Are there any suicide methods who can’t fail?
I have never really had real friends to be there for me to help me out with problems. I was always alone lost, confused about life, and about being alive to be suffering this way. I’ve been with my boyfriend for two years now and he always blames me for losing my baby. I lost my family my whole life honestly I don’t even reconize myself anymore… Everyday I become more and more depressed and I can’t handle it anymore. I’m tired of being home without doing anything about the situation. The love of my life is hurting me his family always hanging up on […]
I feel a little left out sometimes when i talk to my friends about family.
I hardly see my dad and when i do it’s awkward. I constantly fight with my mum and two brothers. I am not close with any of them and the moment i can, i am moving out and hopefully never looking back. But i won’t burn my bridges just yet.
All my friends come from homes of two parents where they are close with at least one or all of their family. I sorta wish i had that, it would make life so much easier.
I’m not saying their lives are […]
I have everything someone could want in life. Loving friend’s and family, a girlfriend who would do anything for me, I have all the material possessions anyone could want, and have been given everything I’ve needed and then some…
So why do I still hate my life?
I feel so alone because no one understands me. It’s as if my pleasures in life are the opposite of others. I long for my days off work so I can spend them to myself and do NOTHING. I enjoy having nothing to do, as that means there is nothing to worry about.
I’m sick of making excuses […]
Every day I drag myself out of bed, stare into the mirror and ask myself , “Is this really worth it?”
It all seems so pointless.
I have everything I could possibly want though, so I should be happy, right?Â
Why is there this feeling of emptiness?
I think something is wrong with me..
Everyone tells me I need to see a professional; even my own father.
Am I selfish? .. Insane?
Friends offer no support.
I feel drained of all energy..
It’s like I’m just waiting to die.
…
What do you do when you’ve lost all hope?
hi guys… Im Elico (I despised my real name so I use this…
Im gay… Hehe, though I people find it hard to believe I am one since thay say Im a ‘good actor’ or something…
I dont have friends… I guess Im a natural loner or whatever… But I waited and looked, no one was there… I trusted several people, but all where the same, some abandon me after myself confessign to them, some got simply tired as I was clingy… some, just… stopped.
Dont ask if I have a lover or whatever, Im ugly maybe… and somehow I lost interest in stuff liek that…
Family? Theyre all […]
I would firstly like to say rest in peace to Oliva. For those of you who don’t know, Oliva was a 14 year old girl who made a youtube video about bullying and suicide (along with her story) before actually committing suicide.
Now for my anger / upset rant. Shortly after I found out, all my facebook pages started blowing up with hate about how selfish she was and how she was just attention seeking. My heart just fell. We are the result of billions of years of evolution, we should start acting like it. We should all start trying to understand each other rather than […]
i feel like i’m slowly dying inside…. each and everyday another piece is gone… soon there won’t be anything left
Nobody seems to understand us teenagers. They say we are being like this for attention or it is our hormones or we are just being silly. It isn’t fair. We have feelings too and people should learn to listen to us. Yeah we may be young and less experienced than some other people but you should listen to what everyone has to say.
I feel so depressed, sad and empty because nobody will listen. Does this happen to anybody else or is it just me?
I feel so alone in this world…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQVlZ-q7xHs
Im that girl thats not perfect..
I act happy and smile,and help people with their problems..but not with my own.I use to tell others how I felt..everyone knew what was on my mind..If i was sad everyone would know,if i was happy as well.And everyone knew what was going on with me and my family..I use to be like that when I moved to my new school.Everyone was kind and I had problems..I didnt do it for attention..I did it for help..
Nowadays I keep it stored inside.If someone asks me how im doing ill say okay,or fine.But thats far from the truth..
Ive tried to kill myself […]
that just wants to talk?
I strangled myself today.  I made the mistake of doing this whilst standing up. When I got unsteady on my feet, I let go. I didn’t get as far as to make it to unconciousness, but I did feel a little dizzy for a few minutes afterwards.
Next time I’ll try and get myself to unconciousness. Perhaps I’ll sit down. Or maybe I’ll tie the other end of the cord up on something that won’t move, thus freeing up both hands to operate the other side thus increasing my strangulation strength.   The main reason I want to get to unconsciousness is that I want to […]
i wanna take them and stab them in me and just bleed out…i cant take this much more stress my family is so mean i wanna leave but hate saying “need to die NOW’ ..then never do i want out i wanna be free.. knives i love u..u wont leave me. u will be there for me when i know u r…i dont get this post just pissed
i feel like i’m falling apart… my whole world is crashing down around me.
Everyday is a struggle
I have no past
No history at all
Why should I
No one can ever go back
Only forward
Time will never stop
It will only rush
Though only a non stopped path
No breaks included.
Terrified about what i’m going to dream up tonight…. I don’t wanna sleep anymore….
I take back all my SPÂ thoughts, Yes, right now my life sucks, but I gotta make it thru. I have friends that love me very much and a family that is part of every single moment of my life, I need to bring the love and the hope back, I want to be with them and I won’t if I don’t fight for my life… So, all the unfairness of this system, all the faceless mofos on the government can go and fck themselves to death! I’m not gonna kill myself … at least not now! (who knows? maybe tomorrow I will fall on despair […]
When I saw the words ‘someday, all this pain will be worthwhile’ one time, then many other times on countless blogs, I would just shake my head, and silently disagree that my sadness would come to nothing, except perhaps recovery, then more nothing. But I recently realised that my pain has helped one aspect of my life: I am writing again. And what I am writing is good. Sure, it’s just a few very short and broken stories with loose plots and screwed up people, but that’s okay. Because what I’ve written is good. It’s not happy, but it is real and I’m pleased with […]