Anyone seen him/her lately? Just wondered since I used to see quite a few posts by him. Hope you’re still with us Blackqwert :).
I’m 42, divorced ages ago. I am not a woman who’s ‘let herself go’ just to set the record straight; I haven’t cut all my hair off and got fat like a lot of middle aged women do. I have long dark straight hair, haven’t gone grey, and am still slim and keep fit, etc. Can still have a fun convo and flirt — not that it really makes any goddamn difference.
I cannot pull to save my life.
Over the past few years I’ve had probably about 25 dates and none of them led to anything. I have come to the conclusion, […]
I would elaborate, but obviously, no one gives a shit or if they did could not do anything about it, so . . . anyone wanna help me out, here?
I think the people who go through the most pain are the ones who are in denail because eventually they will remember and when they do it can either traumatize them or not.I dont understand why some people turn out to be pedophiles or murderes/rapists i dont see why people do this kind of stuff.I mean has the human race become monsters because in my opinion wild animals are doing better then us humans we can easily be compared to them.I wanna help people who has gone through any type if abuse,i wanna let them know that they’re survivors and that alot of people are […]
‘Time begins that work of destruction from which neither gods nor men can escape’
G. Le Bon, The Crowd: A Study of the Popular Mind
I’ve felt this way for a long time. It rings true in my mind, everytime I think it: I’m a real asshole.
I don’t have any friends. Well, besides my sister, I guess. (I feel lucky to have her.) The flat out truth is, I am just awful with people. I’m wildly insecure and have a huge inferiority complex, so I constantly say things to piss people off or hurt their feelings. I’ve tried stopping, but then loneliness takes over, and the realization that nobody likes me. So I lash out at people, resentful that they […]
Have been suicidal for about five years. Every now and then I go that bit further and for around ten minutes I have the urge to kill someone. It happened today and the episodes are become more frequent as time goes on. I am worried that I may hurt one of my family and feel that the only way to stop it is to kill myself. I will die a traitor but not as much as if I were to kill someone else before I do. I don’t care what condition you will want to call it but I do not want help. How could […]
first of all i want to apologize for any grammar mistakes because English is the third language I have learned.
I feel that i can’t take it anymore. I constantly fall depressed because of things that going on in the family. But those things are not what i want to talk about. I want to talk about my feelings. Lately I have started to feel that all this pressure is just too much for me I’m falling apart and I feel there is no one who could listen and understand what I feel. They will never do this without judging me and telling me that I’m […]
I am still in love with my ex he is now with someone new and I was at there house and they left with out telling me, so I went looking for them and found them getting ready to have sex! Yes I know that I should not be around him anymore but I still love him and think that the guy he is with now is a slut and will hurt him bad. I have been thinking about killing myself for a long time now and think I should because I am not good looking and have no teeth, most guys just turn away […]
I was going to wait until next winter (I’m Australian and it’s summer here) to do it, but I don’t think I can. I was worried about surviving, being sent to the psych ward and forced to take off my jackets. Yeah jackets. I got a pretty bad problem with not being able to take them off, I don’t mind it though, I don’t get that hot. I’m just really fucking worried the nurses will make me coz they think I’m too hot and will overheat or whatever. God, I wish there was a surefire way I’ll die. I’m really not coping.
I’ve never ever ever seen anything as horrifyingly disgustingly putridly repulsively hideous as my own reflection.
I want to rip my face off.
How could something as hideous as myself be created?
There isn’t enough make-up in the world to hide this hideousness.
Even the most skilled of all cosmetic surgeons wouldn’t be able fix this mess.
I want to set myself on fire and burn to ashes so that my hideous form will be no more.
I hate it when I’m in the middle of telling a story or discussing my theory about my life and my beliefs, someone comments about how prayer and religion will help me. Being a christian myself I do believe that there is a god, however (as ironic as it seems) we were all probably put here for a reason and who ever knew what it was. Most christains are hypocrits and believe that everything one does will se you to hell especially being gay or killing yourself. My mom tells me this every day. she thinks that i want to possibly kill myself be cause […]
I was abused as a child and that’s a large part of why I feel the way I do and why I am on sites like this. I was mentally, physically, and emotionally abused. No one wants me to talk about it. So I’m looking for some community. Can anyone relate?
-X
I’m just trying to give a little hope
Sooo this is my story i live with my mother father 5 brothers and 3 sisters..i know big family but really annoying yea so back to me i always love drawing its soo peacefull and awsome and it calms me down from all the drama im going thru but the truth is my mother and father are a bunch of dam retards they annoy me everysingle day amd they never shut up today in school a bunch of my papaers of my drwings fell down and the one i hate the most stepped on them i was reall mad.sigh plus when i get home my parents nag me […]
Somewhat melodramatic perhaps but I just cant. I’ve had an alcohol problem for over 10 years now and I have no idea how too possibly beat it. Ive been depressed for as long as I can remember and even that seems in insignificant word to describe how i feel. Why should i not just die now, why the fuck not. It wont make any difference. Ive fucked up so much of everything that i dont know how to get back to any semblance of normality or life, or frankly if ive ever been there.
You are lucky if you have the strength to daily decide not […]
Im 13 and hate my parents i can honestly say i dont love them.Me and my mom are constantly fighting and not the little fights most kids have with their parents.I was 4 when my dad died in some freak car accident and i was 4 when i saw my first porno wich was easy to understand even at that age.My mom and dad rented some movies and when they gave me mine i told them it wasnt it but u know parents they never listen to their kids i remember that night before i went to bed that my parents probably got the movie […]
  From the time I was able to walk and talk, Grandpa was my hero. I had won over his stubborn yet loving heart. He called me Scooter. I was his third Grandchild but very spoiled by him. Grandma and Grandpa didn’t live but a few miles from my house so I spent time with them regularly. My mother and father both had full time jobs, so it was up to Grandma and Grandpa to watch me during the day. I always followed Grandpa around their property. (They had a few acres of land). I remember Grandpa taking me to their apple tree and letting […]
I found this site in an temp to find a reasonable means of a very thought out conscious decision made… what I found was much different. Most I can relate to. We all have our down moments, which is obvious most on this site has had his or hers in their own fashion. Mine is simply everything lost by others hands, one being my ex wife. It’s been over three years now and everything has taken full circle. As much as I have tried to move on with the grueling task of day to day life, I have found myself in a position where everything […]
hi all i used to use the final exit chat rooms and the forums. But now they have closed for good.
Does anyone know of any busy chat room i can use?
James