Life sucks
I suck
I just want to die
My parents hate me and treat me like a slave
I have no one to help me because I trust no one
When I trust someone they betray me
I don’t know what to do anymore
I am done living
I am done fighting
Just done
Cuz
Life sucks
And I suck
And I just want to die
Hello, kind and compassionate people. I am speaking to you. If you are someone who is just going to tell me, “No, don’t do it…” or “Jesus/God/Allah loves you and wants you to live…” blah blah blah, then I am NOT speaking to you.
I genuinely want to die. I have wanted it since the age of 12 when I tried to stick a chef’s knife in my gut thinking that would do it. I tried again at 19 by ingesting a bunch of sleeping pills. I am 39 now and my situation is much worse. I have chronic pain in my back and neck from […]
I have been lost for such a long time. I sometimes think it started the day my mother died but that isn’t it.  Or the day I asked for help the first time I tried to kill myself, and the military discharged me instead. I really don’t know where I went wrong. It seems when I ask for help, or try to talk about it, people either don’t want to listen or don’t believe me. I mean really, how can someone my age be going through this. I am the one who has these feelings and I struggle to believe it myself.
I left my life a 5 years […]
When well my parents learn that I am a Teenager I am not their slave im not there Minion I am not going to do every single thing they want me to im not a waitress they just don’t understand that I want to hurt/kill myself when I want to be alone or hang out with my friends they just don’t get it I want to disappear because of them mostly because my mom telling me to do everything for her she has to feet she can do it herself! I’m not a slave even though she treats me like one!!
I’m sorry I’m not good enough
I’m sorry for being a bother to the people I love
I’m sorry that I am a waste of time
I’m sorry people hate me
I’m sorry be being a waste of the human race
I’m just sorry for everything
I just do not know what to do anymore.
Everything is falling apart. Nothing is going right for me in any way. There is nothing good in my life. Honestly. I’m starting to crack. I want to go away. Leave everything behind and just feel happy again; it’s hard to do.
I wish there was an easier way…
-AC
We are not free. We are cattle. We are managed and oppressed debt slaves…The world is one big farm. I don’t know if other people realize things like I have. They say “slavery” has been abolished but it hasn’t. Its been redefined and covered up so that you do not know you are a slave. How? you ask… Well because of how slavery works. If you keep a cow confined in a tight box it will bash its head against the cage and kill or injure itself…but If you allow it more room to operate it becomes more productive and gets more money for the […]
Why do simple everyday people, sit by getting destroyed by their own minds while evil fucks profit from other peoples misery….
im a boy and my girlfriend is my blade
She(my blade) makes me forget all the pain i have
She understands me
and when i cut
it brings smile on my face
so some guy  told me to put my story up here and wait for reactions on it before i do anything.
why not.
here’s my fucked story:
i am Jeroen Steeman. i am currently 17 years old, and i live in a small village in the netherlands. my life is garbage.
i used to have a happy life tough. lots of friends i hung out with. two awesome older brothers. a happy mom and dad. then my mother got multiple scerose (that’s the dutch name for it anyway) and lost her shit. all the joy that once exsisted in our family life just got destroyed. both my brothers moved […]
I’ve only been on here for a few days but I already feel at home here.
I don’t know most of you, but I consider each and everyone of you as family.
In our family we’re accepted no matter how weird we are. We’re here for each other no matter what. No matter what your problem is there are people here who understand and who want to help. I really admire that in us.
We might all be broken and on the verge of death, but that’s okay. We’re all here to be repaired and to try and strive for the best.
You’re not alone in this world.
This website […]
i dont know what to think. i really dont know what to say. i just am completely shocked. i thought i was going crazy. i dont know why im sobbing right now. i just thought maybe one of us got out of it ok. maybe im the reason for it. i dont know how fine you were when we werent together but now that we have been better you feel the need to come back on here. i dont want to be the reason for anyones suffering. i dont want you to follow the path of drugs, alcohol, self harm, suicide, mental hospitals. i want […]
I just want to feel happy again. Feel wanted again. Feel whole again. Feel like life is worth living again. Is it really too much to ask?
Is there even an happy ending? Yes alot of these stories are from the past but they dwell inside of me. Every thought, motion, or sight brings back the pain, darkness fills my nights. Somedays I can be happy but when it all comes back it just hits me.. It hits me hard. I miss the regular life with the people I had, But everything changes for a reason right? I suppose.
i feel like im slowly relapsing. i can feel myself slipping. i think once i leave it may get better… but theres always a chance it will get worse. i guess ill just have to wait and see.
I’m not sure if I’m alone on this or not, but I know I’m not the  only cutter here.
I’ve been a cutter for almost a year now and I have to admit my life has gone to shit since then. I’ve tried quitting in the past but I get this…itch…when I don’t cut for awhile.
See, I cut on my thighs and if I don’t cut there’s this unreachable itch that over takes my legs. I want to scratch but there’s nothing to scratch! The only thing that’ll make it go away is to use my razor. I’ve tried to ignore, but sometimes it’s too strong […]
As you know I have a very rich grandmother who is quite snobby and verbally abused me when i was a child. Last week I was talking to her on the phone and my plan had slipped out and i told her by mistake.. She tried long and far to stop me but i said no to everything… For some fucking stupid reason she decided to give me a mil to enjoy before I pass away…I now this would sound really fake to the average person but i don’t care if you believe me or not. All that matters is what should i do with […]
My name is praful raj.
I am suffering from torture of this world.
I came on this earth on 24th april 1995 at 8:10 PM (GMT 5.50).I was born in an Indian state i.e Andhra Pradesh in Telangana region in a city named HYDERABAD.
I want to commit suicide because my mother,father and brother hates me.
BUT i still love them.I am a hard worker.I study very hard to get *** marks.But my family wont support me and they always discourage me.They say me that i dont have any caliber or intelligence.They always join me in an institution in which rote learning is preferred.And i hate rote learning.They dint […]
I don’t know why I write, but I do.
For me, I love people so so so much. Most I would do anything for.
But here is my problem.
I’m generally cool with most guys. With women however, I have been hurt by very much so. My family has hurt me, and girls I’ve wanted to be with have lied to me.
So with women, I think, (no offense meant to anyone), that most are evil.
Either I get way too attached to one, or don’t attach myself at all. Lately I feel as if I’ve been getting too attached and feeling like I have […]
Ive never been close with my dad ever. i cant remember the last time i had a proper conversation with him that lasted over 2 minutes. this isnt because he is a horrible man who i would want to block out of my life, infact he is the most kind-hearted and gental man that is accepting. when i was diagnosed with depression i had a lot of anger inside of me that i had no where to put it and because he is so gental and kind it seemed like he was easy to step on and let my anger out on. i truely dont […]