Chris Cornell killed himself…now Chester Bennington…the world is so hurt…and their music was great..RIP Rock Legends
Todamnbad
I can’t do it anymore…too much suffering…I just want it to end…I’m ready to leave this world..I don’t think I can be saved…but I can end my suffering by ending myself..I been crying a lot every night..fuck this life..
Finally at my cousins, me and a loaded 9mm Luger by myself…I could do it right now if I want too…but my will to live is to fucking strong…why can’t I just fucking take my own life away?!
I accept and forgive myself for all the awful things that have happened to me. The only reason im still here idk, tbh..I tried killing myself countless times..always managed to save myself…got tired of trying so Im like facing the fact I gotta live…hopefully pain management does something for me…if not Im fucked, there is no way I can live in pain like this for years to come. Fuck that. Just put me out of my misery..
Keep trying until you succeed right? That’s how i feel tonight…going to try again…
I shit you not, a girl i fucked from two years ago, messaged me on facebook out of the blue and sent me pictures of a kid that looks like me claiming its my 1 year old son, like the fuck? Out of all days to tell me this, you tell me on Father’s Day? Wtf? I told my friends and shit and of course they’re fucking laughing…it gets better tho..some other fool signed the birth certificate so im not legally responsible at all for this child that is mine..so my niggas been telling me i got the golden ticket out of this shit if […]
For me, life has became unbearable. I have chronic pain severely and its almost to the point to where I’m barely functioning. I hardly do anything anymore, my get up and go attitude is gone. I’m a homebody wishing for death.
How I plan to kill myself…
Well everything i thought of hasn’t worked..but doesn’t stop me from trying..the weird part is i want to feel my life leaving my body..so like an overdose will work well..i did my homework on nyquil cause I’m the guy trying to kill himself with it..7000mg is the overdose..Its mostly Anti-inflammatory which is going to kill my liver..make convulsions…yellow fever…Sounds painful […]
Yesterday, I went over to my cousin’s house. I knew where they can kept their handgun, it’s for home invasion..but i just stared at it and wondered to myself all it would take was placing it against my temple and pulling the trigger. How it easy it would be to leave this world…i’m still going to do kill myself..honestly i don’t know what’s holding me back..maybe because all the attempts i have failed….these feelings always get the best of me…
Im pretty drunk and guess what beer is? Liquid confidence. SO maybe booze will give the little extra strength to kill yourself plus it makes you numb. SO death could be less painful. Imma tie a plastic bag around my head. And just let death come. Read an Article that for suffocation takes about 7 minutes. Haha 7 minutes of heaven. Anyways imma try to kill myself wish me luck!
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I also now understand why people with chronic pain drink beer. It takes the god awful pain away. It really does. Beer maybe bad in other ways, but there is some pluses to it. IF you […]
I failed killing myself so many times and i know what works, and you know what that is? Something you can’t possibly survive. Yeah, my title exactly says everything. Going to the woods tonight next to a river. There’s this tree that’s pretty easy to climb. Tie a rope to the tree and your neck and let yourself drop. Then, its goodbye world. Tired of life. Tired of everything. Tired of pain and suffering so one last time to let it all go. I’m not scared of dying, I’m scared of living, knowing that i will always be in pain and struggling to get by. […]
Tied all the heavy shit together and now just have tie the rope around my neck and drop the stuff over the ledge and ill suffocate. Hopefully its peaceful. Ill and blackout and Im gone. Goodbye guys. Its time to leave this world
Yeah, my life is f*cked. My body constantly hurts from 3 injuries and 2 surgeries. I have two f*cked up fingers and a f*cked up wrist. This pain is overwhelming. I always feel sick to my stomach. Its feels like i have knives in those parts of my body. There is no comeback, and there is no getting out of this hole. Yeah, Im chronically ill, and I’m saying f*ck this. There’s no way I can continue living like this. My idea is creative, Suffocating myself with a rope tied to a bunch of heavy items and toss them over the stairs and just sit […]
My life has always been a living hell. Grew up in a dysfunctional family. Suffered a lot of verbal abuse and some physical. It was so bad my friends were scared to come over. That started when I was 8 years old and all that time beforehand, I had a normal childhood. It was when my mom got the new boyfriend shit changed which was when I was 8 and so forth. I was a smart kid and I considered myself smart. A and B student through high school. Had high self esteem. Didn’t have too many friends which didn’t bothered me. Lack of friends […]