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this all actually started a long time ago , in my first grade they were lots of kids who hated me for no reason they called me names they were spitting on me and once almost hit me but i ran away.
it was like that for a long time and since the 6TH grade i started cutting they stopped bulling but i started cutting i was in a depression  i felt lonely like nobody loves me.
everynight i cry myself to sleep
now im in 8TH grade i have friends but i feel lonely and hopeless i dont cut anymore i stopped two weeks ago but i feel like nothing without i still feel like im worthless and i still want to do it.
i HATE myself i HATE how i look
i HATE my weigh
and i was thinking so much about starving bu i always was afraid to do it
and my friends know it
but i feel like i need to share maybe i’ll get some help …
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I feel the same, although I come from a very small town with a very small amount of teens like me, so I rarely get bullied. But I have been bullied and they have made me hate who I am. I hate how I look, how I sound, how much I weigh, what I do, what I am…
I know what it feels like. But, what can we do? Starve? Cut? Kill? That’s not going to solve anything. We just have to be ourselves (as cliche as that sounds) and go on living. Because what else can we do? Can’t be anyone else. We just have to learn to love ourselves and live as US.
I left school a few years ago because i couldnt take it anymore but i am and was the same. i self harmed, i stopped eating, i slept all the time, i ignored my firends i basically hid my self from the world. right now i still am overweight and hate it i am still ugly and i am a wreck of a person. I do however agree with Luna, we do have to try and love ourselves! its fucking hard! I am no where near even liking me but i am trying, i joined this website in hope of some help and inspiration. i too want all this shitty worlds pains to end! its sad that it generally is others words that corrupt our minds to bring our self to hating ourselves! feel free to chat. and much love and support! i know how you feel xxx