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Tired

  August 30th, 2010 by RogueShadow1281

Life is so boring. It looks like it takes forever doing nothing, so here I am sitting bored as f***. I stumbled upon this site wondering if I could talk to the dead, what would be the quickest and least painful way to die. I am watching a shiny and sharp knife in the kitchen and I wonder how long will it take, how much force, and most important will it hurt a lot before I die? I grab my earphones and see if rhey can choke and put it around my neck wondeting if it’ll be quick. I look at all the ways to …

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Practice

  August 30th, 2010 by gothicgirl

I lay in the bathtub today. Just let the shower run over me. Put in the plug. Held still in the fetal position and cried. When the water reached my nose and mouth I didn’t lift my head. Once I was close to losing conciousness, however, I pulled out and breathed, and felt my heart pound annoyingly in my chest. Just a reminder of how I’m too chicken to bless myself by ending all of it. I’m too afraid to die, and too afraid to live. Guess I’ll spend another day like I have the past three weeks, lying in my bed doing nothing but …

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Why

  August 30th, 2010 by ditzyrascal

Let’s all get together and do the conga! Let’s show all those happy bastards what they’re missing!

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Nuffin Nuffin Nuffin

  August 30th, 2010 by ditzyrascal

Nuffin nuffin nuffin
Rhymes with muffin
But nuffin nuffin nuffin
Rhymes with ‘orange’
Could it be
That a cup of tea
Is not as good with an orange
As a muffin?

I wrote this 2 weeks after cutting off both my arms. I feel much better these days but I still want to be dead.

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Slaves

  August 30th, 2010 by listen

I am waiting

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Pick up the phone

  August 30th, 2010 by talktome

I am calling you

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coffee

  August 30th, 2010 by a new laptop

Here is your coffee, enjoy it!

The tree would like to be quiet, but the wind is blowing!

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empty

  August 30th, 2010 by emptychick

the swicth is off .iam out . there is no ligth on my way iama lost soul. everyday i ask myself my reason to be here. what is my purpose.. there is no way to live without passion..it could be anything i need it. how can i make myself live again? i feel so empty, so blind, so tired . i want to find a way to find myself to be me agian because rite now iam dead.

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  August 30th, 2010 by magp1001

I’m about 220, 5’8″. Would one box of sleeping pills and a 6-pack of Smirnoff Ice be enough?

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why

  August 30th, 2010 by duaneg74

all my life i have lived in misary i live allone i have no family my mother kicked me out at a early age she told me i was the reason why she couldnt have anything i fell in love with a girl when i was 15 she was my whole world her parents moved her away from me everything that is good gets taken away from me i know that there are others that have more problimes than me i have tried to die 3 times everybody seems so fake im loosing grip on whats real my shot at happiness is dieing there has …

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  August 30th, 2010 by lost_soul

The greatest contradiction to contradictions is the truth.

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Meaningful Website

  August 30th, 2010 by a new laptop

I’m drinking tea and enjoying this Website now.

This is a surprising website, it has a very strong imagination, it is of great ingenuity, sometimes it is very funny, it is a meaningful website.

Are you tired? Would you like a cup of coffee?

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I Just Tell It Like It Is

  August 29th, 2010 by Tobias

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The Secret

  August 29th, 2010 by rollergirl1234

The Secret

I was so beautiful

So happy and so kind

My family thought the world of me

But I had something to hide

I’d eat my meal

Bit by bit

I’d chew each piece

With my every whit

Then I’d open the door

Knell on the ground

Lift up the seat

And make my daily rounds

Vomit smell fills the air

Sink water falls

Choking sounds are made

But left unheard in the hall

I sigh with realive

I take a good stare

Make sure it’s all out

Then fix my hair

I’m getting thinner my the minuet

Getting thin and white

I need to keep it a secret

No one knows my fight

I cry when I’m alone

Smile when I’m not

Trying to make the mirror happy

I think I’ve got …

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I wish you knew.

  August 29th, 2010 by wishyouknew

I don’t think you understand, my dear. I totally fell in love with you. I know, I sound creepy as heck. But, it was so real for me. I fell in love. That’s something I’ve never done before, something I didn’t think possible for me. You opened new doors for me. You showed me that happiness could be so real.
Because you made me the happiest that I’ve ever been, I fell in love. I know, I know. I definately didn’t show it, and that was on purpose. (Now I see that was a bad idea.) I wouldn’t dare let …

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The dream

  August 29th, 2010 by rollergirl1234

The dream

My eyes open

Blood everywhere

A rusty razor

All I can do is stare

Where am I?

I see a sink

A bathroom?

I blinked

My eyes on the mirror

Cuts everywhere

Blood smeared

In my hair

The door opens

My aunt screams

“What have you done???”

She grabs me

We go to the ER

My aunt tels the doctors, I show

They ask me what happened

I reply “I don’t know.”

I set stiches

They bandage a few

I gto home and to bed

And as if on que………

I wake up screaming

What happened to me? I look around

It was only a dream

This is one of my many nightterrors I experience every night.

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its not fair

  August 29th, 2010 by duaneg74

im so close to happiness i feel like it will be taken from me

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Yahoo group??

  August 29th, 2010 by Lenny

I came on here just a couple of weeks ago and there was some great discussions, and talk of setting up a yahoo group, did that happen? 

Last time  came on I was planning to commit suicide, I did end up talking with my brother and he came to stay. Well I feel just the same and I really wanted to talk to some of the people that were on here then but now this site looks like a teenagers facebook of gossip or a site for self harming and poetry. Maybe all those other guys have killed themselves? Typical really, this site now looks like …

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charlax will die

  August 29th, 2010 by charlax

my girlfriend made me feel so bad that eye want to kill myself cause eye cant stand the pain of living without her and eye am sure that eye will do it eventually

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Suicide project sight seems to have turned into a personal diary of rollergirl!

  August 29th, 2010 by bagel

Maybe she needs to start a blog or something? I just can’t understand why nearly every post on here lately is all about her and cutting herself and her awful poetry. This is what blogs are for!! 

Am I misunderstanding something here actually, because I thought this site is about suicide, yet it is littered with people who are clearly not suicidal (mostly people that cut themselves) and nor are these people in any position to advise anyone who is suicidal so I’m at a loss to why these people insist on boring everyone with their shit. There MUST be forums for cutter out there, surely???

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