I Will Survive

I know you have probably read a bunch of articles, or comments saying don’t cut, don’t end it, you have your whole life ahead of you, though they are right. I hope this helps a little more. I would just like to say if you are reading this, then you are the strongest  you have ever been. Because at this  moment you are still alive, you want to end it, but you haven’t yet, and that makes you stronger then the ass holes at school, or who ever makes you feel like you are worth nothing, despite what ever they say. You have made it […]

its like no one understands what I’m going through. Or how hard it is on me when my dad comes home drunk and with a new girl pretty much every week. The world as we THINK we know it, actually might understand, they just don’t want to.I don’t know why I keep cutting or attempting suicide, I know that I can stop..it’s just that I don’t want to. In reality, when people die of suicide, they don’t want to end their lives, they only want the pain to end.

so I started cutting about.. maybe six months ago. I have only managed to go so deep because if my parent find out then off goes my head.. I actually started when my parents divorced about a year and a half ago but it really wasn’t that bad because all they did was split up and didn’t talk. but now dealing with school and which parent gets to keep who, they have put me and my little brother in the middle of it. mostly me though because I am the older one. so that’s how I started cutting, by all the stress and anger they […]