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I keep falling for the stupid lies.

“I love you”

“We are going to be together forever”

“You are my world”

“I can’t live without you”

Bullshit. I fall for them every fucking time though. The thought of us being together and happy seems just in my reach, just over a small hill. But really it’s millions of miles away and I will never reach it. We will never reach it. I just want us both happy. Actually correction, I only care if he’s happy. At this point I really don’t care about myself. I don’t know why I keep falling for the lies. Is it because I want to be with […]

Death is calling I might pick up. Telling me come home.
Home where?
To the morgue?
With my friends?
Forever more?
What fate?
Shall i have?
Kinda getting sick of being trapped.
It’s time, I fly, goodbye, I die.
It’s now, I hang above the ground, with my necklace made of rope.
Death is calling I might pick up.
Telling me come home.
Home where?
To the Grave.
With my friends and family?
This offer is so tempting.
I, I, I wanna fly.
Maybe I’ll test it at great height.
I, I, I wanna swing,
Maybe I’ll test it from a tree.
I, I, I […]

I need to die, I don’t want it I need it. More than ever. I hate who I am, who I’ve been, and yet to become. My life is a curse and everyone around me will be effected if youdontgetmeoutofhere. If I cannot die…then ok. Take me too a woods, leave me there. Take away my brain so the thoughts will go, my eyes and ears so I won’t ever have anything to ruin again. Please, if my body must remain alive, remove my soul so I no longer have to be such a horrible being. Please, let me go.

Well here goes.

I guess you can say I have a pretty good life. Thinking about some of the things I have, many still have more troubles than me, but I can’t help feeling like this life I’m living, isn’t really mine at all. Do you know what I mean?

I mean sometimes, you would walk about, head high, laughing at all the fun things in life, and then suddenly you just crash. The clouds in your head are replaced by the dense fog, a fog that’s so heavy it makes you drag your feet as you walk down the hallways. This fog never lifts; it just […]

I just came home from going out with friends.  Instead of my husband saying nice to see you, he calls me fat….the fattest woman he ever saw today and that I am an embarrassment.  I am not sure I can do this anymore…I am sick of the most negative person in my life being my husband.  I wish I can escape, but again he keeps on telling me I am too stupid to get a job.  He’s right. I tried, I can’t.  I am stuck and don’t have any place to go anymore.  I just wish I was not such a coward.  I would love […]

Hi I guess I’m new here.

I’ve wanted to kill myself for a while (I’m 13), and I finally found a site that I think might help me.

I would, but I’m too much of a coward to

But since I won’t I’m too much of a coward.

I just hate everything

Can’t stand life anymore

Dammit!!!! I feel so fucking low!! I cant even control my mood right now.. I started feeling really lonely today and I tried to kill  it by calling people to see what theyre doing but everyone is fucking busy! So I just broke down… I tried to stY strong. Ive been coping so well.. and they dont know. They dont know anything…

So I tried 7 times I used to have reasons to stay but they all just faded away my grandparents did it my mom did it do why can’t I? The 8th time is a charm.

please just let me go peacefully.
please just let me fucking stop breathing.

I don’t see a purpose anymore.
everyone tries to fucking help me,
but I don’t see a light.

I see nothing. darkness.
I want it to end. I want to end.

I feel like overdosing.

absolutly positively nobody on this earth cares anymore.
Sincerely, I’m done.