My bad for not reading the FAQ section for so long, but guys, it looks like you can just report them through the email provided. I’m sure if enough of you say something, she’ll get banned. Please, can we do something about this? The mods don’t have time to watch this site all the time and get involved in everything, clearly, so can we please do this together? I don’t know why I overreacted, but I agree that “theo” has seriously got to go. Sorry didn’t mean to make things worse but I think that’s the route we should all go please I feel silly […]
anyway just leaving this up
“Postal” has made creepy comments bordering on sexual harassment on System’s posts, posts the same incoherent bullshit over and over again while aware of their actions, irritates everybody here except those naïve enough to talk to her, posted stories, selfies and comments that don’t line up and contradict each other, masqueraded as multiple alts, harassed members here with flat out blatant lies, please get rid of them now, I don’t want to see this bullshit when I come here
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Mother I’ve tried please believe me
I’m doing the best that I can
I’m ashamed of the things I’ve been put through
I’m ashamed of the person I am
C’mon, man… I know we’re all here because our situations supposedly preclude any real sense of hope… But I don’t think that’s really true for all of us. For some of us, recovery is a practical impossibility. But for others here, there’s still hope, even though life is shit, to go on, and at least not allow it to become any worse. Sometimes you need to let go of shit and focus on the future if you wanna survive at all. It’s the ego that wants things to be the way they were before. The ability to change things only comes with accepting them as […]
“Hey dudes I’m afraid I’ll hurt people if I leave”.
Really? Come on dude. You’d have to have pretty low emotional intelligence to honestly ask yourselves this question. Can we be honest here? Completely honest? How many of you actually think this? How many of you are just using this an excuse, a cover-up not to leave? Bargaining by saying these people will be “hurt” if you leave and they’ll miss you lmao. Or pretending that you care HAHA! What kind of reasoning is this? How do you have so much trouble with a simple matter of discretion?
I can’t imagine many of us have people […]
It’s not surprising that it turned out like this. Her weakness always was that she took things too much at face value. Whether good or bad, she tended to trust the appearance of things. She had faith in people. And I idolized her because her innocent eyes allowed her to view me free of imperfection. It’s ironic that the very same thing that could have saved me, is the same thing that relegated me to this doomed situation. Ironic, perhaps, but not surprising.
This curse is killing me. I see no difference if I go to hell. I am already damned.
I don’t… enjoy anything. I don’t want to do anything. If you knew even half the stuff I’ve… Why bother
Man I’m tired. Why does it matter what I write when someone else can say what I feel much more easily and honestly. This dude is right, spot on. Even if it weren’t for the “disease”, which is what I’m calling it now since I don’t know what it is… It may have played out in a more complicated way, but this is ultimately the reason I pushed my only friend away.
I wish I could start over.
Who else feels, like they’ve thought all the thoughts, and there’s nothing left to say?
Every day is the same.
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole.
Defeated, I
Concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness.
How pitiful.
It’s calling me
It’s calling me
It’s calling me
It’s calling me.
I don’t know if you’re still here. I can’t claim to understand what your deal is. But it doesn’t matter– I could have, and should’ve handled that differently regardless of who you are. I feel like you were playing games with us here and that’s not appropriate, but maybe you couldn’t help yourself, but I still think that’s no excuse to act that way. No one wants to watch someone abandon their self respect and mutilate themselves. I know if anywhere were to be the place for that to be acceptable it would seem to be here. But it isn’t. And if we look at […]
Okay I’ll try to make this as straightforward as possible. Would any of you guys like to join a groupchat in discord– I obviously don’t have anything against the other members here it’s just you guys stick out to me and okay it’s very hard for me to speak my thoughts without getting discouraged and frustrated and I’d very much appreciate it if any of you would talk to me because I cannot write in this format. I have autism and that prefrontal lobe disorder I mentioned and it makes it overwhelming because of the anxiety and I think I’m going to commit soon and […]
no point. arbitrary.
I came here to post a song , but anyone else notice this site now has an “AIOSEO Score” (whatever that is) when you make a post and is no longer secure when you look in the corner of the search bar? RIP, SP, I guess. Final nail in the coffin.
Anyone here still got the Discord?
Ever go catatonic while staring at a picture of someone you know you’re never going to be able to see again
I was messaged back by an old friend, someone I grew up with. Apparently they took my message as me pressuring them to see me and took a somewhat stern tone with me explaining how they’ve got bullshit going on… And there I was right on the other end expecting them to be glad to communicate with me. God forbid we actually have a conversation.
It has finally been cemented to me that the only time people don’t want anything to do with their phone is when communication is involved.
And I know it’s obvious saying this, but that is unless it’s fucking Snapchat, Tinder, Facebook or TikTok. […]
Something I’ve never come to grips with and learned to work to my advantage merely because I don’t have the fucking patience and I don’t want to live in a world like that, I want to live in a world of people I identify with, is the fact that most people are so stupid that it’s hard to believe. Did god play some cosmic joke on us? I really don’t mean this as an insult, I really don’t: I know I’m not the only who to this day is still immobilized by the incredulity of it all; This is not how I saw life going. Is […]
I no longer even identify with my life
Here I doubt that this will truly significantly change anyone’s perspective but in Thus Spoke Zarathustra, which is a parody of the bible, Nietzsche, or rather “Zarathustra”, his fictional mouthpiece/prophet talks about a concept called the eternal recurrence of the same. From the liner notes:
“Every time he thinks about this concept, it’s as though a dark cloud passes over him. He becomes brooding and silent. He now confronts its implications. Life is Will to Power. Will to Power seeks to overcome obstacles. What is the greatest obstacle of all? To will the past. How is it possible to make my past life, past human history, […]
Saw this on one of the two accounts I follow on social media today.