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  June 24th, 2010 by tedkramer7

i love this site. i just found it a few weeks ago. let me tell you why i love it. i’m 37 and my biggest problem like some many others that i’ve read is loneliness. anyway, i have no one to talk to about my deepest darkest feelings. if i tell my sister how i really feel, she will say, “i dont want to hear it, do u know how many people have it worse.” but on this site you can say exactly how you feel, if someone needs support there is always some one to help, if someone doesnt want help but just wants …

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Hey guys,

  June 24th, 2010 by ctspor

Hey guys,

I am a college drop-out, I have no job, I can’t even take care of myself.  My Dad worked hard 14 hour days 6/7 days/week his whole life so I could have a better life.  And I failed in every single way possible.  I really really really wish I never existed.  I want to to end my life but knowing it would hurt my family and friends forever is holding me back.  I have no future.  I will always be a burden to my family.  I really really wished I was hit by a car and died.  If it happened in an accident, my …

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nothing to say any more

  June 24th, 2010 by a new laptop

Check the e-mails, before we die.

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Give me peace!!!

  June 24th, 2010 by a new laptop

I have no choice, I have to die!!!

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No peace!!!

  June 24th, 2010 by a new laptop

I said I loved peace, but…
My classmates wanted to see what my guy looked like, so I will take it to school to show them tomorrow night.

Most guys all like guns!!!

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shut the fuck up

  June 24th, 2010 by anonymous

you sit here and tell me you want me to be better. im trying, i really am. you judge me because im not as good as them, but you know what, im not fucking perfect. they arent either, but maybe in your eyes they are. i needed your help to finish things, but apparently it was a waste of time. apparently i am a waste of a time. i tried to impress you, but that never worked, you just brushed me off like an annoying bug. i dont think things are going to work out with us both in the same house. but i have …

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too much

  June 23rd, 2010 by helpmeplease

Hi world. for the past couple of years ive been suffering from insanity, mostly caused by depression, stress, and unbearable anxiety. i came across this website while trying to find easy ways to kill oneself pain free. after reading others post i decided to make an account to see if i can get help for myself. im 17 and started feeling this way at about 14. i dont know why this happened to me or how much longer i will continue to feel this way but i can tell you that a lost mind is at the least to say very difficult to live with. …

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Not A Likely Contestant

  June 23rd, 2010 by helsingv

Im 14 years old. Star of my softball team but unpopular. No boyfriend and only one friend who has tried suicide. She luckiy got out of it. I have two younger siblings who look up to me for everything. Resently, my parents have been out drinking everynight leaving us at home. I feel abandoned. What am I supposed to tell my siblings? Our parents are hopeless drunks who would rather hang with friends than their own kids? My dad is always saying how he regrets having us. Well now I am regreting him having us. I cant take it. I feel trapped. My friends say …

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my life..please, help me.

  June 23rd, 2010 by xxloveooo

i am 14 years old, i just turned 14 on the third..my friend of 9 years died of cancer that same exact day so i’ve always hated my birth. and not just because of that. i have schitzophrenia, and 6 mild dieseses. heart palpitations, acid reflux, hempoteisis, and so much more. but none of them can actually take my life, which sucks. i over dose every day just cause it numbs me up. i haven’t been depressed for very long, only about 5 or 6 months. but it has effected me so much. i know suicide is wrong and that i would hurt so many …

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This better work

  June 23rd, 2010 by Kina

I am going to finally end all my suffering and pain. Tomorrow i am going to take that gun and aim straight for the head. I am so fed up with everything that has been going on with my life and i know it has been all downhill since i was 15. If anyone in family notices a thing they probably won’t even say anything. I am sorry i couldn’t be perfect for them and this is the only option left. Goodbye my friends.

Kina

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I’m ready to give up

  June 23rd, 2010 by stacii

I’m so alone, and the way things are going it doesn’t look like it’s going to get any better. i’ve just failed my third suicide attempt… something that makes me feel even worse – am i that much of a fuckup i can’t even get that right??? I overdosed on my partners spare insulin and slashed my wrists at the same time… i failed but my body is still fucked up.
Tomorrow i’m back in a homeless hostel. I’m at my parents for the second night after having to move out of my partners flat – he took me and my daughter on after i got …

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I wanna die

  June 23rd, 2010 by throughshatteredglass

I’m only 14, and suicide has been on my mind a lot. Even if  I’m depressed or not. I can never seem to get it off of my mind. I want to die. I don’t see the point in living when you can’t be happy. I have gotten help this year but from a trusted teacher. I mean I don’t have a bad life… but when you can never be happy… you kinda want to die.  I mean it seems like my only last option now. But how do I plan for it? How do I stay content with my plan?

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Why I’m Depressed and so Fucked Up

  June 23rd, 2010 by KlLR0Y Jenkins

Everything was going fine for me up until the end of last year. Just doin the same old everday shit, chillin, maxin out, and playing basketball. But at the end of the year there were these punks hanging round where me and my friends played. I got into a fight and my Mom got scared and said “You’re movin’ with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air.” I whistled for a cab and when it came near The license plate said fresh and it had dice in the mirror. If anything I could say that this cab was rare, but I thought, “Nah, forget it. Yo, …

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will anyone miss me

  June 23rd, 2010 by anonymous

i say i want to die, i do. then i think, if i do this, if i kill myself i might hurt people. as soon as i think that i think its silly, that people would miss me, that if i left people would hurt because i was gone. when i contemplate about life, i realize that no one acknowledges me when im alive, so why would it bother anyone if i was gone. yeah i have a family, no dad, but hes a dead beat anyways. i laugh at things on facebook that are like groups with the title “i wonder who would miss me if i died” because i …

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newbie

  June 23rd, 2010 by anonymous

um hi people reading my posts. i titled this newbie because i just found this site and joined it tonight. i feel like this site will eventually help me, and im kind of looking for people on here that will respond to me so we can talk. i feel like more personal talks are more helpful than venting. i guess i will say a little about myself in here if someone wants to get a hold of me. im 18, female. i live in the u.s. i have been dealing with depression since i was 12 so thats about 6 years. uh i was arrested …

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June 23rd, at 2:03 am

  June 23rd, 2010 by Tika

I have this obsession with the number 23, I always think I’m gonna die on the 23rd… or when I see the number, something bad is gonna happen. I’m leery of posting anything right now. And, I’m embarrassed for even bringing it up. But, I’m going even more insane than I already am. Does anybody else have this OCD? As far as suicide at this moment, I don’t know how I feel, just that a few people around me are agitating the fuck out of me and could possibly drive me to hurting myself. I already have the potential, …

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its the hardest choice

  June 22nd, 2010 by imsorrymom

i havent posted on here in awhile. its because i didnt know what to say. now i do. im going to commit suicide by the end of 2010.. im sorry K.T.. i love you…….

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Can’t take much more!

  June 22nd, 2010 by ChangingSlowly

I just want to vent and hopefully get some input from some complete strangers with the hopes that you can picture what I’m saying and be completely honest.

First I’ll start with a little about me, I’m a single parent of three kids…..ages 3, 4 and 5. I’ve been unemployed for fours years and have no income at all. I was let go from my job right after my second child was born but had an excellent employment record with my employer.  My kids and I live with a friend and I completely feel like I’m free loading. I do odd jobs here and there to help out

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  June 22nd, 2010 by a new laptop

还是中国人聪明, 一眼看穿. 谢谢!

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suicide club

  June 22nd, 2010 by sisyphustone

与其说这是自杀预防计划,还不如说这是自杀俱乐部。

一堆人在这发表自己的心事,真是太搞笑了。

这个网站最大的作用莫过于此——作为一个树洞,缓解了理发师们的压力。

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