I’m at the end & I don’t know what to do in this situation/:
I need advice on a relationship problem….please/:

I just want you to know, I’m here to listen.

kenzie.fallenangel33@gmail.com

I won’t lie to you, I won’t feed you false words. I will listen. And I will be with you. I won’t judge. I’m just here to listen. Sometimes, that’s all you need. I’m here to care.

REAL Change Project

          You don’t know me. Let’s be honest. I could be anyone. But I am someone. Someone trying to promote change in the world. Am I successful? Not Yet. I am doing a project on suicide. The whole goal of my project is to promote the choice of life. But I need help, your help. I need ideas. Ideas. Ideas. Ideas. I need to listen to you. I want to make a video. But not just any video. A video that is breathtaking. Comment on here the hardships you have endured, and anything that has helped. If you seriously need […]

Spending my time here at school sober, I hope the majority of you are not doing the same. Marijuana is good, Marijuana is ok, smoke it up. The government just doesn’t want us to be happy.

So Fuck this peice of shit government, Smoke up, Be Happy.

Iv been suicidal for a very long time now im only 14 but my life is on the edge its not over boys or anything like that its over a very important reason. Im only new on here. But iv cut to the point iv been put in hospital iv bashed my face untill i was bruised i was raped i was bashed i have been hit i was thrown around like a rag doll nothing has worked out for me and it sucks. I wish i could just go back to being in my mums tummy it was nicer in there but right now […]

Just rambling helps. Listening to an interview with Levon Helm, reminds me of the song Tears of Rage by The Band, whose keyboardist committed suicide. And then I think too of Vince Welnick of the Grateful Dead, who took his life too and Hunter S. Thompson and Kurt Cobain, and so many others, including the Ray Coombs who hosted Family Feud and also Don Corneilius who I imagine if you had told him at the height of his career that he would have ended his life, I don’t think he’d believe you.

I often think that if I could create some sort of great […]

Hey so this is my first time on here but just like 2 days ago I was gonna jump out my window..I couldn’t get the window open..So it failed but I was texting my friend and they were going to kill themselves too..:(

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I screwed up I have been clean for just over a year… no cutting or pills… everything just seems to be going great but it almost feels to good to be true… I don’t understand why I did it but I broke… I started again and well I can’t tell anyone because I am afraid of what happened last time. I am afraid I will get really bad again but at the same time I want to get that bad because I was soo close to endinging it and I still wish I did.

im spirilaing out of my mind, im being accused of something i havent done, all my family is in on it and hint at how im going to be killed, it has something to do with gangbangers and there going to be paid to take me out, all i know is im going to get beat to death with a hammer, there telling me things like gods going to sort me out, god has a special plan for me,little hints that something definetaly not rights going to happen, a family memper keeps watching wizards of waverdly place and blares the intro super loud, everything is […]

Every day should be a fatal fantasy. With no hurt and pain. No loss and no gain ….

I know I’m having a so called “mid-Life crisis”, I bought a motorcycle and quit my job, and have been feeling good for the last few months (sorry I havn’t been reading here). But the shit just hit the fan… Someone I knew in the military, I know it has been years since I talked to him but, he died today in a senseless motorcycle accident. Makes me wonder why I am still here and good people like him, and others over the last few months, die in such senseless ways when I (no matter how good I feel) always have this sense that I have […]

Why am I here ( on earth)

I feel…
Alone
Depressed
Angry
Worthless
Sad
Ashamed
Guilty
Used
Abandoned
Lost
Hurt
Confused

Just wondering if anyone else out there is curious as to what really happens when a person dies. I am not exactly religious so heaven and hell may not apply to me, or they could. I do have nothing against that way of thinking though. But honestly I wanna know some other peoples views. What do you REALLY think happens when you die?

I hate myself. I am stupid. I am ugly. I am fat . I am died inside. I am alone. I am fat. I am selfish. I am annoying . I am a person who wants help but can tell anyone in fear of them judgeing me. I am finished.

so over the past few months i’ve been extremely tired and had an extreme lack of motivation to do anything in life. my mother thinks im smoking marijuana. she is clearly clueless. anyone else have equally clueless parents?

Okay so here i am what people thought was a normal goody two shoes 13 year old.But really i was so much less then normal.At school people picked on me and talked about me behind my back. I was getting really frustrated with it so i decided that enough was enough.I felt bad about my self and all of my self-confidence was gone I thought i was uber fat and ugly. I started cutting my self and that was a way of taking all of the anger and sadness away but that was not enough to satisfy what i thought was my need to fit […]