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Broken, bottled up, and abandoned.

by hatingnaomi
written by hatingnaomi

I guess I shouldn’t really feel abandoned, as I still have all of my family and they’ve been right by my side since day one.

This is my first post on here, so excuse me if I’m not correct in going about it.

My boyfriend died two days shy of a month ago. It could have been a suicide, it could have been an accident. Seeing as we were both highly sexual people and I found him hung up on a door with a belt around his neck and his pants down, auto-erotic asphyxiation doesn’t seem to be out of the question. But he was suicidal and […]

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i was fine

by smith90
written by smith90

I was better. I was great. I had friends, lots of them. I felt accepted, I was less anxious. My family was the same, but I can’t change that. I’m not really suicidal now, because I realize the importance of life after my sister suicide atempt. But now we fight, my whole family. They say I’m not socialible, that I’m egotistical, that I’m impossible. They tease and I’ve asked them to stop but they don’t. I’m annoying, I’m conceited and I’m awkward again. I can’t ask a question without scrutiny, and I’m fearful that I’ll disappoint them. But why tonight? Did it build up, their […]

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Sad…

by hkh
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what would it look like if I committed suicide tonight. I’m not even sure how I would do it. I don’t have a gun, which is the safe bet. That doesn’t leave a lot of choices – drugs, cutting, not sure what else. and to complicate matters, I have a dog. What would she think? What would she do? I’m not expected to be anywhere until about 9 AM on Tuesday (it’s 8:34 PM on Saturday night) so she would be alone for a long time. How long would it take for people to search for me? […]

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I had a Great Day

by whyme336
written by whyme336

I had a really good day today. I took my close friend home and then went bowling with my mom. Then had a rec cheer game. The only thing I have to say is I felt as though no one was themselves. Like they were there physically but mentally they were somewhere else. I tried to ignore it but it still stuck out to me.

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This Pain of loneliness is damaging me

by Still-Alive
written by Still-Alive

I’m fairly new here and I’ve read some of your stories and it takes courage to write down your personal stories on this site. Well all through my life, I have felt this feeling of being alone. I talk around, joke and I enjoy meeting new people but even then, I still feel alone. I have a few great friends that I enjoy very much but I have never told them how I really felt inside. And to make matters worse, I’m my worst critic and my worst enemy. I see the small minor imperfections that put down and I really don’t want to live […]

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Dear Prudence, won’t you come out to play

by fortunear
written by fortunear

Have you ever been situated quite comfortably in a couch-chair, allowing it to snuggly cradle you the way a velvet lined spoon would cradle a fabriga egg. Have you then, in the height of your bottom’s comfort, relaxed so well in your resplendent throne, released a really eggy fart? And then, chosen to remain situated, as it oozes up around your hips and between your thighs to sit on your lap, giving you the experience and smell of being a mall Santana and having a frightened child soil himself on you. And like that Santana, you just sit there. And take it. Trying to block […]

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What hurts

by TreesOfNeon
written by TreesOfNeon

What hurts is waking up everyday, hoping it will be different. Hoping that someone will treat you perfectly, and that no one is going to fight. It hurts to wake up and walk around knowing that one day you won’t be here, and that it won’t change anything. Everyone will move on, (if anyone even cared to begin with), and it won’t affect the tiny, seemingly perfect and mysterious subject that is ‘life’. It hurts to wake up from a dream where you were loved with the deepest love imaginable.

 

-But what hurts the most?

Spending every second of your life in full realization that everyone thinks you’re […]

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Anonymity for the Win for the Hanna Montana Harlot with Curious Hair

by fortunear
written by fortunear

Jubilee, Jubilee
Wherefore art thou identity?
Seriously who the fuck is this chick?

I have spent two and a half nights, probably the most I have ever spent investigating this type of mystery, trying to find the real name of the attractive real doll-esque pig-tailed, vibrantly clothed, childishly accessorized actress. Yes, I admit, I like pig tailed, vibrantly clothed, childishly accessorized, adorably sexy females. But I am not a pedophile. I like those clothes to be strainingly stretched across well developed breast, a shapely buttocks, and a sexy ID with a birthdate before 1996. Hot damn.

So with that introduction, that will hopefully hold up in court, […]

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Emotional Abuse

by TreesOfNeon
written by TreesOfNeon

“emotional abuse is when someone does something to hurt you, and when you express your feelings, that you’re upset, the turn it around to be something you did to hurt them and they force you to apologize for it, and your feelings, like always, are rendered invalid and silenced, forever damaging the ability to trust others with your feelings because they are always used against you.”

-as said on Tumblr

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Asian parents

by shaley202
written by shaley202

Asian people are nice to everyone except their own kids. We were compared to other kids the day we were born. Yep Tom next door has a better grade. Sim is way taller than I.  Cousin is a body builder. Look at me such a loser.

K u are always so nice to others and mean to me. U call that love? U know what u LOVE drives me nuts I am so done.

I am so stressed out and I wish I had to chance to choose to die. Oh but no not now.

After doing all the things I wanted I will do as I promised.

Lets take on weed for […]

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I’m Tired of My Shitty Life

by bah
written by bah

I just wish my life would get better.  But no, it’s just not going to.  Everything has gone from bad to worse to much much worse.  And no, please don’t tell me “things will get better” or “there’s a rainbow” or a “light at the end of the tunnel” because that’s just shit people say.   It’s hell to suffer every agonizing moment of every fucking day.

I just wish I had killed myself when I was suicidal when I was younger because I could have avoided the last 27 years of misery.  And now I no longer have the strength nor the will to do […]

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Sick of life

by whyshouldibother
written by whyshouldibother

I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lost and no ones helping me find my way. I’ve fallen out major with the person who saved me, I want to talk to him but he’s deleted me from everything except my number. Seeing him happy without me at school breaks my heart because I’m not happy without him. I miss him so much. Makes it worse when I’ve got to spend a week with him in Poland with my school. It’s going to be so awkward.

I’m even making myself go deaf by how loud my music is when I have my earphones. I like to […]

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Falling Apart

by Songbird
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My life is falling apart, things that I didn’t think could hurt me have managed to get inside my head and I don’t know how to get rid of them. I haven’t open up to anyone because just the thought of it terrifies me. I’ve only ever opened up to one person in my life, she was a therapist and she ended up lying to me and sharing my secrets with people who she knew I didn’t want to hear them.

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I wish to be a part of earths journey where people don’t need to visit sites like sp

by addicted
written by addicted

If this is how humans live on this planet, I don’t want to be part of it.

My conscience says that our life can be way better. Each human that sprouts on this earth is special. And has right to get all things that human race developed till now. But it’s not happening.

The first and foremost one must do ” strive for intelligent human beings on earth”.  or at least let dumb ones know the fact ” He is dumb and don’t deserve to extend his genre”

intelligent: If problems comes, find a best or innovative solution that no one had thought. 

dumb: If problems comes, suicide or a poetic […]

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m.A.A.d city

by Ignorance
written by Ignorance

We listen to objectively vulgar, demeaning, and strange music. The lyrics hold meaning that are not widely accepted by society. To me, and I’m sure plenty of other teenagers, the lyrics hold a different meaning. Those who know serious emotional and psychological struggle see those lyrics as refreshing, and symbolizing an encouragement intended to help deal with the struggle. That’s how I see it, anyways. Opinions are like anuses.My generation astounds me, negatively and positively. They act out particular behaviors that are cliche for a teenager, but these “punks” are still human beings. They have the same brain every other human has; only teenager brain’s […]

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Why Didn’t I Die?

by Thesuicidalfreak
written by Thesuicidalfreak

I tried to do it about 3 days ago. I tried to take my own life. It was a situation where it should have happened, and I was prepared for it. I had written all my notes to everyone who would have cared and I cleaned my room so it wouldn’t be a hassle afterwards. I was ready and I did it. I drank bleach until I couldn’t take it. I knew the end was near and my peace would soon come. But my peace never came. I woke up the next morning drowsy and in pain. But 3 days have now passed and the […]

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