the stenciled Godlike manner, but that’s what I loved about it the most).
It has inspired me to allow myself to remember that love and light feeling more often. I am always aware of it, but the cynics and the superficiality of this world can force me to feel other things over it – such as confusion, anger, despair. It is true that love really does conquer all. We should all remember that and look after in other well.
A lovely idea. Maybe you should make an advertisement of sorts to seek the help of someone who can provide things/circumstances that allow you all to physically group together, helping each other, to follow your investigations and to offer a place of rest for those in this very difficult transition time. May seem like a lot to ask someone for a a building, or ‘will of acts’ or even financial assistance in order to bring us all together? There are angels out there who are waiting for this chance to help, give it a go, see what happens.
Eventually you will end up with places where all great and alive minds can get together (including finance workers, lawyers and other people with this ‘power’) to really turn this world into heaven, or at least parts of it. A place that you have secured the human rights of al mankind to ‘opt out’ of this society and create a better one that has ALL our best interests at heart.
The beast is very clever, but he is not truth and so he/it has many flaws! You however, are truth and so even without fully understanding why, you have much more power than him.it – use it! You’re already tapping into that truth/power I see 🙂 keep going niki, go the full way, don’t let fear or doubt hinder you. You will meet with ridicule and anger of course (you are fighting a great beast) but you will also most certainly reach WHO you are trying to reach and that’s all that matters.