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by asunayuki1 9/9/2015

written by asunayuki1

I stand alone in a world filled with nothing but hate.
i stand alone with my tears falling to the floor.

All i want is for someone to hear my cries and to go to a place filled with nothing but warmth this is my only wish.

I know I am nothing more then an empty hollow shell my soul is gone my heart is numb and I am invisible to the world.

I stand alone crying in a quiet place hopeing some one hears me.

I want to live but I am tired of fighting this world on my own.

I known that if I kill myself I […]

9/9/2015 5 comments

Why won’t it just end it?

by Rex_Dawn 9/5/2015

written by Rex_Dawn

I sit alone crying and afraid to be hurt in the next minute. Then, it hits me. No one likes me, no one helps me, NO ONE F***ING CARES NOR WANTS ME. WHY BOT JUST END IT! WHY WONT I DO IT! I WANT IT!

9/5/2015 0 comment

Found a small joy

by plasticflower 9/3/2015

written by plasticflower

Today I woke up feeling really depressed, so much so that I was in my room from 8am until about 4pm because I just wanted to be left alone.
When I got out to use the bathroom, I saw my keyboard. Now, even though I’ve never considered myself “good” at playing, I thought why not try and learn a song. And I did. After feeling the most depressed I’ve felt in days, I was able to escape and now I’m feeling not good but not bad either.
This post is kinda pointless, but I just wanted to share that playing an instrument, even if you’re […]

9/3/2015 2 comments

Sending love to you all

by geekinthepink 9/1/2015

written by geekinthepink

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when its time to go home
May you always have plenty
Your glass never empty
And know in your belly
You’re never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
With every year passing
They mean more than gold
May you win but stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You’re never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I’ll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn’t goodbye
My love will follow you, stay with you
Baby, you’re never […]

9/1/2015 6 comments

Left to live another day.

by Hikari 8/31/2015

written by Hikari

Enrolled into the university. Mother had to leave me alone in the capital, giant and unforgiving, because we are from a little city (6 h from the one I’m currently in). I’ve always felt I don’t belong but now more than ever. Sneaked into a tall building unaware of it’s security. Turned out there were lattices on every window and the exit to the roof was blocked. First suicide fail. Peace is the only thing I’m craving for right now. Might be my last post. I have no knowledge of what’s lying ahead. Love, my gratitude & good luck, Hikari.

8/31/2015 1 comment

Sinking

by dead 8/31/2015

written by dead

I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s like a crippling black hole inside of me is sucking the life out of me. I feel so alone, I am so alone. I have two friends at college but they’re busy most of the time with work and class, leaving me in my solitude. I don’t want to go on anymore, I want to relapse on cutting when I’ve been mainly clean for nearly three years, but I don’t want the scars, the repercussions, the consequences. I just need something, an outlet. I’m so lost, so hopeless. I want to curl up and die, disappear, not […]

8/31/2015 12 comments

It Hurts Like Hell

by BluDude976 8/31/2015

written by BluDude976

I hate that I have to struggle to find reasons to get out of bed to pretend to be human. I’ve had so many traumatic experiences and have lost someone I love and every day is the same I’m always alone. The thing about suicide is it feels like I should stop wasting my time with a miserable humiliating life that no one would want. I often wonder if I’m genetically inferior because I’ve always gotten sick easily and have had depression since I was 11. I was supposed to die when I was born and I wonder if I’m being punished for still being […]

8/31/2015 1 comment

I don’t deserve to live anymore

by Tharwata 8/30/2015

written by Tharwata

I have the worst life story ever ,All of my life I was alone and depressed I used to cry a lot and I have cut my self in the age of 13 ,I am now 20 but still feeling so alone and worthless ,My life changed when I’ve finished High school and it became better .. but after the first semester of university so many problems came to me at once ,and I’ve met bad people that made my life a living hell ,Felt in love with the wrong person .. and he broke my heart in the worst ways .. and in the […]

8/30/2015 5 comments

lonely Saturday night

by lonelyguy91 8/29/2015

written by lonelyguy91

it sucks having no real friends 🙁 I love all the people I meet in the internet, here, but at the end of the day we are alone. I live in a big city and its depressing. everyone has a great life and knowing I don’t its depressing. my so called friend called me a ‘deppresive person’ . I told him my story and it seems he doesn’t understand. I feel so alone. suicide I want that that carbon monoxide. im thinking about it over and over again. what do you believe after death? what are your beliefs? I’ve been told suicide is sin and […]

8/29/2015 15 comments

If You Knew- Joel Faviere

by Delisnak 8/29/2015

written by Delisnak

They think you’re crazy,
they think you’re mad.

They call you stupid,worthless,
tell you you’re not worth it.

Now you’re walking back,
to a place you call home,
but you feel so alone.

The same hurtful hits,
it’s your darker place.
In your virgin ears,
the remarks they make.

And if they knew, if they really knew
all of those things.
That you do in your room,
to hide the pain.

I bet their minds would change.
I’ll bet their minds would change.

They’d change,if they knew the pain.

8/29/2015 1 comment

Worst day of the year

by Lebuque 8/28/2015

written by Lebuque

Today is my birthday. I never celebrate and rarely tell others that it’s today. Unfortunately, my family knows, so i have to deal with them coming over and bringing some food and blablabla.
I d like to spend it alone, thinking about how im still not moving forward. Thinking that its just another year of failures, disapointments and suffering.
If everything goes alright, 2016 august 28 will be a lot better. It will be my last anniverssary and my last day alive

8/28/2015 8 comments

Tuesday

by Chelseamx 8/26/2015

written by Chelseamx

Why do I have to feel this way everyday. I’m so sick and tired of crying. I have no one to talk to. They’re all using me. This is my only way to let my feelings out. I don’t think I should hold them in anymore. But I don’t want to be here. I miss my grandma. I don’t want to be alone anymore.

8/26/2015 1 comment

What would be your ideal way to die?

by Blubaron45 8/25/2015

written by Blubaron45

Not necessarily suicide (though it can be if you want), but just death in general. Tell me: Age, exact cause of death, and misc information (optional). For me, I think I’d like to die at around age 31 (because I get to experience my billionth second), suicide, after I become a professor.

8/25/2015 25 comments

Just…

by jmc22 8/25/2015

written by jmc22

Just wish that people would give me space

Just wish my parents would leave me alone

Just wish I could grow up and leave

Just wish that i was smarter, prettier, more athletic

Just wish that everything would end

Just wish that I wasn’t born

Just wish that I didn’t feel this way

8/25/2015 2 comments

Save me from myself

by YuTasogare 8/24/2015

written by YuTasogare

Well, it’s the third day since I’ve left my dad’s house, yesterday I was very confident that everything would work just fine, now I’m not that sure… I’ve been feeling simply terrible since that, I simply don’t know what to do, which way to follow, I just want want someone to speak with, but who would want to be with me at a time like that? Even I don’t want to, I wish I could simply feel better but I can’t I don’t know for sure what’s wrong, but I’m sure something is just off… so many months and years having my feelings only for […]

8/24/2015 14 comments

by Delisnak 8/24/2015

written by Delisnak

She sat alone,
alone and at home,
where her screams were silent,
but her mind was violent.
Her insecurities hid deep inside,
and they indeed eat her alive,
a tear rolled down her face,
as her heart begin to race.
She took her blade and tore her skin,
where her depression lies deep within,
this went on my days, months, years,
and untill she cried her very last tears,
she decided she had enough,
the world around her was much to tough.
She took a gun to her head,
congradalations society,
she is dead.

8/24/2015 2 comments

Trip-Hop Jazz, Oh My, This Tamagotchi

by Bisban 8/21/2015

written by Bisban

And so, maybe I should say it

I repent for today

Until for the next day

Where I’m just going to go play

And hopefully, I won’t repent in this way

It was just a bad mix with, the onion

To balance, perspicacity to thine situation

Humbling, always in discourse from within

Crumbling

Until for the next day

Where I’m just going to go play

And hopefully, I won’t have to repent in this way

…

You see, it involves of a kind of lonesome; me

Maybe more, of a solitude

Maybe, like a Weezing, wandering alone

In a room

I hope that it went okay, and that you did become

The Moon, and the Sun

8/21/2015 1 comment

Lost in the way

by plasticflower 8/17/2015

written by plasticflower

I feel like it’s time. But I don’t want it to be. I made a promise to myself, you see. I promised to wait until I was 21 to find something to live for.
Even though I really want to wait, I’m just tired. Waiting is probably the best way to describe my life and I feel like I can’t take it. Also, my head hurts all the time, without apparent reason. I don’t want to feel pain anymore, but I don’t want others to suffer because of me.
I’ve always prefered to be hurt if that means that someone doesn’t. Maybe that didn’t make […]

8/17/2015 0 comment

I don’t know

by jules1769 8/16/2015

written by jules1769

I’m crying. So badly right now. All alone. I’m so fucking alone. That’s all I feel loneliness. Emptiness. And sometimes I feel nothing at all. One minuet I’m fine the next I find myself shattered into a million pieces. I can’t do this. I can’t. I just can’t. I’m giving up. I don’t know anymore. Don’t know what to do. Don’t know how to be happy. Don’t know how to fix this. I’m wondering if today should be the day.

I’m giving up.

8/16/2015 3 comments

I cant do this, especially not pregnant

by Ijustcantdothis 8/16/2015

written by Ijustcantdothis

I dont have any fight left in me. Im 30, I was married for 11 years. My divorce should be finalized next month.

He left me for someone else. He told our daughter shes her new stepmom. I never wanted kids yet I have three and a baby on the way.

My husband controlled my life. I wasnt allowed to work or go to college, for a long time I wasnt even allowed to drive.

Last year when he asked for a divorce I joined a dating website and met a man. I fell in love, I never loved my husband this way. This man turned out to […]

8/16/2015 1 comment

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