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say what you want, speak out about how you feel…it IS “OK”
For general topics related to the site.
say what you want, speak out about how you feel…it IS “OK”
Here I am trying my best, Trying to make EVERYONE happy. But no my friends decide to go behind my back and say I’m a downer,I never get anything done, I screw everything up, I take everything away from them. Like really *****? I give my everything and I NEVER ask you people for anything. I’m stuck here putting up with all of you, just because I actually care about someone and I’ll do anything I possibly can to keep his head held up high because hes the only one who doesnt talk about me behing my back, never asks me for anything, treats me […]
Expressing myself on here has been really helpful. Â I am able to get this all out. Â And maybe if I do go, there will be a record of my thoughts and feelings, explaining. Â I don’t write good suicide notes. Â They always come out with apologies and don’t blame each other’s and whatever else comes to mind. Â But here, I can let the words flow and I can talk to people who understand. Â I really don’t want to die. Â And hopefully that will be enough to live. Â But right here and right now I don’t know whether I can stop myself. Â So I am pouring my […]
Walk a mile in my fucking shoes *****. Go ahead try it. Let me walk in your shoes and let m jugde you. Ill show you how I Feel. Let me.yeah I ain’t perfect and your not either. I’m happy with my appereance. Don’t like what I’m wearing don’t look simple as that. All the girls I talk are like I wish I was. Her I look at them and say really you wana be a fake ass barbie dol if younwant to go ahead turn into one of the perfect girl see how fast I turn on you. Just saying. Let them walk in […]
It seems i have to find another way to take the dive, I’m unusually tolerant to various forms of medication and blades can’t leave a scratch on me… why is something so simple so difficult?
that’s never something that i could say about myself, because i’m so far down into the suicidal pit that i feel that there is no way out. if you’ve ever been here (and i’m sure that most of you have), how did you pull yourself back out? i don’t even know if it’s possible to do, for myself, anyway. but for those of you who had that unreal emotion called ‘hope’, if you had it, hang on to it! and if you still have ‘hope’, please do not ever, ever let it go. i don’t know what hope feels like, and may not even recognize […]
I’m sorry I acted like an ass but yall have to admit,what yall told me was kinda mean.
Gaara you told me that my keyboard was broken or In other words I’m stupid,you actually thouqth I wouldn’t qet mad.Your tellinq me to follow the rules but tho your the one that wants to start an arquement.
Shaolin you said I fear the letter g.Aqain you honestly thouqht I wouldn’t qet mad?You Insulted me.Dude worry about IMPORTANT stuff like whats qoinq on on the war In Iraq.Mostly everyone knows more about the Kardashian’s then the war on terror.People care about who’s qoinq to be elminated In American Idol […]
after a while of coming home and crying because i was told i was not good enough and being told that it would be better if i killed myself i finally started to cut myself i never went to get professional help because i knew for me it would not help and in their files it would probably say i was a phyco so i never went. now i sometimes wish that i just had enough guts to kill myself but i am to much of a coward to even do that. there are times where i am tempted and sometimes where i am happy […]
Or like you mean nothing, because…. To the world you are one person, but to one person, you are the world.
You don’t know me, and I know not of you. But regardless, I love you, and YOU DO mean the world to me, I see alot on this site, and it fills me with a dark depression, and I just want to help everyone, I know I can’t, but I will always try to let people see the light.
Live Long, Be Happy, Smile, LOVE.
[SyKo]
I like walking through my house at night time. Â When everybody else is asleep and there’s an eerie calm that flows through with the darkness to each room. Â I like to think that’s what music would look like. Â Not necessarily colorful and vibrant, as most people would think, just palpable and full of significance and meaning.
The flowing darkness sure has a mind of its own. Â it seeps into every precipice, it fills every hole. Â It doesn’t leave any corner untouched.
Every part of our world has experienced this darkness. Â And yet, sometimes, it feels as though I am the only one who really knows what darkness […]
http://suicideproject.org/2012/02/happy-valentines-day/
I had an amazing day that day. But then didn’t because after the day was over, i got a call. My only living relative, my father died.
Dear World,
There feels like I have no one at all to talk to, to tell the full truth to. Â Everyone freaks out or threatens to hospitalize me or gets disappointed in me or asks me why I am doing this to them.
It’s not like that. Â I’m not trying to hurt anyone. Â I’m not even trying to hurt myself! Â But it happens whether I try to stop myself or not.
So why am I on here begging for help? Â It’s because I am suicidal. Â I can’t stop it. Â It is a runaway train and I just feel impulsed to jump on the tracks. Â I don’t know if […]
the problem is life.
the solution..
they are all temporary.
go to school, get a job, get a hobby
things to make you forget
about this terrible thing called life.
family, friends, associates
competitors, enemies, rivals,
in the end they’re one.
late at night when its dark and no ones around
reality is.
your prblems there lie next to you, with you
get up
get a cup of water
call someone
go out
come home..
still there
daily activites dont give me hope.
because when im done my problem is permanent
my problem is life
This may offend some so if it does I am apologizing in advance.
In a lot of cases when people post on here about their troubles and desire to die some remind them of people in comparatively worse situations. And for them to be thankful that they are not dealing with that. I do not disagree with that per se.
Still I wonder what it means when globally we consider adequate food, shelter, water, education, transport, and respectful treatment by other people a luxury.
We push and refuse to accept anything except in so many areas in life except for basic human needs. Of course I know we cannot force a […]
The below only applies to me and me only and not to others. I’m neither amazing nor special. Nothing I have done would not or could not be done by another human elsewhere. I am just a random collection of microscopic particles that happen to converge in what our species perceives as life.
 Any depression or other mental issue was just a fluctuation in my brain chemistry. Made all the worse by me having expectations and attempting to find meaning in life when the only meaning that exists is the arbitrary and subjective meaning I choose to put on and in it. Which technically speaking amounts […]
I haven’t written anything in a while. I’m not exactly sure what the reason is for that. At least part of it is that I don’t know what to write about. Someone said “write what you know”. So, here’s what I know, the whole ugly truth.
I’ve known how I’m going to die since I was 14. It was never a ‘how?’, only a ‘when?’. From my earliest struggles with depression, I knew that I wasn’t going to be able to overcome it. I knew that it would never truly go away and eventually it would get so bad […]
Young father lost my children and my girl in a bad accident and just need someone
Anybody up who wants to talk? Cant sleep
Just saying, but I never really was into poetry. I’m sorry if I say things wrong, have horrible grammar or any other mistakes as I am currently high on weed.
Now then, with that cleared up, I’d like to bring back what I might talk about right now. I am absolutely in love for my cousin and want to be with her. My friend finally hooked me up with the hubby bars I wanted as you can see. I hate the poetry on here.
Since weed is considered a truth serum (used in the 1920’s by cops on mobsters to find all the drug […]
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