Fun & Interesting

For non-suicidal topics that are fun, entertaining or informative.


Approaching Old Vibes

  November 20th, 2016 by away

A few Christmases ago, my mother connected the speakers of the family computer to an iTunes radio station that played Christmas-themed jazz 24/7. This was back when I used to sit at the desktop computer playing games and whatnot all the time, meaning that the music played right beside me. I’ve always enjoyed the genre, so I didn’t mind it.

What I didn’t realise is the atmosphere which that music created. It was depressing, the weather was depressing, my life of being on the computer incessantly was depressing; it was just a sad but unique ambience. I remember the songs distantly rocking in the air around [...]
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Does this make sense?

  November 15th, 2016 by Lawli

I’m just doing some creative writing for school, This is the intro, do you think it makes sense? I don’t know, I think it kinda sounds like poetry in a way, not that it matters.

She said the reason she lives is because of her children, he said he live because of his family, they said they have goals. I wonder; If I asked you ‘who do you think I’m talking about’ how many people would yo be thinking off? I bet you can think of a lot of people. That’s because we’re all the same, all of us, exactly the same. Each one of us [...]
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  November 13th, 2016 by Syotos-

How could you build me up
Just to tear left of me
And one look into your eyes n i saw everything
Everything that is good in the world
All that is light, pure & joyful
Overtime you healed me
Made me better than i ever was
Gave me the sense of belonging & a childlike vibe of peace
My confidence flew past the stars
Insecurites, shortcomings, bad thoughts
Dissipated from my mind
Feeling whole again more so even
Overwhelmed with happiness asking myself is this real
Only to find out ive been playing myself, living in a fantasy world
How could you hurt me [...]
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Suicide song

  November 8th, 2016 by Enfield1955

I’m sure there must be other people who think about what song they might like to kill themselves to.

Normally I think “Mad World” and other songs like that would be good, but today I was listening to the radio and heard the Hawaiian version of “Somewhere Over the Rainbow”. It was really good and I kinda liked the idea of going out to it.

Anyone else’s thoughts and odd songs that you might want to exit to?

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Halloween! (lil’ bit of positiv)

  October 31st, 2016 by ihmm

I like Halloween, it’s one of those holidays were you don’t really need to be happy. As long as you have candy x3, and if you don’t, just knock on a few doors and Bam! There you go :O. (Or “borrow” a little from the kids who have if ur too old >:D)

Anyway, noone in my family celebrates Halloween unfortunately, as the tradition haven’t caught on to my country yet. But that hasn’t stopped me from buying a buck load of sugery goodness, of course (don’t be silly ;p).

So I wish all, ya’ll a very merry Halloween, and a happy something, something. 🙂

https:// m. [...]
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  October 26th, 2016 by poetontheedge

Hi guys this is the great manafesto I had to make a new account um yea and if anyone wants or needs to talk to me my KIK is raldm80 so feel free to text me and I will get back as soon as possible 🙂

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Another Day of Shit

  October 24th, 2016 by Hatemyllllife

No family.

No hope.

No future.

Not gonna suddenly get rich.

Or win the lottery.

I just want to get it over with.

I don’t like being alive.

I hate being inferior and inadequate.

I want to go back to the land of the dead, where achievement doesn’t matter.

Your bank account doesn’t matter.

I just want to cash it all in.

I’d blow my brains out if I could.

Right here.

Wherever I’m standing.

Fuck this life.

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Great Night

  October 23rd, 2016 by ErasedEon

That awkward/conflicting moment when you have a bad day, but a great night in the same 24 hour period. Like…. how is this possible exactly? I’m kinda surprised. How did this happen? I CERTAINLY wasn’t expecting this. I’m feeling kind of content actually… which is weird because this doesn’t usually happen. I just hope things can stay like this. I really hope they do…

I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.

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  September 30th, 2016 by idontknowreally

ive been listening to a lot of Hotel Books lately and ive fallen in love with it. the lyrics are so good at explaining how i feel and the passion in his screaming and pain you can hear in his voice really allows me to connect. this artist is really helping me, so i thought maybe it could help some of you


Hotel Books – Dreaming Or Sinking (Official Music Video)

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Anyone Else On Or Ever Took Effexor?

  September 29th, 2016 by GerbzBaby

Recently my therapist proscribed me Effexer for my depression and anxiety but it seems like it made it a bit worse? I’ve been feeling extremely nauseous after taking the pill, my heart rate picks up for no reason (I’m wondering if it’s just me having some sort of anxiety attack or it’s the pill?), I’ve felt weak and I’m trembling randomly. Anyone else have those symptoms while on this medication??? I just started it two days ago so maybe my body’s adjusting?

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Cupid that was evil

  September 25th, 2016 by CARLOSPEJUAN

-Play New York by The Chain Smokers

*Out of nowhere the one girl who had a chance with me hates me.
I have no idea what I did. But one day she backed away.

Eyes saturated with beauty. Heterochromia did wonders for her.
My best friend, I could be myself with no repercussion.
My other half, her smarts, and thoughts were different in just the right ways.
My confusion, I literally thought I was gay before her.
My sadness, I don’t want to do anything if it is not with her.

Have you ever lost someone who was your sunshine?
It seems like there is [...]
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Day 3

  September 11th, 2016 by Nico The Robot

Yo, Nico again.

I’m pretty excited about today because I’m gonna go out with my friends and stuff later. Well that’s if I manage to keep my parents happy today and not get them mad like always.. They’re really hot headed and stubborn so even the slightest thing can make them explode.. They scare me a lot..

Heheh but anyways we’re gonna be going to the mall and stuff to hang out.They want to go to the halloween store but honestly I’m a huge ***** so I don’t know if I’m gonna go with them. ;-; Mm but they took out one of my favorite places there.. It [...]
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Day 2

  September 10th, 2016 by Nico The Robot

Hey guys, it’s Nico again.

Heheh it’s nice to see people being nice to me here, most people I’ve met on the internet are jerks haha. Oh, and thanks to the people who said happy birthday hehe~ As you all said I’ll try to keep my upbeatness.

As of right now life’s been kinda alright. Mm, well yesterday wasn’t so much. Mainly because of school stuff. Especially health and safety.. We had to do a group project this week where we had to make a skit about saying no to someone telling you to do drugs, drink, or cut class.. I got placed with a group that [...]
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Day 1

  September 5th, 2016 by Nico The Robot

So, this is my first post. It’s my birthday actually so that’s kinda nice. I guess I don’t know whenever it’s my birthday my family usually makes it a normal day and normal days are hell with them. Today though my Mom allowed me to go with my friends to this arcade, which I’m surprised she allowed me to do since she never lets me do anything.

Oh, right, I never really introduced myself. My name’s Nico, well, it’s not my real name but it’s a nickname my friends gave me, we all have one from the anime LoveLive. Yeah, I’m a weeb. I’m [...]
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British insults…. are the best :D

  August 29th, 2016 by aspie

“You moldy rough!”

“She turned me into a nute… I got better…”

“Can a one pound bird carry a one pound bird carry a one pound coconut?”

“Bring out  The dead”

“You half heartened hind”


“I’m sorry I thought this was America”.

“Did you just crap on my desk Cartmen”?

Is there anyone else who likes tool?

Lol that guy looks like he kneeds some milk.

Art should comfert the disturbed and disturbed the comforted.


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  August 19th, 2016 by Shephard

anywhere but here, dammit.

No time for the hospital today. Still have plenty of unfinished business to tend to, along with really not having the energy to move anywhere on my own. Did I really just say that? Holy sheep shit… the world is most definitely coming to an end if Mister Walkabout himself doesn’t even want to move. Must be a sign of the times, or a kick in the daddy bags to remind me that I’m not invincible. It’s all a little odd when I really start to process it properly, y’know? I haven’t been a stable kind of “happy” for a very [...]
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  August 5th, 2016 by illusual

From my travels I had five coins
One for Drunkiness
One for Insanity
One for Greed
One for Theft
One for Sobriety
I got drunk on wine
I smoked green until high
I sat where my noose touched the sky
I passed out until morning
Only to find
I’d lost them all except two
Insanity and Sobriety
Now I sit stuck between
Wondering what it is I should do

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lAUGH IT OFF? :( The Blank Canvas

  July 26th, 2016 by CARLOSPEJUAN

So I think instead of a suicide letter with all the things that lead to that moment, or what I want people to change, or not do (like cry and stuff) I think I want one that you can’t help but laugh at.

Someone suggested writing a normal suicide letter and then posting lol at the end. I laughed at that then cried a little, then laughed again.

But mine should read something like this:

I was bored and was kind of curious as to what was in the other life. So I decided to find a portal, but that was taking too long so meh screw I [...]
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Placebo, memories, and a empty house.

  July 21st, 2016 by stillwishingforparis

I decided to look up bands I’m currently listening to tour dates. Placebo is on a 20 year anniversary tour, not promoting a new album but a world tour celebrating its fans so they have hinted to even playing songs that have been retired from their set list for 10 years like Nacncy Boy and Pure Morning. Due to my mothers taste in music and pushing her interest onto me which is the few positives I can look back to and proudly appreciate, I’ve been a fan since the days of owning ‘Without You I’m Nothinh’ on cassette.

After touring Europe they will make their way [...]
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  July 14th, 2016 by CARLOSPEJUAN

I feel tired. And it’s no loner a lethargic exhaustion. It is no longer a physical over exhertion due to the lack of calories. I just am tired of everything. I am tired of being the wierdo in my family, friends, at work, and everywhere I go. I am tired of trying to make everyone laugh and happy, and then being called annoying and a fag. I am tired of doing things for people that have and will never be retured. I am tired of people hating me, for being slower than them. I am tired of not being able to unlock my full potential [...]
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