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ive been thinking about my dad a lot lately. I miss him so much 🙁 most of the time I don’t even feel like hes dead, I feel like he gone but only for the moment. I feel lik hes at work and when I wake up in the morning i’ll be in my room, my dad just getting home from work at 6 am on the dot. when I walk into the living room, he had just sat down for the first time since he got home. he still had his hat on and his tee-shirt but his pants had been draped over the back […]

been feeling real shitty so i joined this group. yall seem pretty fucked up but i know where you are coming from. I am considering ending my pain and suffering becuase i have to take painkillers every day and doctors have no medical reasons other than IBS or gastrities but it hurts so bad please help

I was never able to understand the reason I live. Now it’s even more of a mystery to me. I feel the emptiness inside me. Everyone told me that if I dwell in the present and work for future everything will be fine. It only worsened the case.
During my school days, I was very successful as a student but I always longed for friendship as I was not well from the age of one. Looking at kids playing appeared like a miracle to me. My only friends were the books. By Gods grace I recovered from my illness after 10 years. I thought my […]

There’s this boy I’m kind of close to. We talk practically everyday and yet that never seems to be enough? He’s told me some of his secrets and I’ve told him some of mine, except the major one…. That I self harm. And that Im contemplating on killing myself. I’m not sure if I should. Or how to tell him?! It would completely ruin our friendship, but it might not…. I have no idea what to do! We don’t really hang around in person, different friends and year groups but…. Can you guys help?

I can’t Imean idk if I will makeitthroughtheday let alonr the year. thethought of dying and slicing and the sweet release ofletting my death intheair cslms me. like if I could just let the pain go. My heart hurts so bad. if I makeit I’m done. caring andletting peoplein just sotheycan pull out everything good inside of me and take and when they are done just piss on it. I did feel happiness I felt my heart warm and my soul asmilr. I shouldhaveknownthen thst it eiukdnt last I smiled to much and was just to happy.

I spend my first new years alone last night, it was tragic. I’ve just walked out of my shitty part time job because after two years of being spoken down to by the scum of the earth I couldn’t take it anymore. Despite just turning 20, I’m still working through my last year at college. I struggled majorly in my last year of school and was constantly dismissed as an attention seeker. As a result, i only managed to obtain one B at GCSE level and no A levels. After wriggling my way into a good college aged 18, I thought my prayers had been […]

Hey there,

Today my brother talked to me. He’s 36 or something, I’m almost 19. Whe have different dads. I see him once a year if I’m ‘lucky’. ( he lives abroad) I love him, cause he’s my bro, but we are so different…

So when he decided to open his mouth… it came with a shot in my heart. He says I’m spoiled and that I should think of people in Africa, and people who will die for the opportunities I have… That I’m an attentionseeker by saying I wanted to jump of a bridge. He says going to a therapist is stupid and that I have […]

What happens if you’re alone? Forever?..

Well..Let’s start. I’m 17. Long time cutter. I also try to commit suicide. It all started after my parents brought a gun to their head and shot themselves after my 11th birthday. Since then I’ve been alone in this world. My only friend lives in Australia and is 11. But I love her to pieces. I don’t know where I’d be without her.

Hmph. I shouldn’t have started either..You know, cutting. Why did I? A while back I. was dating a guy wayyy to popular for me. Rumors spread that I was just doing it to be more popular since I […]

i reached the point of break down,couldn’t stop myself from having this desire to bleed

i broke my promises again with everybody it seems,this fucking new year started with me cutting

ouu f don’t seem to stooop,i want to feel more pain!!

Hello. Happy New Year.

My depression doesn’t seem to be getting better, and I’m not sure what to do. What’s worse, it feels like I don’t want to get better. I’m scared and losing will. Advice appreciated.

I love the suicide chat. help me find it again.

and im scared. i always hate the idea of a new year. people try to sugar coat all the shit they go through and say oh ha well now i get to restart. uh no u actually dont. u dont predict the future. u dont know whats ganna happen at all. for all anyone knows it can just be shit all over again that has to cycle back to an end then restart and its an endless fucking cycle of shit. i dont want more shit ive been through enough! why cant i jump in my dads truck and just drive away. go somewhere that […]

If I die would you cry?
Would you suddenly realize?
I was here, for you.
Can you be there for me too?
The streets right there and the forests not far, would you care if i ran in front of a car?
This cliff im on can only last so long. I think it’s time for me to fall.
and please dont think it’s all your fault.
but you never answer when i call.
You’d never help if i were to fall.
So, if i died you would’nt cry you’d just carry on with life. no mourning no sorrow well goodbye cause there will be […]