so I have to live with all this confusing stuff I don’t understand why I am such a faker I fake being happy all the time I smile but inside I am crying no one knows whats going on or cares so I am like I don’t care like I am
I really liked the posts you made today, but they’re all gone.
It’s likely because you discussed a specific method of suicide.
There was a recent post which vanished where someone asked about a method involving a firearm. Â There’s no need to ask about the viability of this method or that method, you can use google to do some research. Â If you’re worried about your searches being tracked, use startpage, metager, or duckduckgo.
Research is necessary, because not only may you find other answers to your problems or depression, but you certainly don’t want to botch or screw-up your suicide and make matters worse for you.
Here’s another link to a well-written and well-researched article that I recently posted:
A fortune cookie can be a very corny source for advise. But it can be slightly entertaining and uplifting if the right message finds it’s mark in one’s own consciousness.
So let me crack open a fortune cookie for you all!
*crack*
This one says.. “You are going to have a very comfortable life”
……Seriously? lol
Ok so they aren’t always on the money, but maybe some of you out there have use for this one…who knows! 😉
May your fortunes hold strong!
I know it’s “important” and all, but that doesn’t mean I enjoy any of it. We as students have to endure 35 + hours of school each week (yes, I did the math), but it never seems to be enough for teachers or parents. They still demand more and more and never think we deserve a break. All the weekend homework and the failure to acknowledge that we actually have lives outside the classroom infuriates me. It makes me suicidal to think that no one appreciates the time I actually spend trying to please them, but then again, I’m tired of thinking that’s my only […]
I feel so depressed tonight. Very lonely and feeling as if nothing else matter to me anymore. 🙁 So tired of this confusion and loneliness inside me. Very tired of dealing with my sexuality confusion. So tired of falling for women i can never have. 🙁
Hi all! I am in an English 102 class and I need to pick a topic that interests me, I will be writing multiple papers on this one topic so it is of utmost importance that I am passionate about the topic. I am really intrigued by mental illness and how society affects the recovery process. I am fascinated by mental illness in general as I have suffered from anxiety, depression, and an eating disorder while maintaining my happy and intelligent persona. I would really love to incorporate mental illness into my topic, I was wondering if anyone had any specific ideas for me. For […]
Article on the epidemic of suicide, from The Daily Beast / Newsweek:
Well-written and well-researched, I thought Joiner’s theory of suicide was on the mark, an intersection of three areas that lead someone to a lethal or near-lethal suicide attempt:
1. Loss of belonging / feeling alone or isolated
2. Burden or intense difficulty, either on yourself or someone else
3. Lack of fear of dying
Yep, I’ve got all three, plus the means to do it. Â The only anxiety I still have is being “saved” and continuing to live. Â So I’m doing my homework and making sure I execute it correctly and minimizing the chance of being rescued.
Hi my name is Aaron and im 14 years old and in school I get bullied because of the type of music I like such as Avenged Sevenfold and Pierce the veil, I am very shy and find it hard to make friends so I don’t have many friends and the people that I am friends with are bulling me and I can’t switch schools because my parents want me to stay in this school but this school will kill me. My best friends are in different schools and some online so ya I also am the only goth in my school and everyone hates […]
“Dearest, I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time.”
– from Virginia Woolf’s suicide note
Sometimes I can feel distant warnings like the rumble of thunder clouds, but there’s no shelter in sight. And I think of all the hundreds of times I’ve been “soaked” by the storm, how horrible it feels to be cold, alone and meaningless. And I say to myself, like Virginia said, “I shan’t recover this time.”
I just took a handful of sleeping pills and guzzled a pot of coffee? Why? I don’t know. Nothing else […]
I keep experimenting with this and that. most of them don’t last more than a day, but this one is working quite effectively. the trick is this:
i guess most of us, like me, feel disconnected with others, the outer world, the society. I thought of include one more person in it – myself. “I am not this” – this is the trick..to think like that. i am not these thoughts, these fears, this depression, i am not the person who is depressed. I am something else, something that’s watching that depressed person. this is not my permanent state of mind or permanent state of self.
and […]
I have always been there for you. Wen you fall down I always gave you my hand and risk everything for you. Wen you need someone I was the one who was ther giving you everything I had and know wen I need you your not there wen I fall you arnt there to help me. You left me alone bleading. And wen its too late you apear.
Hi. This will be weird for most i suppose but I dont care. Dont read it if you dont want to. I am about to leave to a friends house and theres a good chance I will smoke weed for the first time in a few months. Weed usually has quite an effect on e especially when it comes to the death department. (It makes me want to live) So I am writing this, my true feelings and tonight when I come back I will re- read it and see which of my “feelings” has changed.
I dont want to […]
I wish my life was more exciting. Everyday I get consumed by forced positivity just so I can have people not want people to be annoyed with my personal problems. My mom thinks Im crazy. My dad would rather have his college-aged son. Girls don’t like me at all. Im made fun of for my nationality because I try to hide it with jokes about myself. I don’t see myself being the moviemaker and cartoonist I want to be anytime soon. Why do I even bother with life. I don’t want to be a member on this site forever. I just want someone to understand […]
Get on ebay, or wherever, and buy something. Anything. Me, I like to buy cheap $2 DVDs. Now sit back and wait until it arrives. Congratulations, you just lived another day (or 2 or 3 depending on how slow the mail is).
If the flow control kit is necessary for the exit bag, why isn’t it mentioned in the .pdf which shows how to put it together?
Do you even really need it? I’m just trying to figure this out.
Any time in my life that I have ever had a cold or the flu, my parents are the first to care for me. They make me soup, take me to the doctor, buy me medicine, and do everything in their power to get me to the healthy person I was days before. They always treat me so well and understand that this illness is not my fault.
When I have a cold, my nose runs and I cough a lot.
When I have the flu, I throw up and have a fever.
These are symptoms that my parents can clearly see.
Mental illness, on […]
does any one have an e-copy of Chris Dockers Last Five Acts?? If so can you send me a copy??
I have tried ordering on amazon, but for some reason it aint working.. and i cant find any other website that sells it..
Plus i cannot find a free copy either..
so if you have a copy please send it to me at : clariepereira {at} live {dot} com