i’m not afraid of death anymore but i just don’t know the right way to kill myself i accepted the fact that i don’t belong to this world

I’m 19 and I have planned to commit suicide this weekend. don’t really know what I’m doing on here or why I’m even posting something. I feel weird, I wanna die, well I gotta die really coz everything in my life has been destroyed (long story but trust me). So I must just be looking for moral support I guess

It’s an old question in philosophy and religion:
Is our experience of life in this world real?

It sounds a little crazy to ask the question, doesn’t it? It makes you think of people who are mentally unbalanced, who can’t tell the difference between the world they live in and the hallucinations that run around in their heads.

What do people mean when they ask if our experience of life in this world is real?

There are many questions hiding behind the simple world “real”

Do our senses give us an accurate picture of the world outside of us, uncolored by our personal experience and expectations? Here we’re asking […]

Someone recently posted this video and it has really helped me so I thought I would post it again in case anyone didn’t see it. 

I came round from taking an overdose 2 days ago and I don’t know what to do. I have cut all my ties with my life and I don’t know what to do now. I was sure that the overdose would work, I took 70 sleeping pills! Why did I not die? I have been looking up how to hang myself online but it looks painful. I feel like such a loser and I can’t think straight anyway, I still feel drowsy and ill. Has anyone else survived an massive overdose on here? What can I do?

Just found this site. I am feeling suicidal and I made the mistake of telling my friend and now everyone is causing me so much sht and now my life is even more hell. The horrible thing is that none of them seem to care about how i feel they just care about making me stay alive. Like my mum now keeps shouting at me saying what do you want?? What will make you happy?? like she can go to the shop and get it for me and it makes me cry and feel scared that im pissing everyone off but i really havent got […]

I’ve been suicidal for ages but I’m too lazy to go out and buy the stuff I need to gas myself, plus the thought of  being around people outside just makes me feel sick, I just can’t face it. So I ‘exist’ at home now all the time and watch daylight follow night over and over again. I’ve now got the point where I literally can’t stand ANYTHING about my existence. When I’m hungry, I’m thinking ‘you useless animal needing food’ and when I’m tired I think it’s pathetic, when I smell cause I haven’t showered I think that I am no more than a […]

This site is a very interesting place and I think there is some element of a higher power that is rising up in all of us. I can see clearly that there are a few individuals on here (or maybe it’s just one person with a a handful of profiles) I can just sense it and obviously others can too. So much so that someone actually investigated it. It’s so bizarre that this happened because exactly what he had reported was a suspicion I had been feeling (and clearly others too). 

This place is not a battle ground, it is an excellent place, full of informative […]

You recently posted a comment on a post entitled something like ‘I found my purpose to die”  and what you said has really really touched me, I would LOVE to hear more from you or maybe even get in touch with you, or if you have a blog that you could steer me to, or if you can steer me to any sites or anymore information on what you are talking about please?  I really hope you see this message, I don’t know how to get in contact with you any other way. Thanks xx

I would just like to make a post if I may about this site. I found it 4 days ago after being on other similar ones. I am a criminal psychologist and am looking in my spare time to see if I could help anyone that is feeling suicidal. My work is solely about behaviour and not about putting people on medicine if they are depressed. I particularly like this site and the reason for that actually has something to do with a few recent comments. There is an excellent crowd on here who seem to offer real advice and support and some of the discussions […]

Hallo… its a right movement to confession abt me & my life to all. Till today i cant confessed all this matter to any one.ok.. now days i am a good business man in my city… i have a good family & a sweet son…. since last 2 year back a cute girl join my company… & we r falled in love. we have all type of relation as well as we cant live each other. Matter is that i am already married her .. But our society & law of hindu act is not is not with […]

Everything I do, everything I try, no matter how hard I work, falls apart. It never ends. I have no prospects. I can’t even get my foot in the door to start a career. I can’t even get a regular, meaningless job. It’s like people look at me and see right though me, to some inner secret place that screams I’m a loser, don’t bother. Hell even the kids in grade school knew it. I don’t even believe they were just jerks anymore. I really am a loser. My life is going nowhere, its mostly my fault, and I’m running out of ways to fix it. Everything I’ve spent the last years building […]

This might be the ONLY hope I have for mankind & humanity:

I hope this is all true..
Other than this,….I don’t know what else.  Seriously..

Whatever way you look at it, life is no better than a prison sentence. If your poor then your a prisoner of poverty, if your not poor your still a prisoner to keeping that lovely house over your head and maintaining what you got. Some people are prisoners to abuse and some are prisoners to ‘being liked’ and making sure they dont step out of line in case their friends judge them. In prison you get half the inmates who hate it but keep their heads down and just long for the release date and the other half are used to being in and our […]

Sometimes it’s difficult to trust people, and sometimes rightly so. However, I would hate to see a change in people posting on here due to being scared to trust, there are many people on here that are completely trustworthy and worth taking the risk to confide to. Bad things happen in life but lets not allow a minor few things ruin our trust completely.

you are the trigger.
i am your amusement
i know how to please you
you know how to decieve me

i willfully set myself up in your trap
knowing in the end i will be snapped
as i break quietly in my own shell
over my heart is where i aim the barell

i scream endlessly in my mind
and beg for you to please be kind
trying to keep alive a dying dream
killed by our self destructive paths

in my darkest imagination you cringe as i speak
ünable to take the words and your fingers shake
pull the trigger i already got it set up for you
pull the trigger because […]

For those who have recently posted about the helium method, I came across this link which is very factual, should be of help to you.

http://assistedsuicide.org/blog/2007/12/09/helium-hood-method-now-the-way-for-assisted-suicide/

What if this life is just a test to see if and how we become so attached to it? I have been reading a lot about this material superficial world and I’ve been giving it a lot of my own thought. When it is explored, isn’t everything of this world materialistic and superficial, including relationships, even family relationships? Isn’t the love of another human being just another addiction of this existence? Isn’t finding a purpose for yourself in helping others just another addiction, something that makes you feel good? 

What is the purpose of feeling good if not to just stop you from feeling bad? Why would […]

Can anyone advise me on if there are any ‘suicide pacts/cults’ in the UK? I have searched online but of course typing that in just brings up past famous ones that made the media, I doubt it would be legal for anyone to advertise such a thing so blatantly. I recently watched a 2 hour video about ‘Heavens Gate’ which was a suicide cult in the states. I have no interest at all in their beliefs about UFO’s etc but I don’t care, I would gladly pretend to believe anything if I would be given an exit at the end of it with lots of […]

It’s SO obvious.