Unfortunately.
I spent the entire summer not getting a job like I told everyone I would. I can’t get a job because of my anxieties. School is starting back, and I haven’t registered. I just found out I have a hold on my school account that prevents me from registering (due to having a ridiculously low GPA), anyway. Just walked out of my adviser’s office and he didn’t even bother to tell me I had the hold on my account, so I must make another appointment with him. Driving out there just makes me want to smash my car into something.
Lately my suicidal thoughts have been creeping back. […]