gods joke

Rickrolled, theo, postalservice, postal, the burrow, 4privetdrive ect…. Banned huh??? I wouldn’t trust anyone you don’t already know they have so many alt accounts.

Seriously not making a scene but they should be gone. Theyve been busted using the same emails for alt accounts and yet still you can’t get rid of them?

Not blaming just confused

It also seems that the abuse they put abandoned through is gone. I’m sorry admin but the fact that the proof is gone and they’re still here really looks like […]

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this person and ALL of their alt accounts should be banned. they are a troll that doesnt care.

$20 at a time.

I have enough left to pay it all back at once but that would leave me with only $10 (I have ~$90 but I want to take out another $20 for this weekend) “hey can I get $80 in cash even though I have zero way to spend it because covid feels like shunning me for having physical and mental problems” yeah…. No.

However the cats tracker tags are on the way so at least I made a responsible purchase with the money I do have. My coffee on the other hand is still on hold and even though it physically hurts way […]

“I’ll try to be nicer if you try to be smarter” -my shirt

Misanthropy is the general hatred, dislike, distrust or contempt of the human species, human behavior or human nature. A misanthrope or misanthropist is someone who holds such views or feelings.

You might think I’m a misanthropist, and by definition you might be right. (or there might be another word that fits it better, I don’t know them all) I mean, id love to watch them all burn. However, that labeling is EXACTLY why I feel the way I do. Before you call me or think whatever, I want you to take a minute to think. […]

Cancelled my therapist appointment and now I’m getting drunk.

Lifes BS (I need to put that on a shirt lol)

(looking at footbath) well…. God knows how long we’re gonna be here and after the time I’ve been having I deserve it so fuck it. I’m treating myself to a spa day….. If I can figure out how this work XD.

I get $150 for spending money. I haven’t spent a cent (payday being last friday) and I already owe myself $60. That leaves me $90. And I need $50 for my cats tags in case they get out and a little under $50 for coffee I drink to help with my disorders.

Booze (much like weed) is a wonderful problem maker.

Also if I could make my home page just my stuff (so not the main site like it currently is) that would be awesome however even if that is possible I doubt it would happen considering the mods don’t even seem to be watching their own […]

I have 2 buds left. They have to do me for 2 weeks and I can smoke 7g in 1 week. Oh boy money problems, responsbility and addiction are NOT freinds. But knowing how much stress my husband’s in over this I don’t want him helping my addiction when there’s more important things. Like not putting ourselves in dept to eat. Of course what can one expect paying 2 rents and getting fucked over at work so your pay gets cut in half.

You can tell me I’m insane. I can know I’m insane. But it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t change the way I feel, just the way I’m treated.

I want to know you actually love me.

“don’t do that you’ll burn the house down”

Oh! You mean that thing I take extra precautions to avoid because I’m scared shitless of it to the point I thought of putting all my stuff in a brick building?

I’m not stupid so stop fucking treating me like I am. I swear everything I bring up “don’t do that” just shut up. I’m done telling you stuff, because I’m done hearing it.

I’M NOT FUCKING STUPID!

I’m allergic to peas (I know stupid allergy lol). Anyway it was something we’ve known since I was very very little. My ‘father’ (take it for what it’s worth. He lies about the sky being blue I swear) said that, they have been putting peas in my food WITHOUT TELLING ME and saying that I’m fine. First of all, you knew I was allergic and you didn’t tell me!!!!!?? Granted, it wasn’t a horrible allergy. My face got puffy, red, felt weird, that’s about it. I got over it fine on my own. I mean, for all they know I could have gotten more allergic […]

I can’t remember exactly which classes now but I do remember being highly annoyed/pissed off.

Gr10. Choosing my classes for gr11. I had everything perfectly picked out in an OCD overthinking fashion. I had my classes planned out so I could get my credits for school and so I could learn what I needed to for my before highschool decided career. I had EXACTLY what I needed.

My homeroom teacher: you’re too smart for work place math. Pick something else.

If I’m too smart for it don’t you think I’ve thought of that? I’m opening a business, why the fuck do I need calc!?

And my parents (specifically my […]

I’ve been dealing with ptsd (x2) and cptsd for 5-6 years. And that was my first ptsd nightmare. I want to throw up. I feel disoriented. My husband’s been asking and I don’t want to tell him. I don’t want him to feel bad. (no it’s not directly his fault). And now I have to make breakfast. Well I don’t have to. Hubby would understand even with limited information. Just… Disorders, I have to (or maybe it’s just the way I am). I’m the wife I have to take care of him. (and no it’s not an abuse ‘have’ to)

Work around…. Just don’t tell […]

I was suppose to be strung up like a puppet soon but my husband woke with a headache….. Maybe another day for now I drink

I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now
I don’t really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin’ and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
I’m feelin’ lost and I don’t know where else to go now
I don’t really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin’ and I feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like?
I’ve got so much […]

i am my biggest abuser. every chance im putting myself down. im stupid for doing the things i do. im worthless and a burden for ever saying anything. i shouldnt even be breathing i cant fucking do anything right. if theres something to say, its going to be said.

and the worse part……..she’s right. every word

i cant not hate myself

One might ask you, do you see the glass as half full or half empty.

But…

Both answers are correct. (unless we’re gonna get stupid and start measuring millimeters (liters, depending on how you’re measuring it))

I hold destruction in my hands, now if only they’ll shut up long enough for me to implement it

Lol I was so busy getting high I forgot to cut. Oh well there’s always later.

people get pissed off if a SO were to say something like “im going to kill myself if…..” one would typically be right to be pissed about it. but what if it is the truth? what if that thing the person requires really would push them over the edge without it? well its not right to be mad at a person for hurting.

it creates a rather complex situation doesnt it….it makes my brain hurt…and basically forces the person to live in pain to save others