Since I was 12 years old I’ve had a crush on a boy who would only break my heart.
Since I was 12 years old I’ve cried myself to sleep every night.
Since I was 12 years old I’ve wanted mutual feelings of attraction .
Since I was 12 years old I’ve wanted to die.
Since I was 12 years old I’ve tried to die.
I love my family, I love my friends, so I can’t die.
I want a way out, but I don’t want the people I love to feel the pain I feel everyday.
Maybe I just need a friend who understands […]
I wish I could just erase certain memories and people from my life. Totally rid them from remembrance, so I can have peace. It’s excruciating to think about things, and I just can’t get them off my mind. All those people who hurt me terribly. I’m so angry and hurt that I want to scream. But here I suffer in silence with no one who cares. So sick of not being heard or understood. It’s dangerous to feel how I feel right now.
please read and comment sorry if i didn’t type good and please dont comment” u dont know how hard my life is” m not tryng to compete
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i’m sorry for using you website m not suicida,l but i am
m 12 and in middle school.i have friends but they’re not real. never had a boyfriend. dont say oh your to young.that wont help. ive had a helpless crush on a guy for 8 month. but he hates me. and he has a gf that he’s in love with, like obsessed. ok so my friends only need me if 1.they need money […]
I overdosed myself on March 27,2013. i was on the edge of dying and i stopped breathing for a moment but i kept myself alive because i thought of everyone and i thought what it will be like if i would have died. so i decided to give life another chance but I’ll just see where life takes me.
Typical , unoriginal story.
Boy meets girl online.
Boy  & Girl become best friends after talking for a year.
Girl falls for Boy.
Boy has Girlfriend.
Girl won’t try anything, as long as Boy will remain her best friend.
Girlfriend meets Girl online.
Boy admits his Girlfriend doesn’t like her.
Girlfriend is paranoid, having random tantrums whenever Boy talks to Girl.
Girl wonders why.
Boy admits he never mentioned her before.
Boy reassures Girl they will talk no matter what.
One day, Boy becomes cold towards Girl.
Boy removes any traces of Girl from his life.
Girl cries herself to sleep.
Girl cries herself to sleep.
Girl cries herself to sleep, ever-day , two months straight.
Girl cries herself to sleep, til […]
Always a mistake. From day one.
Born a mistake to make mistakes from then on out. Too nerdy, too white, too black, too lame, too anti social, lonely, needy, melodramatic, overthinking, foolish. Over dependent. Financially retarded. Backwards.
Stupid little fucking hope, that bird never stopped singing for one second. But it was always a mistake. Trying to make it work, fit in society, make it fit into me. For what? To live as a constant disappointment?
Always a victim and a mistake, fucking up confident and alive but having the audacity to be surprised when what goes up comes down. Living good despite a miserable existence. Then living shit […]
I just want to break my face on your stupid skull. I want to hang myself on your doorstep. I want to blow my brains out in front of your eyes. But nothing I can do will ever make you give a single shit, so I will just neck myself alone in my closet and swing there for a couple of days until somebody somewhere thinks what the fuck ever happened to that dumb shit who always walked with his fucking head down, what the fuck was his problem anyway. Don’t tell me I am a selfish ass, I lived this way for  16 years, […]
I feel trapped, caged, waiting to get out.
Then what?
Go to college?
Be force-fed information again?
Sit down and have people tell me what I need to know?
Go to another institution, following more rules and regulations so I can do what,
get a stable career the rest of my life?
Everyone’s always telling me how important it is.
Everyone’s doing it
Everyone’s going to college.
What I really want to do is run barefoot in an open field and fall asleep under the stars
I want to ride a vintage motorcycle down a country road as fast as I can
to smoke cigars in a bar with a shot of whiskey
to go where I want […]
Why do you bring me down so much. I got home from sleeping over at my brothers house, so I could give you time away from “stress” and I come back thinking you would be happy but NO. As soon as I get home I see your pissy ass face. You start yelling at me for no reason, saying your going to leave me and move away. All you do is complain and yell at me. You think things don’t hurt me and make me feel even worst about myself. I love you, and I hope everything goes well at your surgery, your prob just scared, […]
I feel like im completely alone surrounded by my misery i have know one to talk to, my so called friends will be happy to come to me and talk to me about their problems which in my opinion are stupid but i still listen and care and give them advise because they matter to them but when it comes to me they dont want to hear or they change the subject into them.
I have no one to speak to at all and im not even sure if ill have anyone to speak to on here anyway, i mean people are to self involved in their own problems to ever […]
Into the great wide open
with a shovel and a broom
which one will you choose
to dig up your family’s blues
the sick smell of perfume
reminding what you have to lose
saying ya gotta cover up your chest
because you were blessed
with big bright balloons
that make the fella’s swoon
and you can’t just give it away
you have to wait until they’re okay
with what your gonna do
I geuss they’re in on it too
and no one wants to be uncomfortable
so the longer you wait for them the more polite you seem
smashing all your urges, but not all of your dreams
a lady is a classy woman, the highest of esteem
because she knows her place, […]
Last night, I talked him. The guy who has been my best friend for the longest time.
Surprisingly enough, he actually made me smile. I mean, every one can see me smile, or express happiness, but I never really mean it anymore.
But he made me experience genuine happiness.
I laughed. I actually laughed. A real one, at that.
And the things he told me. The way he smiled at me.. I couldn’t believe it.
It seemed as if I was dreaming, honestly. To think I actually had that sensation. That feeling.
Happiness. Bliss. Euphoria! I was experiencing such an abundance of delight, it was flooding my entire being. I felt […]
..friend i want to share my true story here and with everyone. i have lots of friend who come to me for their problems and together we solve it. But i have no one to share my feelings, no one whom i can call mine, share happiness and specially when i am depressed. Just few min back i had lost my love, my life, my everything. I thought that i can share myself with him but he left me for my mistakes. I am really addicted to him and i cant think one sec away from him or without him. I fear i might take wrong step […]
Recently, I have lost 2 people I knew through this website, and a couple more are very close. It’s saddening to me, and I’m sure there are many others I haven’t known that are gone too, so I just want to say rest in peace to those people, here, as a tribute to their lives. As for the ones I have known, RIP Charlie and Lexie, I know how bad you were feeling and I’m pretty sure you’ll be gone. And my best wishes go to those who are close to killing themselves.
its stupid my old foks are out i think i held i knife in my hand for harf the day befor i realisd what i was doing im pethetic im sorry i even wast your time im losing the game in facet i think i lost a long time ago :/ i know you cant be here with me but some times i think you are nd i start to talk to you but then i realis im on my own am i going crazey im sorry im like this i cant help being help less am i atenchion seeking i dont know am i […]
well here we go, the story of the pretty little rich girl is being spoken about.
Hey, my names Shauna if you knew me you’d know that I’m a very outspoken, confident person, nuh huh you don’t really KNOW me then. where do i begin?
My ‘father’ was an alcoholic, drug and woman abusing piece of scum, he numerously abused my mother and would’ve abused me if i wasn’t for my mothers courage to leave him. Thank god she did otherwise i wouldn’t know where I’d be right now. Nether the less i started primary school, i was the fat gingery blonde girl with glasses who everyone […]
Hi everybody, I don’t want to reveal my identity so my friends or family could not read this (just in case). I’m 18 years old and here is my life story.
At first, everything was going perfectly, I was in the primary school, getting all the best grades and so on, suddenly, my life changed after me being 9 years old. New teachers came to school and fucked me over. They treated me like shit in the way that they restricted me to only 1 grade (C) and I’d get all C’s from every class, even though I’d do something for an A+ I’d get a […]
im just getting worst every day that passses i dont know how much longer i have so an early good luck to you
well lets start this fucking bullshit shall we. Okay so what the fuck do you do when everything you touch or do fails? what the hell do you do when girlfriend after girlfriend leaves you? After they use the fuck out of you? Or roomates who wish to rip you off at every turn? what the fuck do you do when you’ve cried to the point where you can’t anymore? I fucking feel nothing anymore no joy no excitement no passion for my favorite things no expectation for good to happen nothing ever goes right anymore but when something fucked up happens to me it […]
Will someone explain to me how this site works..I just want to figure all of this out before I start using it.