General

It seems here are a lot of good people here, each with there own difficulties but often trying to help others, which i find interesting and very positive.

Why doesn’t everyone just list and then at their own discretion add each other to email or msn etc so they can talk more regularly when and if they need to. Electronic Communications can be a wonderful thing. Try be positive with each other, even in the face of adversity.

Life is not perfect, it’s how we handle adversity that defines us most. I like the idea of grace under pressure. Few can do it. Everyone is going to […]

Please do not think suicide is an option. There are so many ways to cope when going through a crisis. Ever since my friend died, I have dedicated the rest of my life to helping spread my story.

RIP JP-

I cant do this anymore, suicidal thoughts have come back and they are as strong as ever….

In two weeks time I have to return to school, and I’m terrified at that though, it’s such a simple thing that nearly everybody does but I don’t want to…. I have exams coming up so I’m stressed about that and the OCD doesn’t help…..

Suicide is the only way to end this pain……<3

So for a very long time ive been really depressed. about a year ago i became suicidal. 6 months ago i tried killing myself with pescription pain killers. 4 months ago i finaly started to feel better, still bad but i wanted to live. over christmas break ive done nothing, no one cares about me, no one wants to hang out. ive felt so worthless and empty. and today i just woke up and i couldnt stand life. ive just sat in my bed all day, crying and feeling really suicidal again. i was about to call my x and see if she wanted to […]

You’ve got to be kidding…..perfect time, perfect place, perfect plan……perfect noose…….

Then wtf went wrong??? I did everything right. Everything…..then why did the rope break??? Why? Why? WHY? I can’t do this. I can’t keep living like this. Cutting won’t numb this pain, Burning won’t numb this pain…..

I have failed at everything…..at life. Why? somebody please. Please help me

Lately, Ive been feeling so alone and unloved. Like…my own best friends don’t love me like they say they do. Whenever someone tells me they love me, my brain thinks “no you don’t.” And I feel all my friends love their other friends more than they love me.

My point is, I need to die. No one gives a crap about me if I did. Therefore, someone kill me.

I saw not too long ago a post with regards to a “recipe for happiness”, or something to that effect.  I was really impressed with the amount of forethought and time that was put into it; you could tell that it was genuine and sincere.  I have my own recipe:

1. Smile

2. Laugh

3. Enough opiates to kill a small pony

P.S. The opiates help with the smile and laugh part.

Also, I am leaning more and more to an OD suicide.  I mean, I don’t really want to OD again, but, the first (and only) time I did, it was an accident.  At least if I pre-plan it, […]

I’m going to skip the big intro and get to the important stuff…I own a crime and trauma scene cleaning company so on a daily basis I deal with people going through the worst times in their lives. Every day in day out I see first hand what suicide does to families and friends, neighbours, colleagues and so on. No matter what you may be thinking there are people who care about you. Your actions will forever change the lives of every single person you know even some people you don’t. Suicide is a permanent solution to your temporary problem. You never know what the […]

when is it time for me to get something i want. not to sound conceited but i do tend to give and give…well i try and i rarely… id like to say never get any sort of respect in return…. whatever. push me away. in the end i wont be suffereing anymore.

I have been planning my own death for a few weeks now. Carefully deciding which method is best. I think I have the perfect solution now.

There have been several reasons to lead up to this decision. The main one I want to share with you and you may judge me but I hope this will at least change someone’s mind along the way. Instead of spending Christmas by myself I should have been celebrating the my child would be born on February 2nd, 2012. But this past June I chose to have an abortion because I was not happy at that moment in my relationship […]