For your poems.
Hello my friend !
Im new here.. so.. I wish I can get some friend..
Maybe..?
I will post whats in my mind when Im down here..
I wish this place can help me to overcome my stressfull life..
See you again sometimes..
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Honestly, I just can’t understand nor fathom why Most / Majority of people can go watch movies, read cool, creative, imaginative books / novels / anime / comics, or play super imaginative & fantasy video games, and then later on they just go back to reality, as if nothing happens, and they’re ok with everything.
I hate to say this, but Most people simply just lack Imaginations. Even worse, Most people are boring. All people care in the everyday’s reality & their lives is just the most superficial, mundane, boring, & stupid things. Which is very depressing, especially when you feel like you’re just alone & […]
my demons are inside of me,
they won’t let me be set free,
if only i could find a way,
to scare them back to where they came.
i kicked and tossed and spat in their eyes,
but they only laughed and smiled at my cry,
“Go fuck yourself” i screamed with defeat,
determined they came to make me feel like shit.
This went on and on like time never came,
But at some point in life i got tired of their games,
So i grabbed my stuff and said goodbye to them
“See you NEVER ***** ’cause i won’t ever see you again”
And with that life continued without me around,
‘Cause i took the easiest way […]
Your days are numbered
One, two, ten…
Not long before
You’ll see, again
Close now, shhh
One, two, ten…
Not long before
You’re over
Ten.
So I got out of the adolescent unit of a behavioral health facility
and
I’m lost.
I went purposely, y’know
seeking help.
And I got some?
I felt so optimistic
so productive
whilst I was there
but I got picked up last night
and now I just
don’t know what to do or how to apply anything?
There’s so much to fix
so much to get past
and it seemed so simple there but now it’s just
not?
I had it mapped, planned in the abstract
and no way to truly accomplish anything.
I’m trying so hard to get it together and I’m so pissed that I can’t fix myself in a day
but Rome fucking burned in one.
i’m sort of bored and out of touch with reality as per usual at this point but i just thought it would be sort of nice to post some past kinda sad things i’ve written, i guess they’re like poetry but it’s mostly random thoughts. I think the last one resonates the most.
i’m scared i can’t meet anyones expectations, including my own maybe.
but that doesn’t matter as much
if that’s correct i’m truly sorry and i’d do so much for anything to stay the same.
i’m just worried overly most likely but i can’t just ignore my anxieties
–
spontaneously wanting to die and feeling even […]
I will be strong,
I made up my mind
So why look back,
Theres still hope in sight.
Day by day,
Step by step
These little things I will never forget.
I once was weak,
But this is my day
I will be strong,
Get the fuck out my way.