my mom wont stop now i cant walk she broke my left leg it hurts and she wont take me to a doctor or hospital. also i haven’t slept in a week because im 2 scared because mom beats me wen im asleep.at least she aunt my real mom.my real mom and dad died when i was 1 i was in a orphanage till i was 6 then toni adopted me. i wish she didnt. and thanks to all who posted commets exepcialy you leahwallis thanks.also the orphanage was abusof it even killed my sister hope wen she was 9 i was separed from my […]
1. read twilight series. 2.buy a giant knife. 3.kill my self. 4.good bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to die so bad, my mom starves and beats me i am bullied.i just cant take it anymore.i decoded to try and kill my self.
i just want to tak me life,i reallly do.nothing at home is right it seems like everybody leaving me and how do i suppose to deal with that.i have no one to talk about this to. my mom dosent care about me and my dad is trying his best. sometimes i think people like me wasnt supposed to be on this earth. i cry at night mostly every night thinking bout how everybody hates me.i took alot of pills ounce diffrent ones it made me real drowsy and i just lad there looking high. i even tried to cut my wrists. i just want to […]
I’ve figured out the meaning of life…… it’s meaningless. Being high is experiencing life to it’s fullest potential so I’m gonna go get stoned 😉
I hate living i wish that my mom.would just let me die already ive been suffering for years now and she seems not to care she avoids the situation until i try something then thats when she notice i need more help then what shes giving.but the truth is i dont want.anyones help i just want to be left aline so that i could just die by myself what so hard about that you know i prayed and prayed that this world would end in 2012 like is was supose to but i guess i didnt prey hard enough because here i am writing […]
the urge to kill myself is stronger than
it’s ever been…… just the thought of it makes me happy. I’m not selfish my family is selfish! they want me to stay here to keep them happy but I’m not happy.! I’d be happy if I was dead I’m done trying to placate people I’m going to do what makes me happy…… I have a plan
I’m at the point in my life my 23 year old life…Where I’m wondering is this world a state of my own design…Have I created this person that lives inside of me are is it as they say “Clinical Depressionâ€â€¦I’ve been this way for so long that I don’t know what happiness is…To the outside world have
everything a person could want are need but to me it’s like something is always missing…I’m always seeking that small unattainable piece of happiness that never seems to come my way…I push away people even though I need them more then air…I can’t work are go to school […]
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Most of the times I feel like I say the wrong things at the wrong time and cause more problems in my life! I feel like I can’t do anything right! I have to pretend I am happy most of the times! I don’t wanna pretend anymore! I have almost commited suicide 4 times already :/ every time I try either a friend runs in and stops me or a thought of a loved one! I don’t wanna go through hell anymore 🙁 so many terrible things have happened in my life! I can’t take it anymore! I don’t know how much longer I can […]
Natural or unnatural death. Which one?
Thank you so much for turning my tears into smiles. Wish it could be that way every night. Hope someone else feels the way I do tonight.
Guilt is eating me away. Guilt over hurting my family, even when they told me they would rather have me die than to live with me depressed. Guilt over feeling this depression and suicidal thoughts are just because i’m weak. Guilt over hating my life. I’ve only cared about other people since i was little. Even though i give great advice and talk people out of a lot of shit, i cant seem to take my own advice. I’m trying to stop only caring about other peoples feelings to much. But who knew it was so hard to stop guilt from eating you away…
The past 2 years have been hell for me, I cut myself, purged, and binged. The more I did it, the more I realized what I did to myself only made my problems worse. I hit rock bottom when I tried to kill myself… but a song saved me. I realized how stupid I was being and went back to writing music– something I’ve done as long as I can remember. As of today, I have dozens of songs written down and I have 12 about those 2 years that I’m actually going to record and put on an album someday. It really does get […]
I feel like im in this all by myself.no one cares about me im like so close to take these pills that i have hiden in my purse i cant do this i just need to get out of here i just feel like dieing i cant stop crying i dont want to hurt my mom but then again im hurting myself just staying here what should i do i just feel so lodt and alone in this world
Today’s my birthday. It doesn’t even feel like anything special…my own dad forgot, and as selfish as it sounds, nobody got me anything. I always hated having my birthday so close to christmas, and new years, but this year really sucked. My boyfriends mom has been sick, so he’s been forced into staying at home, and he’s sick too. All in all today SUCKED and doesn’t make my already depressed and slightly suicidal mindset attack my brain any less. All I really wanted was to spend time with the people I’m closest too, and I can’t even get that. 🙁
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I am wondering, there really is nothing after you die right? It is not as if you will see your relatives that have died ?
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Hello, I am 15 years old and I have tried to kill myself 17 times already.
My Dads a murderer, I don’t get my mum anymore, I’m scared, she’s so empty, so angry. You see my mum suffers from borderline personality disorder, I’ve been brought up around so I should be use to it by now surely? But I’m not, I’m petrified, my Mums also physically ill however won’t go to the doctors. I’m afraid she might have cancer.  It’s like she’s in denial, like she refuses to acknowledge her ill health. It’s hard, I’m lonely, I have my friends, but thats not my mum. Its always been me […]