Fun & Interesting

For non-suicidal topics that are fun, entertaining or informative.


I Feel Like Dreaming While I’m Awake, But Awake and Comfortable While Asleep… What is This?

I re-read this comment I made while replying to The Last Snorlax on another post, and suddenly realized how much sense it made. And just like that, Sala Samobójców (aka. Suicide Room, 2011) came to mind, not sure why. Can you help me reason this? I mean the lyrics and theme don’t really match my […]


Do You Ever Go to Bed, Sleep For Hours, and Wake Up as If You’d Only Blinked?

It’s strange sometimes. How you can go to bed with a thought, a feeling, a sensation of sorts, and then you fall asleep for a few hours, 9 hours, or more… Yet as soon as you open your eyes it instantly is all there. The same thought, feeling, sensation, as if you only blinked while […]



  December 5th, 2016 by Nico The Robot

Nico here.

I’ve grown too lazy to put Day __ so I’m putting numbers only instead. I.. I relapsed and cut myself. It stings but, I missed it. Charming knows but she’s not disappointed in me. At least that’s what she says. The cuts are on my thighs now, since in my culinary class I have to roll up my sleeves. I have friends like me there too, and I notice how some people stare at their arms cause of their scars. I don’t want to go through that.

They’re healing, but I feel like I’m gonna do it again soon. My parents just keep making me …


Hello! New-ish here… Do You Ever Wonder?

Actually, I’ve been a lurker for the longest time. On and off. Never posted before though. I don’t think I’ve ever been actually the text book definition of suicidal, but I wonder about death (and life) a lot. The last time I had been on here was about 2 years ago. So today when I […]


Last Hope Vanished – I was Born, Shaped, and MOLDED by the DARK!!!

  December 1st, 2016 by silverComplex

I was doing Carbon Monoxide in a sealed tent underground… I was just passing out and I crawled out and realized looking at the sunset… I want to live as much as I want to die… In other words, when life gets fucking hard I want to die as much I want to fucking live!! I fucking screamed and broke down. Every muscle in me was aching was saying what’s the point? Every muscle in my fucking body was telling me to stop. Every in me was telling me to stop and give up. And I said I can fucking do it… I know there is …


For those that need someone to talk to….

  December 1st, 2016 by HDs

Hello to all,

I don’t pretend to know anyone’s situation or desire to end their life. What I do know is that I have lost many close friends to suicide and that during several low points in my life I have tried to kill myself at least a half a dozen times.  These were not cries for help on my end, and I totally went for it with the most purpose driven determination possible.  One such attempt put me in a coma for several weeks.

So I can definitely offer advice, empathy, and even sympathy to anyone who may need someone to talk to.  I don’t and …


How To Kill Yourself

  December 1st, 2016 by xxcora

*This isn’t a step by step tutorial or anything it’s just statistics and scientific things you may want to know before you end it all.

  • Lethality: How likely is the method to cause death (where 0% is no chance, and 100% is absolute certainty)
  • Time: An opinion on the length of time the method will require to produce death
  • Agony: The amount of physical pain and discomfort you would expect from the use of the particular method (ranked on scale of 0 to 100 where 0 is no pain/discomfort and 100 is the most pain/discomfort possible)

Rank                 Method Name               Lethality (%)           Time (min)     Agony

1                       Shotgun to …


The Internet.

  December 1st, 2016 by xxcora

The Internet.

What a strange place.

What a dangerous place.

You can find literally anything on the internet and I mean anything. All it takes is a simple google search and *poof* over thousands of pages pop up on your computer. I’ve been suicidal for quite some time now and have done hours and hours of research on what’s the best way to kill myself, and it’s amazing that it was so simple for me to find not only methods but how, when, even where to do it. Hell, I’m pretty sure I could google “Where to hide a dead body” and I would get at least a few …


Approaching Old Vibes

  November 20th, 2016 by away

A few Christmases ago, my mother connected the speakers of the family computer to an iTunes radio station that played Christmas-themed jazz 24/7. This was back when I used to sit at the desktop computer playing games and whatnot all the time, meaning that the music played right beside me. I’ve always enjoyed the genre, so I didn’t mind it.

What I didn’t realise is the atmosphere which that music created. It was depressing, the weather was depressing, my life of being on the computer incessantly was depressing; it was just a sad but unique ambience. I remember the songs distantly rocking in the air around …


Does this make sense?

  November 15th, 2016 by Lawli

I’m just doing some creative writing for school, This is the intro, do you think it makes sense? I don’t know, I think it kinda sounds like poetry in a way, not that it matters.

She said the reason she lives is because of her children, he said he live because of his family, they said they have goals. I wonder; If I asked you ‘who do you think I’m talking about’ how many people would yo be thinking off? I bet you can think of a lot of people. That’s because we’re all the same, all of us, exactly the same. Each one of us …



  November 13th, 2016 by Syotos-

How could you build me up
Just to tear left of me
And one look into your eyes n i saw everything
Everything that is good in the world
All that is light, pure & joyful
Overtime you healed me
Made me better than i ever was
Gave me the sense of belonging & a childlike vibe of peace
My confidence flew past the stars
Insecurites, shortcomings, bad thoughts
Dissipated from my mind
Feeling whole again more so even
Overwhelmed with happiness asking myself is this real
Only to find out ive been playing myself, living in a fantasy world
How could you hurt me n do what you promised youd never
Do i mean nothing, in your eyes do …


Suicide song

  November 8th, 2016 by Enfield1955

I’m sure there must be other people who think about what song they might like to kill themselves to.

Normally I think “Mad World” and other songs like that would be good, but today I was listening to the radio and heard the Hawaiian version of “Somewhere Over the Rainbow”. It was really good and I kinda liked the idea of going out to it.

Anyone else’s thoughts and odd songs that you might want to exit to?


Halloween! (lil’ bit of positiv)

  October 31st, 2016 by ihmm

I like Halloween, it’s one of those holidays were you don’t really need to be happy. As long as you have candy x3, and if you don’t, just knock on a few doors and Bam! There you go :O. (Or “borrow” a little from the kids who have if ur too old >:D)

Anyway, noone in my family celebrates Halloween unfortunately, as the tradition haven’t caught on to my country yet. But that hasn’t stopped me from buying a buck load of sugery goodness, of course (don’t be silly ;p).

So I wish all, ya’ll a very merry Halloween, and a happy something, something. 🙂

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  October 26th, 2016 by poetontheedge

Hi guys this is the great manafesto I had to make a new account um yea and if anyone wants or needs to talk to me my KIK is raldm80 so feel free to text me and I will get back as soon as possible 🙂


Another Day of Shit

  October 24th, 2016 by Hatemyllllife

No family.

No hope.

No future.

Not gonna suddenly get rich.

Or win the lottery.

I just want to get it over with.

I don’t like being alive.

I hate being inferior and inadequate.

I want to go back to the land of the dead, where achievement doesn’t matter.

Your bank account doesn’t matter.

I just want to cash it all in.

I’d blow my brains out if I could.

Right here.

Wherever I’m standing.

Fuck this life.


Great Night

  October 23rd, 2016 by ErasedEon

That awkward/conflicting moment when you have a bad day, but a great night in the same 24 hour period. Like…. how is this possible exactly? I’m kinda surprised. How did this happen? I CERTAINLY wasn’t expecting this. I’m feeling kind of content actually… which is weird because this doesn’t usually happen. I just hope things can stay like this. I really hope they do…

I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.


  September 30th, 2016 by idontknowreally

ive been listening to a lot of Hotel Books lately and ive fallen in love with it. the lyrics are so good at explaining how i feel and the passion in his screaming and pain you can hear in his voice really allows me to connect. this artist is really helping me, so i thought maybe it could help some of you


Hotel Books – Dreaming Or Sinking (Official Music Video)


Anyone Else On Or Ever Took Effexor?

  September 29th, 2016 by GerbzBaby

Recently my therapist proscribed me Effexer for my depression and anxiety but it seems like it made it a bit worse? I’ve been feeling extremely nauseous after taking the pill, my heart rate picks up for no reason (I’m wondering if it’s just me having some sort of anxiety attack or it’s the pill?), I’ve felt weak and I’m trembling randomly. Anyone else have those symptoms while on this medication??? I just started it two days ago so maybe my body’s adjusting?


Cupid that was evil

  September 25th, 2016 by CARLOSPEJUAN

-Play New York by The Chain Smokers

*Out of nowhere the one girl who had a chance with me hates me.
I have no idea what I did. But one day she backed away.

Eyes saturated with beauty. Heterochromia did wonders for her.
My best friend, I could be myself with no repercussion.
My other half, her smarts, and thoughts were different in just the right ways.
My confusion, I literally thought I was gay before her.
My sadness, I don’t want to do anything if it is not with her.

Have you ever lost someone who was your sunshine?
It seems like there is none now that she is …


Day 3

  September 11th, 2016 by Nico The Robot

Yo, Nico again.

I’m pretty excited about today because I’m gonna go out with my friends and stuff later. Well that’s if I manage to keep my parents happy today and not get them mad like always.. They’re really hot headed and stubborn so even the slightest thing can make them explode.. They scare me a lot..

Heheh but anyways we’re gonna be going to the mall and stuff to hang out.They want to go to the halloween store but honestly I’m a huge ***** so I don’t know if I’m gonna go with them. ;-; Mm but they took out one of my favorite places there.. It …