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1st Day Here – Observations

by JustTooLate 10/16/2012

written by JustTooLate

So many nice people here. Sympathetic and caring. Everyone here has obviously gone through their own hell. But does me posting something here affect anything? Honestly… everyone here posts about their problems, then instantly there are comments of encouragement… I honestly don’t need some empty words from someone who doesn’t even know me. All you will do is say “aww thats too bad blah blah blah” then move on to the next life story and say simliar shit. Like my suicide will be your sick source of entertainment for a few minutes. Am I expected to not think about how your attention is divided between […]

10/16/2012 21 comments

I do not want to live in this world anymore.

by TheycallmeF 10/16/2012

written by TheycallmeF

I hate my life, I’m failing all my classes. Â I don’t think I will be able to go to a university anymore. Â My teachers yelled at me for getting such low marks and I’m extremely down. Â I just want to end my life right here, right now, because I can’t take this anymore. Â I GOT A C+ on my tests BOI! A C+! Unbelievable! Â Tears started to flow down my eyes from the shock of receiving that letter grade. Â My heart was completely crushed on the inside and I felt like I was worthless. Â I just want to end my life because I think I’m […]

10/16/2012 4 comments

some thoughts

by Esc 10/16/2012

written by Esc

First post here. Male, 20 years old,brazilian, never satisfied, always have something to complain about. I have a boyfriend (do I have to say I’m gay?) but can’t say I’m in love. Can’t say I’m not either. This is me, it seems I never have the appropriate feelings. I don’t get along well with my family, I only have virtual friends and can’t say things about how I really feel.

I’m in college, living alone, don’t have friends in my class. I just can’t communicate to people. Seriously, when my boyfriend isn’t in the city I’m living (he goes to college in another one) , I […]

10/16/2012 6 comments

Drowning

by drowninginloneliness 10/16/2012

written by drowninginloneliness

I think I’m drowning myself. I keep pushing myself backward. Every time I shove myself forward four steps, I fall backwards nine. I convince myself to do something and all I see in myself in the mirror is self-hate. I went out to a prayer group tonight, and by the end of the group I was already back to hating on myself. I have no self-esteem. I think I am worth nothing. I don’t want to exist anymore. There are moments when I think that maybe I shouldn’t kill myself, but mostly I just want to end my life. Then I come on SP and […]

10/16/2012 2 comments

I don’t even know how I feel right now..

by Ixhatexmyxname 10/16/2012

written by Ixhatexmyxname

haven’t posted on here in forever but I guess that’s good. I don’t know.
This one guy who I had a thing for last year but never really talked to (it’s a rather long story) well he sits a few seats over from me at lunch. and my friend spilled my water all over and he was cleaning it up and the guy asked me if I was going to use my paper bag (don’t ask me how that would help clean up the mess I really don’t know.) then he quickly added “I mean besides suffocating yourself. I know you want to kill yourself […]

10/16/2012 1 comment

nothing.

by khazz 10/16/2012

written by khazz

And the girl said I really like you
and depression said no she doesnt nobody likes you dont trust her
and the guy said I like you too
and the girl said I dont like you
and the blade said i can make you smile.

10/16/2012 0 comment

Would you care?

by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh 10/16/2012

written by jhvtfcjkhjm nvjh

Would anyone care? If I were to kill myself? Would anyone? I feel like no one would. Scratch that. I KNOW, no one would care.

And knowing no one would care sucks.

It makes me feel worthless and empty.

Unwanted, and useless.

Stupid and ugly.

Lifeless and uncaring.

No one would care.

And thats why I must go.

It’s finally time.

10/16/2012 3 comments

One of those days.

by WiccanGirl 10/16/2012

written by WiccanGirl

Today was ok school went by like normal kids being harsh and judging others on things they know nothing about. Get home its fine…until dad comes home and him and mom start. Money, money, money thats all its ever about with him, then he takes his anger out by screaming and ordering me to do everything he doesn’t want to. Got in trouble for eating again so maybe i just will stop eating tomorrow…really need someone right now feel so alone…

10/16/2012 9 comments

My Secrets.

by hope333 10/16/2012

written by hope333

I’m 16 and a junior atÂ high school. Â I have been suicidal for a long time and I have yet to talk to anyone about it. I used to do terrible things to my friends and family. I would lie, cheat, and steal from them. IÂ don’tÂ know why i did it but i did. I realized that it was bad and I stopped. I’m better and happier.

Just recently I heard my friends talking about themselves and saying that their fat and that they need to lose weight. ItÂ didn’tÂ used to affect me but I started toÂ believeÂ it. Me Â being a thicker and wider person i thought ” well if […]

10/16/2012 3 comments

Gotta know

by Breediesxx 10/16/2012

written by Breediesxx

Today I took approximately 20 extra strength acetaminophen, 10-15 regular advil, 2 extra strength liquid gell advil, and 2 extra strength liquid gel midol. How long will it take me to at least get sick? I had a awful head ache for like an hour after taking it all but other then that nothing has happened..

10/16/2012 4 comments

The feeling that everyone lies to you

by 123456789 10/16/2012

written by 123456789

Everytime I get with my friends, they start to “joke” around me. They would insult me or say something about me. It really hurts even though they are do not mean it. But sometimes, I feel like they do mean it. When they say something like “you suck at everything” and say it is a joke, I feel like they really me that I suck at everything. They would also get angry with me if I get confused or suck at playing a sport (I’m male). I don’t fight back because I really don’t think that adding fuel to the fire helps. They already […]

10/16/2012 3 comments

I’m here to help

by Helper_Iamheretohelp 10/16/2012

written by Helper_Iamheretohelp

Hi there.I’m a girl with an ambition to be a listening ear for any one who needs it.I promise to check my email every single day.It’ll be no problem helping.My email is shanecia.anthony@gmail.com

10/16/2012 0 comment

Fuck it.

by shaye 10/16/2012

written by shaye

Fuck this. I’m done. I ruin EVERYTHING. I should just go die. NOW.

10/16/2012 9 comments

my familys current behavior

by fakingit 10/16/2012

written by fakingit

Dad: well outa anger he once hit me cuz apparently my voice when i sing is shitty?? but he keeps my sister away from me and he trusts me so im allowed to a lot more compared to being with my mom
Mom: works/goes clubbing/or goes outa the house
Sister: beats me/ does no chores/ hangs with her friends/ bitches and complains cuz no one will do her stuff for her
me: at my moms i do house work/ protect my sister/ cook/ do homework/ help my sister do her homework/ play with my sister/ and then go to sleep when she figures out how […]

10/16/2012 2 comments

Timing

by whatisthepoint24 10/16/2012

written by whatisthepoint24

I know there is never a good time but how do you pick the time you want to go there just never seems to be a right time.

10/16/2012 2 comments

things that make you want to change

by Samantha 10/16/2012

written by Samantha

I just want to be held. is that to much to ask? i try to hold everything in but somehow i can never move on from my past. the aching i feel through my body and the tears that are stained on my face are like tatoos that can never be erased. i try to smile and say i will be okay but why do i lie i guess im trying to hide from my mistakes. the blood that comes down my leg. hoping that doing this will make my pain go away. but only for awhile. when am i going to change?

10/16/2012 0 comment

Can’t get away from the nightmares..

by RuinedDreams 10/16/2012

written by RuinedDreams

So every single morning, I wake up. Obviously, either wise i wouldnt be here right now and you wouldn’t be reading this crappy entry. but oh well. anyways, i do my normal routine, get ready for school, stare at myself in the mirror, criticize myself, decide whether or not i should skip breakfast, blahblahblah. sounding familiar? .. then i get to school, dont know who to be around with in the morning, should i hang out with my backstabbing friends , or be a loner and get looks and shit? i choose the latter most times. school goes pretty fine, heart hurts everytime i see […]

10/16/2012 2 comments

Fml

by idunno 10/16/2012

written by idunno

I need alcohol now my parents locked it up cause of me. Little do they know it keeps me sane they don’t understand my anxiety

10/16/2012 2 comments

Failing.

by DarlingDaughterDamaged 10/16/2012

written by DarlingDaughterDamaged

I can’t stop it anymore. I feel like shit all the time.

I think I might.
I might.

I Probably…

Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Will try until I fail.

I don’t know how or when. So don’t ask.

I won’t plan it. It will happen byÂ itself.

…. I feel like failing.

10/16/2012 3 comments

Where is everyone?

by sad 10/16/2012

written by sad

I have never posted here before although I have been reading what others say for a while. I dont ever talk to the people in my life about emotions, feelings or anything else that I keep buried deep down inside myself in order to get through the day.

I have friends. I have friends that I never talk to, and friends that I talk to about small trivial things that are unimportant to me but I deem to be considered normal by society. Its important to me that I blend in and that no one notices that something is wrong. If people knew that something is […]

10/16/2012 1 comment

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