I’m giving up on going for jasmine and broke it off with her. Not going to talk to her for a while. Probably going to go apeshit sometime soon with my depression. I’m worried, I’m considering myself unstable because my depression may suddenly kick itself up a notch suddenly. Bracing for it… Thanks one_day for giving me that good ole punch to the face my naive mind needed, now I might spiral out of control, and nickname thanks too and I’m sory if i snapped at you -_-
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Sorry my minds out of whack!,83!47&3&:’chrjindbc
You’re fine Rogue. Just trying to help, you remind me of a young dumb version of me.
Yeah. Hey whats a good remedy for anxiety i might google it soon enough after i check favebook and my messeges
Another panic attack. Im having trouble breathing fuck fuck fuck
Rogue you got no one to blame or villainise for your own actions except yourself so kindly stop blaming me for your melodrama. I didn’t make you do anything. In fact, I pointed out that no one could stop you so if you really wanted it you would have done it already.
I just think you get ideas in your head and you get obsessed by them. You’re actually very easy to convince, in a very dangerous way. All it takes is one person to plant a seed of an idea in your head and see how it grows! That’s where the obsession comes from, and the anxiety too. Just chill out. No need to overthink anything. I just spent 3 days overanalysizing the act of having straight sex with a gay man and all it did was drive me mad – it’s really just a big joke. No need to take life so seriously.
I’m sorry I’m going to ask my dad to take me to a psychiatrist or something cuz i need my head checked out
I’m not blaming you im just ssying you helped out a lot, and normally implanting a stupid seed in my head. Ugh i have insomnia. 4 in the morning -_-
Oh ok sorry. I thought you were being sarcastic. I hope you can find a nice doctor… if not, maybe you can call some councilling lines? There’s also some online tests you can take, to see if you have a personality disorder… I wouldn’t be suprised if you have Aspergers, OCD or ADHD. It’s good to at least know wher eyou stand so you can research a bit and understand yourself better.
Yeah i took online tests but those arent very proffesional except in the broad sense of it.
Not professional and I would take it with a grain of salt… but they at least might point you in the right direction regarding what areas you should focus on. What did the tests say?