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I Will Survive

I did this, you can too.

“punishment” true storey a conversashion between me andmy haed

by why i dont no 3/10/2013

written by why i dont no

drop and give me 20

pull up and give me 30

sit up andÂ give me 40

THIS IS NOT TRANING THIS IS PUNISHMENT

“shut up you in my head yourÂ not my sargent”

yes i am im all youv got left

“true that”

your nothing

“well if i wasnt i woudent be talking to you”

true that

“didunt i just say that”

yer but it was witey

“”will you both shut up””

thers too of you up ther

“yer she thinks you shod live and i think you shod diy so your stuk with us”

“”no more like you askt me over and shut the door and lost the key””

why are you a girl

“”dont know its your minde””

true that

“ha now your […]

3/10/2013 0 comment

Life

by TheWanderingSoul 3/10/2013

written by TheWanderingSoul

You continue to hurt me, and take away everything I love. My heart is longing for a way out, but I’m afraid. Afraid of what will happen tomorrow. If I actually do it, who will I hurt? Who will be glad? Who will even care? I wonder if it’s even worth it anymore… But no, I can’t. I must live to see tomorrow.

3/10/2013 3 comments

lost

by forgottendreams_ 3/10/2013

written by forgottendreams_

I was just thinking.
I came across this site and started reading some of these posts, and realised I’m not the only one who feels alone. ‘Im so scared of doing something stupid.
I’m writing a post on here because this is the only way i can get my thoughts out without the constant judgement. Today my mum woke me up so i could go shopping with her. I got all dressed up, I wanted to feel nice and i did. In the car on the way there i put my headphones in, and just looked at all the cars going past. Wishing i was […]

3/10/2013 3 comments

This is not me

by Sam 3/9/2013

written by Sam

I’ve been going through depression for 3 years now. I’m 15. I use to think that it would get better and pray to god it would. I stopped I guess I lost hope in it three years does not seem like a long time but it is when you can barley get out of bed or do anything. I have no friends I once did but I push them all away. I began using drugs to numb the pain I tried weed spice meth and pills. Always getting in trouble for drinking. I screwed up my head and IÂ basicallyÂ became mute I only talk to my […]

3/9/2013 2 comments

Keep Fighting

by Engeltje 3/9/2013

written by Engeltje

Keep Fighting

Two words, thousand meanings, lots of inspirations. It were the words I wrote on my left wrist on the first of march, Self Injury Awareness Day. With a butterfly, as meaning of The Butterfly Project. It’s really amazing what two words can do with a person…. They just help me get through that day.

3/9/2013 0 comment

Thank you

by Voice 3/8/2013

written by Voice

The comments on my first post made me cry.Â Not sad, lonely tears that I’ve grown to know; but happy tears.Â For the first time in my life, I don’t feel so alone.

I was very nervous to come here and talk about any of my experiances, due to my thinking of what if they don’t belive me?Â What if they think I’m making everything up because no one can live through what I’ve been through and willingly talk about how painful it was?Â Â Â But then, I started reading through some of the experiences.

I wrote this to thank those who gave me words of strength and […]

3/8/2013 1 comment

Family

by The_Wallflower 3/8/2013

written by The_Wallflower

I enjoy reading the conversations and posts people put up. This is one big community. Even though we’re “depressed” and “suicidal” we’re still able to make a nice family. Even though something else brought us together, we’re still intertwined.

3/8/2013 4 comments

Safety?

by The_Wallflower 3/7/2013

written by The_Wallflower

I planned to kill myself, but then I found this website. I know no one is interested in my story, but I would like to learn about other people here. If I’m able to help one person in this lifetime I will be able to die happy.

3/7/2013 1 comment

I guess things have changed…

by Heidi930 3/7/2013

written by Heidi930

Wow.

I’m reading some of my posts from last year. I can’t believe how much things have changed.

I’ve become more independent and I think I like it… maybe it’s just that I’ve gotten quieter.

I don’t feel as lonely anymore.

And I think I found a new hobby: writing. But I haven’t done it in awhile…

I’m not quite sure where my future will take me, but all I can say is that I hope it’s full of new adventures and meeting new people.

I do know that I want to change things for anyone who are depressed, suicidal, for people who have developed eating disorders or those who self-harm.

Psychology […]

3/7/2013 0 comment

So, Weird But Awesome Day.

by TrumpetChick99 3/7/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

I began to write a diary today. It had everything in it. And, um, Garrett read it. He took it from me. I didn’t just let it go willingly. I fought until the end. I was about to cry, but then he was so sweet. He looked up at me, kinda smiled, and then he asked me if Mr. Harvey could read it. (Mr. Harvey is the teacher that I had that period) He said, “It’s really good. You should let him read it.” I almost cried again because of how sweet he was. But he’s moving… Why? He readÂ everything. He freaking knows how I […]

3/7/2013 0 comment

I’m tired of crying.

by Bloody 3/7/2013

written by Bloody

Hi guys! Fisrt of all; Thank you for commenting at my first post, it made me feel a bit better : )

I tolf that I’m so lonely in school… But today I started to cry, and I’m happy that no one noticed becouse it would be horrible. Almost everyone in my class dislikes me, and I don’t have any friends in the whole school, so I try not to annoy them so they wouldn’t start to hate me, becouse I wouldn’t have anyone by my side then.. This hasn’t been first time I cry becouse of my class, but it has been long time since […]

3/7/2013 0 comment

The Real World

by j@kobgui 3/6/2013

written by j@kobgui

The real world isn’t rainbows and sparkles.

It’s not always fun and rarely easy.

Honestly its far from easy or fun.

It’s cruel and brutal,

Cold and heartless,

Unforgiving and dark,

Depressing and awful,

Bitchy and duechey,

Pointless and crazy,

And so are the people in the fucked up world.

Its full of the terrible people,

people that feed off your pain,

they will do anything to make you suffer.

People are vile and cruel.

They will do anything to make you miserable.

Some days they are going to win,

but some day they will lose and you will realize how strong you are.

3/6/2013 3 comments

I’m a newbie to the site… but not in the suicide circle.

by Please kill me... 3/5/2013

written by Please kill me...

Hi everyone.

My name is Teresa, and I am a Depressed teen….

Oh GAWD.. did i really just say that. . . . ok let me start over… let me be real with you guys… and girls.

….

Hi, I’m Teresa. I am 17 years old. My birthday is April 4th. And I can promise you i won’t live past the age of 18.

I bet you all are curious why. I bet you all already know the reason. so does it really have to be said out loud? I think not.

lets continue.

My life sucks. I hate starting out so cliche. but this is one way to start that you […]

3/5/2013 2 comments

I’m working on life…

by Pikapillow 3/5/2013

written by Pikapillow

My story isn’t much,its not as deep as people who have been abused or raped once or many more times though I have experienced some things very similar,I know its tough and scary.
Unlike many I still have my family. They don’t hurt me physically but sometimes mentally/emotionally. Always being angry at the small things I do. Complaining at everything I do and also costantly repeating what one says is too overwhelming when I’m stuck with it for all of my life so far. Not for too long but 4 more years or even longer seems way too much.

I’ve wanted to die since I was […]

3/5/2013 0 comment

I’m Done.

by bobbybastian 3/5/2013

written by bobbybastian

Sometimes, i just need somebody to talk to. Nobody is really there for me. I think it’s because when i get bullied, they dont want to be my friend or stick up for me, so they dont get bullied. I have to go through it everyday. Walking to school, in school, at lunch, walking home. and on the internet. I dont know why people dont like me. I guess its just something wrong with me. I dont know. I dont really have any reason of living. I constantly think of suicide. I have been since the sixth grade. Im in 9th grade now. I just […]

3/5/2013 3 comments

unforgettable.

by broken_spirited 3/4/2013

written by broken_spirited

It all started in my Freshman year. I was in my Ancient History class and these guys would whisper “*****” as i walked by. Throughout my first semester i was called lesbian, fat, ugly, whore, and *****. I would go home and think how everyone would be better off without me there.

December 8,2012 my world crashed down around me. My grandfather Skip who stepped in and took care of my grandma and my mom and her sisters Â for 17 years passed away from cancer. He […]

3/4/2013 0 comment

For all of you who are dying out there

by hogpotter 3/3/2013

written by hogpotter

I used to be suicidal too. But since 2 months ago, I have undergone a transition in my life. I am alive now. And I am really glad to share my experience to all of you who are in darkness right now.

This post is written with the sole hope to help you all, even just a bit.

Let me tell you what I did to live.

I write diary entries. Stupid, foolish entries. I wrote things which make me happy everyday. And some really useless stuffs also. “Today I drank coffee.” “Today I laughed.” “Today I am healthy.” “Today I played my favourite game.” ..etc. Trust me… […]

3/3/2013 2 comments

I’m A Wallflower

by wut ever 3/3/2013

written by wut ever

A wallflower is a person going unnoticed.Â I’mÂ a wallflowerÂ becauseÂ I simplyÂ want toÂ go unnoticed. I just watched “The Perks Of Being A Wallflower” I recommend everyone on this website to watch it because it is inspirational and true. It tells a timeless story and describes me in so many ways. I love it so much, I have to say I’mÂ obsessed. I don’t have much to rant about other than me wanting to die but that’s just the usual. I can’t sit still and type to day so it’s just whatever at the moment. I will probably come back on later.

3/3/2013 2 comments

Ever since I stopped being dead, I live.

by hogpotter 3/3/2013

written by hogpotter

It has been 2 months since I last came here on SP. Â Some of you might remember me… Amakua, rocketman, etc.

I have become a completely different person. I hereby declare that I am out of the pit of suicidal thoughts.

I am no longer that person. The little girl who used to be afraid of the darkness. The girl who cried alone in the middle of the night. I am no longer a pessimistic fool who depreciate myself. I am no longer a weak failure who always yearn to slit my wrists with a razor.

I no longer smile with dead eyes.

Now there are really no more […]

3/3/2013 5 comments

Im tired of being alive.

by j@kobgui 3/2/2013

written by j@kobgui

I am tired of feeling so depressed. Im tired of dealing with everyone who hates me. im tired of not feeling pain besides the pain in my heart. im tired of being alone. im tried of dealing with every day. im tired of my life being meaningless. im tired of seeing everyone who wants me dead. so I’m going to finally do it. i am going to do what all those people have been waiting for. Tonight i finally have the courage to end all of it…. Please someone help me. Save me. Im weak. I need help.

3/2/2013 5 comments

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