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Don’t wanna breathe anymore, don’t want to think anymore, don’t wanna spend the rest of my life missing the good times, don’t wanna have a life without my family and friends, Don’t wanna have this life, some days life feels just like a sickness and death seems to be the only cure…Fucking life worth less than nothing.Â
So you’ve decided to take this from me too?
Well if you hadn’t noticed, most of these were about you.
I have posted this comment a couple of times now and really have appreciated some of the responses. Â I posted the same comment to Facebook and still have received nothing so, I would like to say thank you to everyone for letting me feel heard. I truly appreciate it. Â I’d also like to thank xJohnnyChimpo for sending me this link to a very tasteful and informative documentary. Â ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slZnfC-V1SYÂ )It was very reveling toward my own autonomy and thus granting me more freedom and hope than I ever had before.
I’m taking a class right now that requires me to write a persuasive essay on […]
First off, I want to say that I understand how people here feel, because I felt that way for years. And I do believe in an individual’s right to take their own life. So I’m not going to tell anyone that it’s bad to feel that way. I’ve noticed that some people here feel that they’ve exhausted their options, so I just wanted to throw a few out there that a lot of people don’t know about. So if you’re someone that would like to live if you could just feel better, think about looking into the things below:
-Hormonal imbalances and blood sugar disorders can […]
Im in love with a girl. She’s gorgeous, funny, and just fun as shit to be around. I love her more than ive ever let her on to know. I love her beyond just a physical attraction. I want nothing but happiness and good things for her, even if im not the one to bring those things to her. I want to die, i really do…. But im just not sure how it will affect her. Im sure she’ll be fine. Im probably just a footnote in her life anyway. Just a nice guy that she liked for a little while and then moved […]
I tried it, I couldnt do it Ive fucked it up. i dont know how to do it, quickly so thers no chance of fucking up, i tried getting some castor bean seeds but my ma caught me online. idk what to do, i just want something quick and untreatable but the only ways i have accsess to can be reversed or aren’t quick im not too fussy on painless though. any ideas cuz quite honestly im fucked up now all i got left to do is die any ideas and no i dont fucking want to talk i tried getting help but in ireland […]
I can still remember that first time in my life when I thought to my self “is there actually a point of living?” at that point, I was in a right state. Didn’t have the best day of school, had so much going on in my life and everything was pilling up. I just got bored and tired of having to pick myself up from the ground and get back on my own two feet. I just didn’t see the point in it at all.
I remember that I kept thinking to myself ” There’s going to be no hope in the end, might as well […]
So my last post was about my last remaining friends nearly leaving me.
Last week, on Wednesday, I guess they made the decision to abandon me completely.
I was going to go out with a bunch of their friends. It was going to be a very, very good thing for me. My life was finally looking up, and I was actually going to talk to one of them about my suicidal tendencies. I was going to make a conscious effort to try and drag my self out of this hole, and I might have actually managed it given time.
And then I got a text.
“Sorry, they don’t want […]
Yeah, Urm. I had an arguement with daniel earlier… About how i was going to put an end to him.
Kinda feel bad now. :/
And still so fucking nervous about this assessment.
Suicide sounds pretty good.
I’ve never really been able to put my head round it, why do people seem to prefer to jump into water rather than concrete?
Do you still die on impact or do you just break a bunch of bones and drown?
i wanna smash it up, i wanna mess it up, i want to watch this come down.
i want to break something, destroy something. sounds fun
i tryed to commit suicide a few days ago… and i messaged one of the youth leaders at my church, telling her what was going on…. she never wrote back.
i told 3 of my best friends… they didnt say anything to me about it… its like no one cares… please HELP i dont know what too do anymore..
…is like oral sex: Â if I don’t get it, I don’t have to give it.
You’ve got happy people who don’t want you ‘dumping’ on them–completely self-absorbed assholes who maintain their own happiness by living 100% for themselves and if you don’t feed that happiness or serve a purpose for them, then you’re a boil.
Then you’ve got people who hurt so bad, they can’t see past their own problems. Â They have such an urgent need to talk, they shut out other people who also need to talk, so they go around desperately looking for someone to ‘dump’ on, while not helping anyone else themselves. Â It takes […]
Hi I’m 52 and increasingly I am thinking of suicide. I really cant see the point. Pushing yourself, achieving new goals just doesnt have any sense to me at this age.It’s not going to make me happier either. I have a degree a career that I dumped (It is enough to drive anyone barking mad -secondary teacher. too much political correctness.. Fucking awful kids of all races.) I’ve no family. I’ve a husband that is the nicest man I’ve met but never has any f’n money.coz he’s a latino immigrant. He doesnt want to do crime. That’s fair enough.
I frequently think I should […]
There’s very few people who know me really well. However, those who do know that I am, in fact, a shitty person. Everything about me is shit. I am selfish, ungrateful, bitchy, rude, and anything else with a similar negative connotation. I am not a good person. The worst part is that sometimes I don’t even notice it. I’ve hurt the person I care about the most. I’ve failed them. I’ve also failed myself. What’s the point of living in this world when you’re not benefiting it? I’m not going to do any good for anyone, so why should I be here? I despise myself […]
down by the river, completely soaked. I woke up to the cold water on my back. looking up  from the bank of the river i saw two ropes on a tree and one cut by my feet. I ran my ass back to my house, covered about a mile in  6 minutes. I go in my room and i see my laptop with nothing but SP open, I have no idea what happened…I did take 500x salvia which was kinda a dumb ass mistake but im so clueless right now.
I just don’t see the point of staying here anymore… but at the same time I know I will probably be alright after letting some stuff off my chest. I don’t expect anyone to care though, because lets face it, that’s life for you…
CPC
When I get really depressed or angry at the world or just teary eyed, I get really short of breath and start breathing heavily. I also get a pain in my side. I am depressed all the time but this only seems to happen when I’m really bad. What is this that is happening to me?
A bullet to paint the walls red in my shitty apartment, A noose around my neck, wrapping my car around the first telephone pole i see on my way home,
they wont leave my head and its the worst when im seething at work and have nothing better to do..
That was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done! I just got myself locked up as a prisoner for 3 fucking days… put on a med… it was fucking retarded. My therapist and psycho dr came in each day for like 5 fucking minutes… after 24 hours I signed myself out and they still wouldn’t let me leave. It all was a fucking joke and a fucking lie. So I just started lieing to them and told them I was not suicidal and to leave me the hell alone. I called my doctor a dick b.c. he was being so short with me and being sarcastic. […]
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