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A year and 9 months ago, my husband of 8 years got his girlfriend pregnant and I found out about both on the same day. He somehow managed to rip my 3 beautiful children out of my arms and I have to dance through hoops just to see them. Last December, I ran into an old friend of mine from high school and ended up moving in with him and his girlfriend. His son moved in. I got depressed and quit the best job I have ever had and ended up flipping burgers. Now, I am sitting in a life that is not my own. […]

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I have no where to write anything or talk to anyone because no one cares.  My entire life has been one horrific series of scarring event after scarring event and every time I keep my chin up telling everyone else how it’s all going to be better.  But you know what?  It isn’t going to be better.  Not now.  Not today.  Never.  It only appears to get better so the next time some new horror comes along it will hurt even more than the last.  You can try to isolate yourself, keep yourself safe, but they find you–they prey on your hope, they prey on […]

A friend of mine just talked about how she’s apparently suicidal and now a bajillion people responded with nice comments. She’s not really suicidal, she’s just doing it for the attention.
I’m freaking suicidal, and drop hints on my buzz posts everyday, but they go unnoticed.
I’m just so freaking pissed off at the world.

Why do these demons surround me?

And pick at my weary soul?

What would it tke to ground me

after I lose all self control?

How can I cover this flood of grief

If I cant pinpoint it’s source?

I stand here alone in disbelief

Numb to all remorse.

Im not afraid of dying

I welcome it instead

But what’s the point of even trying

Unless I end up dead.

PurrpleUmbrella

I lost a loved one today.we had a lot of ups and downs,

but I always seemed optimistic on the potential of us getting it together one day.

I love her.. and I’ll never realize when to let you go.  I’ve struggled with the highest form of anxiety for years now

and its become unbearable. Panic attacks and heart palpitations have altered my life for the worse.

I’ve just been always scared to die due to religious beliefs and felt if under the influence it’d be way easier.

Drugs make my symptoms of depressions worse so I avoided it.  I depended on her.. she kept me going when I didn’t

have reasons to continue. Now that […]

I hate my ass hole of a brother. He kicks the kids around, tells everyone to shut the hell up, acts like he’s the fucking king… My mom seems to believe that everytime I’m upset or something it just /has/ to do with her. Yeah, I don’t wanna move. But did she ever think that the fact my brother was threatening me was possibly upsetting? And that she didn’t do anything was awfully bitchy of her? I hate it here. I hate the kids at school, the people at home… I’m just too much of a coward to die now… I don’t know what the […]

Hi its me again im 13 and i wanna die it doesnt matter what method i just wanna die i was so suicidal in school today i just wanted to kill myself in the bathroom i made this comment to the same boy that was makin fun of my grade in science and i see no life ahead of me i just wanna leave if u wanna help u can try but i dont think anythings gonna work right now

So tired.
Living hurts…

It hits me
like a wave
crushing my lungs
and my will to be
until I’m left gasping
and faltering
and fidgeting
or anything
just to breathe

Trying not to drown
not let it overcome
and overwhelm
or anything at all

Then I find it
because I know
that I truly need it
it’s my life jacket
when that wave engulfs me

And finally I can breathe
my sigh of relief
when I make myself bleed

Hey guys i’m thinking about cutting myself, is there anything i should know cause i don’t want to screw that up.

Is it painful? Does it take long to succumb to death? And how much would I need to consume?

I have the Exit Bag kit but it says helium or ******** is required but I can’t get my hands on those discreetly and keep it a secret. I’m still considering this way without the gases despite knowing that your body goes into panic mode even after loss of consciousness and can easily end up in failure. I need another way out, I’ve needed one for so long.

Hey everybody, I just wanted to let someone know, anyone at all, who cares. I feel content today. I don’t what it is, maybe the meds finally decided to work, or the fresh air that filled my lungs this morning, i don’t really know. But today is a good day, maybe it will last maybe it won’t. Nothing about my life is particularly different today, it’s still the same old shit and I still feel that life is thoroughly pointless, but for some reason today I accept that for what it is and just don’t care. Today I am okay with being alive

anyone successfully find the above?

Whos the ADMIN and who made this website ? Whos in charge here ?

When can we have more options like forum sections dedicated to different subjects , the capability to actually private message each other and maybe a moderator ? Things do get out of hand and this is a website usually acessed by very emotional individuals.

There is no option to delete your old posts or new ones , not even to reply inside the forum , it seems that this has gone unoticed and the admin or responsable is long gone.

We need to improve the forum for the best of us all who care […]

I can’t breathe
my heart is too heavy
it’s weighing down my lungs
and I can’t breathe

I can’t feel
my skin is so numb
from all the scars that I made
so I can’t feel

I can’t cry
my eyes have grown tired
from the terrible sights
now I can’t cry

I can’t die
I lay here broken
and frozen in time
so I can’t die
but I will die
if it takes all my might
someday I will die

Hi

My name is Herman, and I have been suicidal for a very long time. It is strange, now that I want to tell my story my mind is going blank.

I had a shitty childhood. I am now 37. Many days I think that my childhood broke me. Like a stick that is broken. Many people experience problems and bend with it and recover; but I think I was broken.

I could never make friends. I have always tried so hard to make friends – but never seem to fit in anywhere. I would go out of my way to meet new people or to show my […]

hello people its me !!!! hope u enjoy ur life!!! in hell!!! lol jokz i am 15 and i want to kill myself coz i got killed on CoD: Black Ops and i havent died yet, so to let everyone know if they die on black ops they will die in life. i am killing myself before treyarc catch me !!! tomahawk gansta is out!!