How can you feel wrong, when you are trying to feel right?

I really recommend you watch the movie Bang Bang You’re Dead. It is about a high school student who is bullied so much that he threatens to bomb the school, and sets up a real (but non-working) bomb in his school. Among other things, it is a movie that addresses bullying, suicide, depression, and it really helped me a lot.

Here is the 1st link to the movie on youtube, you have to watch it in 9 parts /:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDkNIPI3YaY

My therapist finally thinks i need to confront my fasther for the past. Jump?

hello 1st post im in pain severe pain that will never get better only worse iwant to die desperately want away from this pain . how many on here the same. been in mental pain on and off for years but would have it all back at its worst to swop for this physical pain. like to chat on these sites

No friends….

Almost impossible love connection…

No inspiration to write…

Family can do without me…

Ignored…

So whats the point?

Technically these can all be attributed to J.K Rowling, but I was surprised to see so many meaningful quotes coming from just Dumbledore, so he got his own list. I thought these would be interesting to read.

“Indifference and neglect often do much more damage than outright dislike.”

“Do not pity the dead Harry.  Pity the living, and, above all, those who live without love.”

“It is important to fight and fight again, and keep fighting, for only then can evil be kept at bay though never quite eradicated.”

“Ah,music, a magic beyond all we do here!”

“People find it far easier to forgive others for being wrong than being […]

Call me Allen, and im 26, life is shit, I see all these stories about what ppl are going through and i say we all have a choice, I am planning my exit very soon, Im debating whether or not to hang myself (extention cord) or buy an exit bag, I really think the easyest way would be to hang, ive already tryed to see what it would be like, and Its gonna work, I cant Fuk up my suicide,I have to die, anyways, thoughts? Btw im gay and i am so over the whole love thing.. dont try to guilt me or change […]

Finally, i am not unpredictable. I am stable because of my meds. I take 15 mg or g of abilify for bipolar disorder( i dont remember what the dose is its either mg or g). I dont feel like i could explode at any moment in time. This is all kind of new to me.. being stable. I have for my whole life been used to being unstable and psychotic. I almost think that the meds are working almost too well because i dont really feel anything anymore. I dont feel happy or sad or anything. what do you guys think i should do.. enjoy […]

Guys,

Checking back in to say – to my utter astonishment – that meds have turned my depression around. For the first time in years, I feel “normal” – or at least what was normal for me when I was 30. A decade of trying assorted meds with minimal effect had sapped me of hope that my depression could actually be medicated.

It’s my birthday today, usually a time of depression and self loathing. Except this year it’s fun and heart warming and  happy.

I was told by many people that “it’s a matter of finding the right meds” but I was never sure that a pill could […]

Recently, I went for a visit to my psychiatrist and after I had plans to go visit my xgf afterwords. You will never guess what happened…

He decided he does not want to play “russian roulette” with my life… I concur, I would like to try and win that game. Anyways, so he asks me how I would feel about staying at the hospital for a bit… I said I would rather not. He then said he was going to take me for a walk around and show me the place (mental health ward). So he shows me around, and next thing I know I am […]

That title is ironic, I am alone.. For now.

So, feeling a bit better than I did last night, Finally got through to the person I wanted/needed to talk to. Maybe things can be okay… For now.

I got a letter from CAMH which is who are doing my mental health assessment, I have this like, thing (i’ve forgotten what it’s called) to fill out, basically just about me.. Nothing mental yet though. I went to the beach today, With my family. And we took our dog who loved it, bless her. She’s so tired now XD just like me I guess… But no sleep. Not yet. […]

hey i can use some advice or ur options. I have this guy have been tlking to for the past 2 and a half years, my parents now found out and have stop me from tlking to him and i have agreed to ,all for the sake of my school work , now this guy really love me. should i do what my parents want or follow my heart although i will get my ass in serious shit? . Also i have a to choose a program to do at a local university here and my family as no faith in me doing chemical […]

I don’t know why I am so alone in every way, well actually I suppose I do, it’s just that I have been repressing it for far too long- out it comes now, oh dear:
The people who tell you that things change when people grow up and you go from lower to higher schools and onwards are not always right. People might change, but their attitudes towards those who were once 11 year old outcasts remains… and even if it isn’t verbalised, hostility is an emotion easy to pick up on when directed at you, it truly is. Do you know what it’s like […]

My life has really been going into a downward spiral these past two months. Two months ago my Mom and I found out that our house is in foreclosure and we have to be out of here during the beginning of September. My Dad stopped paying the mortgage since he decided to get the papers to divorce my Mom this year. The only time I remember my parents being financially stable was when I was a young girl (age 6-7.) Other than that, my parents have always had financial issues (and personal issues) and I’ve always had to make do with what I had. The […]

I just recently started to view this site while I was researching suicide methods and I thought i can probably get a lot of info from people on here

So my story: i am 20 years old and I am ready to try to end my life. When I was 16 I tried to overdose twice and failed both times I go through strong bouts of depression fairly frequently and in between them my anxiety and emotions don’t allow me to live my life. recently though times have gotten extremely hard I was forced to move back home after living with friends and so now I […]

If I’d be dead I don’t think anyone would miss me much.

Sometimes I feel like a stranger around my own family.

i want to say thank you….

thank you for anyone who took the time to read some one elses story

thank you for taking the time to reply

thank you for trying to give hope and joy to a complete stranger on the internet

thank you for writing comments that make us re analyze the way we think

im sure that on this site any sort of small or big attention that is given to anyone is greatly appreciated even if its from some one who is miles away…. its a beautiful thing to know that you arent alone and the kindess that is shown here will not go unnoticed…God or whatever special force […]

Seems like every couple yrs I lose my job and shortly after my apartment and gf.
Am I cursed or do I not belong here and fate is telling me to make my own path? All I can think about is getting drunk and bringing my bbq inside and let nature take its course.. I have nobody to talk to.. nobody in my life will talk to me about my thoughts of suicide… they just get mad. I’m 30 and I haven’t found a way to be happy in all these yrs.. I had the perfect life and it still wasn’t good enough I’m about […]

I really AM thinking about killing my self I have had several attempts I od A couple times but I havent been cutting again  but I did a year ago today! I want to do it soo bad! I mean I dont have the worst life but mine fucking sucks! Suggestions in going?

My name is Abbey and I’m 13 years old. Here is my story.

In the Summer of 2009, my pain started. My dad got a call from my aunt saying that she had to put her dog down. Her dog was a wonderful dog who I loved very much. Later in the year, in November, my great-grandmother passed away 2 days after my family visited her. I wasn’t EXTREMELY close to her, but I loved her and she loved me. I’ve never felt so sad. I started feeling better and I was back to old self very soon after. Then, in November of 2010, my school […]