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HELP or GET HELP… Talk to Someone.

by HERE4UOK 5/24/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Thinking about suicide? Ok! Now let’s talk about it. Help each other out.

España/Spain:
www.telefonodelaesperanza.org
Atención en Crisis: 902 500 002

USA
1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
En Español:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/spanish.aspx

UK
0800 068 41 41
PAPYRUS
www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Suicide/Pages/Getting-help.aspx

México
01800- 290- 00- 24
Línea de Intervención en crisis
suicidologia.org.mx/podemos-ayudarte/

Australia
13 11 14
Lifeline Australia
www.lifeline.org.au

5/24/2016 66 comments

The Masks We Wear

by HERE4UOK 5/23/2016

written by HERE4UOK

Anime fans? More specifically, any Attack on Titan / Shigeki no Kyojin fans..? 😉
This is Kay Pike (www.facebook.com/KayPikefashion/)

So why this video?
It reminds us of the beautiful, amazing, or cartoonesque masks we have to wear to function through our struggles. Don’t wear a mask. Seek help…
Contact me on Kik: H4UOK — Email: suesyd . nomore at gmail . co m — Facebook: Suesyd Nomore

US
1 (800) 273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
En Español:
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/spanish.aspx

UK
0800 068 41 41
PAPYRUS
www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Suicide/Pages/Getting-help.aspx

MEX
01800- 290- 00- 24
Línea de Intervención en crisis
suicidologia.org.mx/podemos-ayudarte/

AUS
13 11 14
Lifeline Australia
www.lifeline.org.au

5/23/2016 2 comments

Suicide And Me (Documentary)

by HERE4UOK 5/23/2016

written by HERE4UOK

It’s no walk at the park for anybody. Life I mean.

We all have our good days, our not so good days, our bad days, and our wtf am I doing here?! days…

But you know what? At the end of the day- scratch that, at the of the call, text message, IM, or email, I wouldn’t change

the opportunity I have to be there for whoever needs me, at least in the form of emotional support, but just be there.

I’ve needed that same help in the past and I got it. So thank you.

5/23/2016 3 comments

Be careful what you wish for…

by king nothing 5/3/2016

written by king nothing

Please, can somebody help, even if it is just to talk? I’m at my wit’s end.

I’m no kid, I’m well old enough to remember the 80s. So, couple of years ago, I was getting on for that age when life begins (you know when I mean?) and thinking about being lonely. I’ve never dated anybody…hell, I’ve never done anything even most 13 year olds have done. Total level 1 noob at my age, ha.

Sure, I’d had offers but I was a robot who couldn’t feel romantic love. I felt nothing for those who had offered, so I turned ’em down (in a nice way, I aint […]

5/3/2016 44 comments

Trying to get help

by whydoiwantto 4/13/2016

written by whydoiwantto

I am so tired of feeling this way. I want to try medicine again so that I can function and not be crying all the time. I called out of work today and tried to set up a therapist and psychiatrist appointment but all the psychiatrists in my healthcare network (I literally called every one) are not taking new patients or have no availabilities. I was sobbing on the phone as I heard no after no…

However I was able to set up a therapist appointment for today. I haven’t gone to therapy in about two years but I have been feeling so suicidal and isolated […]

4/13/2016 1 comment

I have been hanging on by a thread for years – and now I’m tired.

by CallMeIshmael 3/27/2016

written by CallMeIshmael

I don’t have the energy right now to explain the full history. The short version is that since I took Chantix in September of 2008 I havr had massive depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation.

I’ve now lost everything. My 2nd marriage crumbled 3 years ago, and I don’t think I will ever get over it. I’m currently 36. My oldest daughter is in college, my younger son is 15 and, although I have custody of him from my 1st marriage, I didn’t fight him a year ago when he announced that he wanted to go live with his mom. I wasn’t doing him any good – […]

3/27/2016 1 comment

BANG BANG ONTO THE POSTS

by Sui the Bunny 3/25/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

Cringe cringe cringe cringe I’m sick of this shit being dumped on me can’t handle it anymore even though I probably sound happy as fuck I’m not. Im slowly killing myself everyday causing my own pain I’m sick of my so called “brother” taking advantage of me. Just because he wants to fix his own life don’t come destroying mine honestly you made your decision marrying that ***** who takes control over your whole and the minute you say no she never lets you forget and then you get depressed and drink your own sorrows away. Can’t you see i’m trying to recover and heal […]

3/25/2016 9 comments

The last

by beaubri 3/21/2016

written by beaubri

15 hours left.

I didn’t sleep last night. I laid awake on a couch. I didn’t want to sleep. I was afraid to sleep. Now all I want to do is sleep as I get ready for that pointless test. I’ve realized. This is my last day on earth. Everything I do today is the last. From eating, to pretending like im going to be alive the next day. In about 2 hours I will be back to it. I might sleep for a while. I might stay up for the next 13 hours. I don’t know. I’m tired. I’m so tired. Not just in a […]

3/21/2016 5 comments

Pretty close.

by Cordless 2/10/2016

written by Cordless

Yes, this…
Plus wildly varying degrees of insomnia followed by just the opposite: days and nights where I can sleep for 12-14 hours at a time. Then more insomnia.
Clearly my brain flips a coin about this every night, (which might explain some of the migraines.)

Brain on Monday: “Oooh, tails! That means we stay awake staring at the ceiling all night!”

Brain on Tuesday: “Hey, look, heads! Now we get to sleep for 13 hours!”

Brain on Wednesday: “Wow, the coin landed on its side. I […]

2/10/2016 45 comments

Life Isn’t a Fairy-tale

by Bri 1/25/2016

written by Bri

My escape has always been, and always will be, reading. I’d spend days reading book after book in series before moving onto the next series that caught my interest. Harry Potter, 13 to Life, Shiver, Hush Hush, Fallen, etc. I’d lose myself into the fantasy, just for a little while, and it would ease my pain. It’d make me forget I was sad, if only for a little while.

Now that I’m in college, I don’t have much time for escaping. Not with the work loaded down on me. 5 hours of homework from Accounting 1100 (per day,) at least 4 hours for English, Psychology, and […]

1/25/2016 0 comment

My depression…

by Lawli 12/30/2015

written by Lawli

If I can remember correctly I got depression two years ago when I was 13. I only had it for a little bit and at the time I had no idea why I was so sad and what depression really meant. I started ignoring the feeling and I believe I wasn’t sad, but I still struggled to get by.

About five months ago I got really depressed, and it was quite severe still I managed to do things. About three months ago it slowly got worse and I couldn’t concentrate for very long, I started trying to get away from people, I have plans to leave […]

12/30/2015 3 comments

Protected: The Pain Will Never Go.

by daitya1989 11/9/2015

written by daitya1989

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/9/2015 6 comments

a new start?

by onlyoption 10/13/2015

written by onlyoption

* lame mushy relationship problem* I met a nice guy, genuinely true and honest and down right lovely, described by his friend as the ‘virginest virgin’. we’ve been closeish friends for a year, and a week ago we found out we both liked each other. we are both awkward. its been so awkward. he knows all about me, my depression, suicide attempts, self harm, anxiety attacks, being sexually abused as a toddler and then being used for sex by paedophiles at 13. (now 18, new guy is a few months younger than me) I told him I’m not ready for anything physical and he seems […]

10/13/2015 6 comments

Is a word to much to ask?

by onlyme4356 10/11/2015

written by onlyme4356

Well I really didn’t want to go for help but then I found this website so I decide to post something to try and reach out to anyone. I might as well say I’m sorry for not trying to handle my own problem and instead go on this website to try and get a little hope for still living, because the only thing I feel every day is mental abuse and physical abuse. Now I’ll start off by saying that I’m 17 and I am the worst person ever. Ever since I was 13 all I wanted to do was die, especially when I was […]

10/11/2015 5 comments

well

by radi0active-f_ckup 9/25/2015

written by radi0active-f_ckup

I realize now that it was his fault. I was too young to understand, & although I’m still young, I understand it better now. He was a piece of shit who took advantage of me. I don’t even think I actually consented; I think I just did it because it was what he wanted me to do. But now, I see that it was wrong & I never deserved it. I fucking hate him. You don’t take advantage of a 13 year old girl when you’re 24, you fucking sick piece of trash.

9/25/2015 4 comments

Suffocating

by Yours, Forever and Always 8/15/2015

written by Yours, Forever and Always

I’m suffocating.

I don’t know any other word for it.

I’m slowly suffocating in this life and I’m dying inside.

My mother asked me today, “Would you mind if I smoke?”

She knows that I HATE when she smokes. I’ve tried to help her stop smoking for the past 13 years and it seems like every time I think she;s getting better, she’s just faking it.

She told me she hopes that I can forgive her.

But how can I forgive a hypocrite? When I started smoking, she almost threw me out of the house. When I […]

8/15/2015 6 comments

done

by youngplague 8/3/2015

written by youngplague

I’ve felt as though my entire existence has been pointless ever since I was about 13. 13 being the time I began being severely depressed as well. My mom has never really cared about me and I don’t even know what my dad looks like. As a kid I would get picked on a lot and had nobody to talk to because if I brought it up to my mom she would either agree with the person bullying me or just say something much worse. With that I began just keeping everything in. The only people who have ever cared about me are my grandmother […]

8/3/2015 1 comment

My Life: Chapter 2 (age 5 to 6/7)

by wndozh8er 7/24/2015

written by wndozh8er

As I said in my pervious post, I was living with my grandparents who i seen and still see as my mother and father. Just before I started kindergarten, my biodad moved a few states away to North Carolina in 1989. I took it very hard and it was like a death to me. I only saw him once a year or so after that.

Then I started kindergarten in the fall of that year. I was scared to death and never was exposed to a lot of children before then. That same year my grandpa on my biomoms side got locked in his bathroom. It […]

7/24/2015 0 comment

A Thought Leads to More

by -M- 7/13/2015

written by -M-

Hi. This is my first post being on here and I am sort of scared to share my story with everyone. But I will try my best to tell it in the least amount of words possible.

Well, I am 16 and I have bad thoughts almost everyday. I have hated myself for the past few years and I would say it really start when I was turning 13. I started to have feelings for my best friend, who is a girl, and I thought that I was some disgusting freak of nature. My mom was okay with it when I came out to her but […]

7/13/2015 5 comments

why am I still here

by _13lostallhope_ 7/12/2015

written by _13lostallhope_

Never used a website like this before but I feel like it’s the only way I can express myself without people worrying and thinking I’m crazy. I just feel so hopeless and worthless all the time. My bestfriend committed suicide in September 2009 at age 13 and in December 2014 my friend from school also committed suicide at age 15. I have attempted suicide twice, both by overdosing but failed both times. There was a time I loaded a gun and put it to my head but I couldn’t pull the trigger. I’m only 17 years old but I really just don’t feel like I […]

7/12/2015 6 comments

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