Cross my heart and hope to bleed
To you I never meant a thing
But maybe it’s better with the world behind us
I couldnt pull together what everyones light was
It darkened my pathway and shattered my heart light
It never went so far as to wash out this night

You wake up from your dreams,
Its me youll never see,
Why wait when we can be together?
Im sorry this ended but maybe itll get better

One last night, ive waited for the wrong times
No one else could swear, that that night wasnt there
i tried to give my best, but you were just […]

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i do not belong, in this world full of love, it’s easy to think things could all get better. trapped in the soul of the devil, consumed by his love for death it turns to be mine. the blade hungers for my skin, i hunger for the feel, it bites me deep and i smile with enjoyment. i can no longer cut as mother searches my body for new wounds of hate, the ashamed look in her eyes, WHY, WHY DO YOU CARE, you never cared for i, till you saw i wanted to die, none did. so instead i turn to pills lots of […]

Can’t take it!! I feel like a constant failure all the time, everybody tells me that I’m great, that I’m awesome, brilliant, smart… My family loves me, my brother cares more about me that I do, my friends always bring me back up, but I just had lost it…
I suffer from anxiety and depression, I went to therapy when I used to cry every single time at any hour the second I got up my bed, it helped a little, but to be honest I never told her my truth feelings, then things at home got bad, my thoughts about family went from ‘amazing’ […]

I’ve thought about taking my life so many times. I know some say it’s the cowards way out and that someone always has it worse than me – Truth is, I’m just so fed up. I’m exhausted. It’s like things are so bad I just don’t even feel like getting out of bed. I have great friends but I just have so many emotional issues that even hanging out with them seems like a chore.

I was sexually molested and abused continuously when I was young. I didn’t even know to tell or what to do. My mom found out because there was blood in my […]

I just cant take it anymore.
I cant get any help.
there’s just no point
I have two prescheduled posts hut once they are posted ill be long gone

GOODBYE FUCKED UP LIFE. HELLO SWEET RELEASE

This is the night,
The night I have stumbled into the gods region,
I have fallen,
And landed harder than you can even perceive,
I know this,
For I cannot make sense of the senseless.

Even though your words seek meaning,
It is true,
They are beautiful and have wonder in them,
Timeless,
Alone in a world of man and your meaning is,
The End.

I can’t do anything right. It seems like I’m just an illusion to everyone. I told my friends that I cut, and now I don’t have friends. The one person that remains knows that I want to commit suicide on January 1st. But he doesn’t care. It’s not like he’ll even notice I’m gone. I mean, I’m dead already! I hate myself. I’m stupid, fat and have nothing to offer the future. People say that it gets better, but it doesn’t. I’m still waiting for a fix! I can’t even do therapy because I started to lie to her them! The fucking damned shrinks. They […]

I feel like I Cant live without you.

I’ve pushed and pushed people away just cause I’m afraid.

Why’d you have to go?

I miss you so bad its not even funny anymore.

People find me pathetic for missing you after 8 months.

But i don’t care, cause they din’t know how wonderful you were.

I’m sorry, I always blamed you.

When you should have blamed me.

I miss you so badly.

I should have realized it when you were here.

But now that you don’t want me anymore its feel worst then […]

Bottle of wine, TV noise background, inactivity on Facebook, Zoloft & HIV antiretroviral meds, GB & purp, living with parents unemployed, degree-less as a college drop-out, making impulsive decisions I cannot fight that will land me in PRISON, all at I-95’s biggest pothole on a Saturday night the weekend before turning 28 wasting my time talking with people who want to chat and string me along instead of actually taking action and meeting…this is real life?

Sure, I got this…… #steadymobbin

The reality bout it is one day soon I will die by my own hands it feels good in a way. Some may think me selfish/coward but fuck them I’ve tried getting help but it’s like no one cares but I Spose they have their own lives to worry about so I’m done they done need me fucking with it

I have a stepsister who goes through all the shit I do and shes my only family I have left. Shes 17 and just found out that she wont be able to leave home cuz of legal troubles my stepdads fault but I walked into our bedroom and found her sobbing on her bed. Her wrists were cut so deep it was scary you could see the bone only a little bit but still the cuts went the whole way up her arm. I ran out of the room to get a towel and gauze I was gone for like 5 minutes and when I […]

I’ve wanted to end my life for quite some time now i have nothing to live for but there is one person i know if i did end it he would too
I don’t want to be responsible for his death

what should i do i’m lost and not worth all the drama i have caused

Nothing helps anymore I just cut deeper and deeper everyday

In 1993 I committed suicide. It came after years of attempts, and it came not from a long, considered planning process but by sheer circumstance. Looking for one thing I found another. A precursor of sorts. Combined with something else at hand the deed was done. Just before losing consciousness the phone rang. Not knowing I was about to pass out I answered the phone. Then I passed out. When I woke up in an ICU the next day I was angry. So angry that I ripped out the IVs and stalked out of the unit with a gaggle of nurses trailing behind me. I […]

dont know how to start this so here we go:

(sory for spelling/grammar. english isnt my best language)

IM tired of living. dont know what to do anymore

it just feels like i shouldnt exist.

nobody likes me.

it feels like im a burden to my family.

i cant do fucking anything right

im a failure

(do have a couple of friends i met trough WOW. but havent met them IRL)

every night i pray to god(if he exist) that i dont want to wake up anymore as its pointless
 
why cant i feel happy?
why cant i have friends?
why cant i have a girlfriend?
 
why cant i simply wake up in the morning and not feel […]

The Bridge

I have been married for 10 years and have a son who is 6.  My wife stoped caring or trying about 2 years ago.  No matter how hard I tried to communicate with her it made no difference.  I am self employed and would work all day and watch my child while she slept or watched tv.  I love my son more than anything and didn’t mind watching him, its just that it made things harder for me and I thought she should do her part.  We decided to split up and have joint custody of our child.  She has always told me she would […]

ok so first and foremost im going to tell you a little story about my life.when i was in my elementary years i was being bullied by everyone i always feel like nobody loves me and i know it’s not just a feeling i know that is real.everyone said that i stink i have body odor,bad breath and a loser and other stuffs that can hurt my feelings i was always so emotional way back my youth and now that i am 17 i am contemplating about my childhood,reminiscing that eventually i figured out that i never really had one.and now that i’ve grown it’s […]

How can he say he loves me so much he wants to marry me one moment, then the next moment he’s pushing me around, punching me in the nose, telling me to kill myself, telling me that I’m a worthless, heinous ***** who isn’t worth marrying, and that all of his friends hate me the next moment