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So I quit my job today
I got tired of being yelled at
by the lazy bitches
who just stand around
and talk the entire time

Oh it’s okay
Did you find another one?

Let me just go and do that
Everything is fine
It’s not like I need a break
Or I’m to my breaking point
And i can’t hold on anymore

Everything is under control
and I don’t need any help
I can handle it all by myself
and I don’t need to talk
because there is nothing to talk about
I’m only dying
but thats okay
it will pass by morning time

i just want someone to relate to…someone taht understands how miserable it is to be absolutely useless…psychologically and scientifically.

my name is dave and i contemplate suicide everyday. im a heavy drug user at the age of 17. im smart, going to college soon, and a very handsome guy as ive been told. i have manic depressive disorder and i take prozac. i usually start off good in the morning then slowly throughout the day i hate myself more and more until i get high. ive overdosed several times off multiple substances and have not scared myself at all. i fear nothing. death is nothing. death is freedom from this shit. yet i still have another funny feeling that i enjoy the pain that […]

Hey guys,

I suffered some disfiguring burns several months ago and neither my family or myself can afford the treatments needed to fix them. I’ve been looking for a suicide partner on here for around a month. The talk of leaving some money to people in their wills has honestly struck a nerve. If someone was able to leave me some money in their will, it might just help me overcome the burns and survive.

I know its a long shot and id be more than willing to do anything in return.

My email is ryan114@live.com.au

I made it through the weekend. I could not have predicted that two weeks ago. I’m still here. Can’t that be enough?!

I have been battling depression for many years. For the past year I have been making tons of money but I honestly don’t give a shit. And now I’m working on a new project and have investors who are counting on me. Everyone thinks this will be a success. I think it will be too, but they can’t pull it off without me. I think I’ll wait until it’s completed and then commit suicide. I feel hopeless. I will become successful alone. I guess it’s always good to quit while ahead.

Once upon a time
a girl I called me
lived a life
that could hardly be called that
and i live this so called life
with the pressure building up inside
all the hurt and the want
all the needs and the guilt
threatening to burst out
the pressure keeps rising
almost too much to bare
and then one day
I will erupt and be dead
and that will be my
happily ever after

I just don’t know anymore. Everyday, I wake up and everything seems fine to me. But when nightfall come around, I slump and go into this deep depression, wanting to die right here and now. Is there anyone else who’s going through this too?

#suicideproject

At FreeNode North America ( Mirc Of The Linux , Ubuntu users)

Hope that anyone fills free to use it as most navigators (Opera , Mozilla = actually have little mirc versions embedded.

http://www.opera.com/

After installing opera its quite easy , the button is located on the left of the browser and it looks like a cartoon dialog thing , its shaped like that and its easily found .On the left side bar of the browser.

Also on top there is the CHAT menu button.

After that just put in the information mentioned above and you will be logged in to the server.

Just typing in the simple /join #suicidalproject will […]

I thought you had said today was your birthday… so I wanted to log on real quick to tell you Happy Birthday. Hope you had a good one and that you will be around for your next one. You’re a really nice person and I really hope life does end up working out for you.
Thanks for all your help and again… Happy Birthday! 🙂

I was going to comment on some of the other posts but I’m tired and want to sleep…
lately I’ve been sleeping 10 to 11 hours a night and during the day on weekends too.
So “hi” to everyone, hang in […]

and she was oddly alright with it. She told me she wasn’t going to freak out…i didn’t expect her to. I just wanted her to help me make it stop. But instead she said that if I don’t plan on killing myself and if it makes me really feel better then for the time being I could use it. But the thing is I don’t know if I will kill myself. When I cut it’s like I’m possessed and I’m scared that I might really hurt myself in the process. I don’t know, I kinda feel betrayed by her for not helping me.

hi (-:
i’m new here. but not new to suicide etc. actually, we’re pretty well acquainted.
so if you’re sitting at your computer right now feeling as shit as i do, talk to me. just do it.

how do you know your true self?i am simply a reflection of people around me. of  people in my past. of books I’ve read. of movies I’ve seen. i am everyone yet no one. everyone loves me. nobody knows me. not even myself. am i real? or am i like the fakes i claim to hate? maybe that’s why I’m nervous in groups… to many people.. cant reflect them all. I’m better one on one its easy to mirror the person you want to see.the druggie, the cutie, the silent emo, the outgoing raver, the flirt, the slut . . . the identity is easy to […]

I have decided on March 16th as the day to end it all, 20 days from my 20th birthday. I will use either the helium hood method or my 12 gauge shotgun. leaning towards the shotgun. I refuse to go with the majority and write a note, but at the same time, I want someone to know, so I posted it here. Bye all, wish you all the best