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If ignorance is bliss, I’m it’s antithesis.

So I was trolling the interent minding my own business when I saw this on reddit.

All I could think was, I found Dawg!!! haha.

I hope your well Dawg. 🙂

For most people this post will make no sense but that’s ok. One for the golden oldies.

<3 u sp

To much of my dismay the EXIT BAG failed … sighhh i had the perfect set-up too. a large cylinder of  Balloon Time Helium 3 feet of tubing im reading many failed attempts on here also. i think ill try it again tomorrow but tonight i think ill just sleep. Any other failed attempts around here?

I was pondering the effiacy stats on suicides. I think people just say ‘na that doesn’t work’ or ‘no you’ll live’ because they don’t want to have to talk to someone who is in pain. My point is that even in all my years in the medical field(admin) and in my personal life I have known of more people far and away who committed suicide as opposed to needing sugery for there half blow off face(albeit we did have a few of these)

This message brought to you by a world who wants to you live but won’t be the one to help you

lol i didn’t know i was so special that no one can relate to me.  i’m only joking.

wish i could post on facebook that i want to kill myself lol.  but they get too mad.  theyre all scared to die.

People are selfish bastards.  They say all these things and think they’re such good people, but when you need help or just a sympathetic ear to listen, they’re conveniently “busy” and have no time for you.  But god forbid a minor thing happen to them and THEY expect YOU to bend over backwards for them.

People are a joke.  There’s no one decent left.  At least none I know. 

lol i invited an old friend to play mmo with me and now i have trouble being her friend in the game.  fuck i’m too drpressed to play lol.   and i’m always drinking any chance i get.   man i suck.   so id rather drink than play with her.  so i’m neglectful.  she has no idea i want to end it all.  shes too nice for that kind of talk.

i  play mmo with my friend, but i’m always too drunk too play with her,  not good.  i feel like the worst person ever.  she relies on me.  anyone understand that?

really simple,  no story just want to die, i hate my life,  no courage to kill myself though.

I had the dream a few nights ago. I was in my brother’s room, and my mother comes in and starts telling me all these strange rules and restrictions I’ll have from then on. A while later, I realized that I had told her I was suicidal, and instead of trying to heal me, she wanted to tie my hands so I couldn’t do it. That’s when I knew that if I told anyone in my real life that I was planning this, they’d stop me and hold me down until I couldn’t breathe.

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I don’t like eating. Seeing food makes me want to throw up. If I eat I don’t for a week. I know it’s bad, but I just can’t help it. It hurts sometimes… But I still put it off. And the worst thing is nobody even notices, and nobody even cares… Then other times I binge, and then I don’t eat again. I don’t know what’s wrong. But my ribs are starting to show, and I don’t know what to do.

Everyone seems to be telling me to Eat. But… I’d rather be hungry. Even if it kills me. Because I wouldn’t mind that at all.

Hi, I am laying here in my bed and I have no one to reach out to. If you are reading this, please bear with me.

I guess I should start with my story.
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I started self harming last year because I suffered from anxiety and depression. I still do today. I also have anorexia and am presently being bullied by my old best friend.

people are so mean