i don’t want to kill myself i just can’t live anymore. this is not a life. i can’t be who i know i am i have to be what somebody else thinks i am. my life is defined by them. not who i am TODAY. i hate my life, i truly mean that, i have nothing, and i can’t just live life. i am my own person. I’m not what somebody else thinks of me. but what difference does it make if i can’t show them that! i have to go on everyday like this?! the only person i care about is the one who makes me want to die the most. i can’t function, i can’t do my work, i can’t eat, i can’t think, I’m just going to disappear. it would KILL my family, and i don’t want to do that. but i have nothing else to do. this isn’t fair.
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Why are you not living for yourself? Why let someone esle dictate who you should be? You don’t have to go everyday like this. You don’t need to prove or show anyone anything. You owe no one anything except yourself.
This person is obviously toxic if they make you feel this way. Can you say you rally love the person who is killing you? Do you think they really love you if they drove you to this point?
You know you are your own person. So take it and be yourself. Take the steps necessary to make your life better. Even if it hurts now, the choices you make now you will be thanking yourself in the future for. You know what the problem is, you can fix it. You do not have to die nor should you.
Your stuck between a rock and a hard place. But remember you have the choice to get out.
Maybe you need to learn to love yourself and respect yourself before loving anyone else. Give yourself time to grow, mature and find yourself. If you did, you wouldn’t allowed this to happen.
Your world doesn’t need to revolve around, yes let him be in your life but your world needs to revolve around you only. Trust me, you may not see it and may think I am wrong but I suffered the same and it literally took me losing everything to find this out.
I sense alot of insecurity from you. Your afraid to lose and if you did you will reject the idea of gaining again for fear off loss. Ask yourself this, do you honestly think a relationship like this will last forever.
But talk to him. Tell him how you feel. Discuss ways you both can help each other change for the better so you will both grow.
Hey there was comment just here a minute ago that I just responded? Ghost comment maybe?
Why can’t you just be yourself?