Well, I guess I am back at the thralls of this bottomless pit of despair and loathing. O_o
Hello old members that I used to talk to. How many of you are still here?
Why are you depressed?
Me:
Childhood abuse and trauma
Adult Life not working out – no friends, no job, health issues, loneliness.
Our miserable lives, or our deaths?
Me: By lightning. It’s quick and effective. (although highly unlikely to occur IRL, 1 in 161,831. oh poo)
I despise having been born into this shitty world. I’ve had to endure a horrible life, wrought with poverty and abuse on top of misery. Ah, if only my life had been snuffed out as a fetus or embryo. Would have saved me a lifetime of pain and torture. But alas, I am here. Living a punishing existence. How lovely.
I want to do something with my life, but what? I don’t care about anything anymore… goals, accomplishments, meh. I used to have them, but now all I want to do is sleep. Yes, sleep. I haven’t slept a deep sleep in 15 years (I was hit by a car, and that’s when my life basically ended). I wake up tired, and barely have any energy to get dressed or brush my teeth, let alone actually do something.
I want to pack up and move cross country and to basically be a gypsy and visit other cheaper countries (like Mexico or Ecuador). […]
I haven’t been on here in awhile, but is this the new layout? When did it change? It feels weird. I miss the old format. The old format was nice and simple, and easier to see.
How’s everyone doing?
Which 2 pills would you choose and why?
We are told by society that “we MUST forgive our abusers” and that if we don’t “then we’ll never find love and happiness.
First of all- this is a** backwards. Why is it that the VICTIMS are the ones who must forgive the a**holes? Why is it that when people do heinous things to people, say for ex, a little boy who gets raped, that it is incumbent upon the BOY who has to forgive his abusers. WTF kind of logic is that?
People who have been abused are already abused. Now on top of that, people are pointing fingers at the victims […]
…I would, with 99% certainty, take it within 1 year (I’m done with life and all I need is a method).
…I would, with 99% certainty, hold onto it until I’m ready (I’ll for sure take it years later).
…I would, with 99% certainty, never take it (I’ll wait till nature, or something, ends me).
Let’s take a poll.
What would you SPers choose?
It’s always there. Maybe there’s a few days of brightness in between, but the darkness is always there, always waiting for you, and always pulls you back. You turn into a lump of coal, not doing anything productive, and feelings of utter bleakness and hopelessness set in. Or more like, they’ve made a permanent home, and occasionally they leave for a walk.
Anyhow, how does anyone get over depression? How many people who’ve had severe and long-lasting depression, have actually improved and gotten better? How many remain stuck in their utter desolation and pain? I yearn to be free of […]
What have you accomplished in your life?
A huge part of my depression is my lack of accomplishment. It makes me super depressed watching other people do something with their lives. Not just celebrities, but even silly YouTubers. They’ve all managed to make something of themselves, even if it’s for being popular for no reason.
No, I don’t care to be popular, that was just an example.
And before you can say “Then just go do something,” I have been battling a ton of health problems for the past 15 years, so I can’t just go and do [insert whatever activity]. It’s […]
Sigh…
Hi guys. Today I noticed that when I create a post, it no longer gives me the option to opt out of having it shown on google search? It used to be in the menu options but now it’s not? (was under All in One SEO Pack – Social Settings). Has it changed or am I just not clicking the right areas? I don’t want my posts to be easily searchable on Google. Thanks.
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How would you describe yourself?
And so complicated?
I just want to be happy, healthy, and well I don’t need to be wealthy but make good money.
I just want to be loved and wanted.
I want my life to matter, I want to make a difference / have an impact.
Because otherwise, what for is my existence?? Why must I be born, live, and suffer for so many years? It’s been decades of mental and physical pain and I’m sick and tired of it.
What is to come of us sad, morbid SPers? A lifetime of more misery? Or will half of us find “happiness” (or something like it)? Or…