Ok, I’m gonna go from this site, forever. Im not only gonna go from this site, Im gonna go from everything. Yes I said it. Im gonna kill myself… sorry, but bye!
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Yesterday I did cut my legs. Real bad.. I told my mom and my dad, they took me to the doctor. The doctor said it was ok, and that I just had to live my life like nothing happen. Well all I can think of is that I want to do it again. They dont take me seriosly and that really annoy me. I want to try to commit suicide and then they’ll see that I really mean it! Not only cause of that, but I want to do it all the time, and to think ” I want to die” all the time is […]
I just don’t know what to do anymore.. The only thing it feels like I’m doing in life is to cry and self-harm. I want it to end. I don’t know how. I feel so damn lost.
I just felt like it was getting a little better with me.. then those stupid people that gonna talk to me about my “problems” are gonna send me to one more -.- seriously.. Ive been talking to seven people now, they dont know what to do with me so they are sending me to another one.. BUT When Im gonna move one with me it dont help to tell the story over and over again! Then I just get stuck in the past. They say” Dont worry we are gonna help you, everything is gonna get better” But when I finally got a break from […]
I didnt do it.. BLEH i regret I didnt do it. but they way I was gonna do it need to be a little nosy and my mom and dad were sleeping so I didnt wanna wake them.. anyway, thanks for all the helping comments ! BTW; I think Im actually gonna give life a fift chance! I gonna regret it but I dont wanna hurt the people I love that much. They are really amazing and I know I cant stand seeing them in pain because of something I did. Why would I be so selfish? Even though I did try to kill myself […]
idk, maybe this wont work. tonight a bit after midnight I’ll do it. I’ll kill myself. Sorry everyone. Im gonna write four letters:
1. to my bestfriend (the one that tryed to kill herself)
2. to my other bestfriend
3. to my mother and father
4. to like everyone (the rest of the family, school, friends, etc)
if you havent read my story and you want to here ït is:
1:http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/can-someone-kill-me-please/
2: http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/the-rest-of-my-life/
3:http://suicideproject.org/2011/10/ok-3/
I dont want to write the story over and over again so there you go! hehe, wish me luck! If I regret and choose to not do it, ill write here again, if not. Goodbye<3
And btw; this site helped me!
it’s soon friday.. the last party ever! Iam now like taking stuff down from my walls and stuff so my mom wont have to do this. (of those of you that dont know, I really just planed the perfect suicide plan) I just cant take life anymore. Im tired of being derpessed and sad all the fucking time! so i though about saturday, but Im gonna stay at my friend house this weekend so i guess I gonna do it sunday. Wow, im really doing it. This actually feels a little like I no longer got worries, and I do everything I want. but its […]
Ok so, i dont know what to say but I just gonna like try to explain this;
uhm.. I gonna die on saturday. I gonna kill myself. Seriously.. I cant handle anymore.. and there is this party on friday and that is gonna be the party of all time! the last party ever. So I gonna like say goodbye to everyone on the next four days.. I just planed it all! I dont thik I am aloud to how so you guys wont know, haha. sorry about that.
I dont know whats gotten in to my mind.. but I think that this is the goodbye to suicideproject.org […]
ok, I just dont know what the hell to do.. Ok I’ve never told my story on here but I think I’m gonna do it now.. so one year and seven months ago my grandmother died. She was seriously EVERYTHING to me. She was the only person I could tell everything to and she was kinda my best friend. There is no word to discribe who our relationship was. Â when she died (of canser when she was 63) I was broken. But I kinda didnt understand it. I lost half of my family.. cause she was the only one who made me keep in touch […]
Ive done it again. I know I should not self-harm but I just love the feeling. I’m addicted to the pain. Not a good thing. I like the pain that go thrugh my body when I self-harm. I dont know how to stop. Any tips? I do it cause I’m addicted to the pain and it helps when I’m sad.
okay, im new on this site, so I dont really know how this works. But I just really am in pain right now. I just feel like I wanna die. So much is happening in my life right now. I have tryed to kill myself four times before. And now I feel like doing it again. I have suicide thoughts everyday but today it really felt like an end. I dont really know what to do. Why am I here? Is this life worth living? I dont think so. But if I kill myself I know that my friends are gonna be sad, I dont […]