I’m the broken one who fixed it. 3 years of restraint. 12 years of battleing depression. 16 years of living. Physically and mentally I struggle but refuse to stay down. Life is ment to end yes but what will you make of it. Will you be another suicide story in the news? Or will you be the success story that is the broken one able to fix it? That’s a story id like to read. So tell me. Will you fight or fail? Fail like the others that slipped from my finger tips? Or will you fight to be better then what monster […]
.. Have i ever thought i’d get to this point no.. im only 14 why am i here. What did i do to deserve this. I guess this is the time i’d share my story right? Exsplain it all get it out, wipe my slate clean. But im sure none of you care to hear my story. So if you dont stop reading, its not gonna be a happy one.
I was 3 when my mom kidnapped me, she abused me every day tried to kill me once out of jealousy, cause after i was born no one gave her attention anymore. Great mom right? after […]
So I’m so fed up with this. All of it! I’m a young teen living at home with mom. It’s just me and her right, house full of estrogen. Great. That’s not even the problem. We’ve been living this way for a few months now, the problem is my inconsiderate mother. I honestly believe she doesn’t care for me and her better interest is in herself. She treats me horribly. We have no communication and she constantly fights/argues with me for no apparent reason. I feel like I’m such a screw up. I try so hard to try and be a golden child that she […]
FUCK THIS
FUCK THAT
FUCK YOU
FUCK OFF
FUCK THE WORLD
FUCK MY LIFE
FUCK EVERYTHING
FUCK EVERYONE
i dont mean this sexually.. i mean this as in IM REALLY FUCKING PISSED OFF.
I go into a classroom today to get something for another teacher. the classroom? The one holding my exboyfriend who i am still in love with, and his new girlfriend!! Everyone in that class KNOWS what has happened.. well they know enough that it’s nothing good. Everyone stared at me the entire time i was in there.. i was in there for almost 10 minutes.. i really just wanted to cry. but i cant show that to people! NO ONE at my school can know how weak i truely am… how pathedic i really am…
I told my mom and my dad, and neither one really […]
This may sound really stupid, but, please, try to think like me for a second.
My birthday was like three or four days ago. I made a post about it but most of you cared only about the religious debate that it brought. Anyway, the day before my birthday my bird escaped and I’m destroyed. He was my only friend (can you believe it?), all I have and I really love him. I think he’s dead. I am really hurt about this, I’ve lost loved ones before, but I’ve never cried like this. I’ve been crying for 3 days in a row.
Shit, my “friends”, those assholes, […]
Mum, This family is broken, it’s all your fault, you were never the mother I needed, and it’s way too late to fix it.
Dad, You were always honest with me, always treated me like an adult, but sometimes there are things you don’t tell your little girl, ’cause they could very well break her heart.
Big brother, You always put on a happy face, and say family means everything to you, but when it comes down to it, when I actually need you, you aren’t there.
Sister, We never got along, but I always looked up to you nonetheless, but now I see you’re just as sad […]
I live in isolation 24.7 for years and years and years. I made a post on here last year about my life and it is exactly the same. Â Try having nobody to talk to every morning day and night, day after day after month after year. I have been through so called therapy and it was fucking pathetic bullshit, ive been in mental hospital twice and it made me worse because there was zero care and it was all fucking screwed up and pathetic. I am done now I cannot take anymore. I cant even find a job and so have nothing to leave the […]