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Problem kid…

by These Broken Wings 6/27/2015

written by These Broken Wings

I just slapped my 5 year old brother. Before you jump to conclusions let me explain. Me and my older sister just got kittens, they were abandoned buy their mothers and they are only 5 and 6 weeks old. My brother, we’ll call him Mike, keeps grabbing them and squeezing their tummy’s and basically being really rough with them.

We’ll about half an hour ago, he decided that he was the kittens…. father, I got really annoyed because he was being really mean and loud. So, eventually I told him that he needs to let them be (he was also holding the hostage), and he started […]

6/27/2015 3 comments

What to do with my torturing life?

by flatliner 6/26/2015

written by flatliner

I am 18 years old and i have been depressed and sad every single day of my fucking life for a very long time now. From the time that i wake up in the morning until night before sleep i feel terrible and sooo depressed and i can’t live like this anymore. My awful physical appearance make me hate my self and become an introvert. I am very short and have a small childlike face. I literally look like a 10 year old kid. I never had a relationship with a girl and never will. I am just an outcast in this society. This makes […]

6/26/2015 2 comments

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by darkwillow 6/22/2015

written by darkwillow

I can’t work with my Dad anymore I can’t I can’t. How many panic attacks do i need to have before they realize that?

I’m you’re son… Not your employee.

I hate it there more than anything. And i don’t even have the choice to quit the job i never signed up for.

6/22/2015 1 comment

It’s been a long time

by snader 6/17/2015

written by snader

Hi (again),
This is my first post since the one I made somewhere in Octobre 2014, where i said i’d probably kill myself on Sunday. My brothers suicide, loneliness, school, stress and general depression were wrecking me.
Needless to say, i didn’t succeed. Alot has happened since then. Ah, where do i even start?
Okay so things were shit then (still are now so that’s stayed the same) and i felt very very very suicidal. My self harming had gotten pretty bad and i was making solid plans of killing myself.
I never mentioned this, but somewhere around a year ago i developped an eating […]

6/17/2015 2 comments

Today was going so well.

by - Connor 6/17/2015

written by - Connor

Fuck sake. First this is my fault. Do you remember P.Y from most my other posts. She was my girlfriend. The last thing keeping me a part of this world and i fucked her up with being suicidal. Now we broke up and she has a new boyfriend but has still been having sex with me. I know i fucked up there to but it gets worse. I told a few people trying to figure out what to do and im sure one of them will tell her that i told them. She would never even want to see me again if that happend. Its […]

6/17/2015 1 comment

affectionately confused??

by daikirai 6/17/2015

written by daikirai

what do i do when i have strong feelings for one person who i would say is smart and attractive but i only get talk to them about once a month and i won’t be able to see her for another year and a half and she is also my best friend however there is another girl who i like and can be smart when she chooses to and is quite ‘sexually’ attractive (there is other things i like about her)?? (both of them i am really close to and tell them anything and everything).

soooooooo confused and mixed up at this point.

6/17/2015 2 comments

I just dont want to ruin her agian but i cant get her out of my mind.

by - Connor 6/16/2015

written by - Connor

I have been suicidal for 5 years now. I have tryed to stop throught the years. The happyist thisng happend to me when i got a new girlfriend. I loved her. I still do. She still tells me she loves me. But im not sure of that anymore. Ok… At the start of our relationship things were going good everything was ok. I was finaly happy. But as the months went on i started to feel like killing myself again… I tryed it… But she stoped me forcing me to through up the pills that i had swollowed. After that she got me seeing two […]

6/16/2015 1 comment

Hopeless and a failure

by ordenroo 6/15/2015

written by ordenroo

I have never really had any friends my whole life. Ive dealt with depression and ocd for 4 years, suicide idealization, i just graduated high school last year and now in college. Still no friends, i ruin my everyones life. My 21 year old sister does not love/care for me. My mom.. Most of all i have hurt her and stressed her out all my life. My dads gone and i wish i could have died with w/ him. I mess up everything i do. I am selfish, weak, and a person that should have not been born. Im 18 years old – a female […]

6/15/2015 1 comment

who also expect to end up in hell

by Stefann 6/14/2015

written by Stefann

My post might seem a little strange but this are my feelings and i hope to find someone that feels the same.
Title: who also expect to end up in hell
text: Hi, My name is stefan and i’m 31 years old. I made many mistakes in my life and caused pain to many people. I’m absolutely sure i will end up in hell after committing suicide. I realy like to talk to other people that know for sure they will end up in hell. I’m blind so most parts of this site are not accessible for me. So please answer me by email. my […]

6/14/2015 0 comment

what have i gotten into

by lola 6/13/2015

written by lola

I am starting to realize how down hill im going. I no longer feel the hope that i use to force myself to feel. Things use to seem beautiful to me, even when they went wrong. Now i feel as though i have no limits. No limits on substances or how much pain i will willing take on to myself. I dont have boundaries anymore. i dont have any typical eating disorder but i had so much built up anxiety i was going days without eating, i was weak and sad but physically didnt want food. I have the same thoughts of the same things […]

6/13/2015 2 comments

Increasingly Hostile!!

by RealTalk30 6/13/2015

written by RealTalk30

Lately I’ve been losing my cool with people more and more.
Past few days has been nothing but conflict with people I know as well as strangers. I lost my job back in February because I simply have no patience with anyone. Starting to think I’ve reached that point where I might not be able to work well with others at all.
People just make me so mad.. and i can’t seem to hold back my anger.
I’m currently trying to get free medical insurance so that I can see a doctor, get a cat scan and blood tests as well as seek behavioral therapy […]

6/13/2015 2 comments

I wish i was dead.

by WhereIsTheSilverLining 6/11/2015

written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

Things are just getting worse and worse, never better.

I’m sick of it and i am done.

So fucking done.

6/11/2015 2 comments

by Namelessqueer 6/10/2015

written by Namelessqueer

I want to lie to my therapist/ I already did, it’s just that she would worry. I just wish I’d die so i could not have to do any of this. I feel like nothing is inside. I feel like I can’t even die correctly. I feel like ice is just not new me. I feel like there are no words to this game i’m playing I feel like nothing matters and i hate it all. I feel like love is not enough. I feel like everything is wrong and there is no way to fix it.

6/10/2015 0 comment

please give me hope

by lexbarani 6/7/2015

written by lexbarani

For months, I have been questioning the point of life. I have had anxiety for four years now. Acute anxiety that affects my every day life. Recently, I became extremely depressed to the point where never cleaned my room (was absolutely disgusting and unlivable) cried before going to class, had to leave multiple times because of breaking down in class. I hated walking anywhere, I hated taking care of myself, I stopped talking to friends. I started abusing drugs and alcohol. I chain smoked for months. I was so sad for no reason, and felt so worthless. Now, I have moved back home with my […]

6/7/2015 2 comments

by blurryface 6/6/2015

written by blurryface

ive thought about killing myself for longer than i can remember. the past few years all seem to be terrible and everything goes wrong. im a failure of a person, i have no job, i graduated and haven’t done anything since. i dont have any inspiration to do anything anymore. i’ve been cutting again the past couple of years, and it only escalates, it’s gotten worse instead of getting better.

i found the one person in my life that made me want to live. id spent so long thinking i didnt have a place in the world, that i was meant to die a long time […]

6/6/2015 2 comments

Easy teenage suicide.

by Axeluzz 6/6/2015

written by Axeluzz

I am 16 and i want to die. A few years ago i tried killing myself with sleeping pills but i didnt take enough. So since there is no way im getting my hands on that ever again i decided to try to cut an artery but cutting hurt SO MUCH i couldnt do it.

Does anyone have tips for me. What can i easily get my hands on that will kill me with the least pain as possible.

6/6/2015 5 comments

i have felt this way for years

by agooddaytodiehard 6/5/2015

written by agooddaytodiehard

for a number of years i have felt depressed suicidal i lost mum i was 21 then after went on a downward spiral lost my partner my kids because things got out of control i lost mum and i was just a mess i lost everything i ever live for, but can never find an easy way i have taken many overdoses have self harmed and i agree with some people on here totally that for some of us there is no way out we cant change our mind frame we dont see a light at the end of the tunnel maybe i will keep […]

6/5/2015 1 comment

my dream

by SorryEveryone 6/1/2015

written by SorryEveryone

i had a dream last night

i dreamt that i had died in my sleep and my spirit was standing by my dead body.

my mom came in to wake me up for school. she kept shaking and shaking me to get up.

i tried to tell her i died but she couldnt hear me.

when she realised i had passed she started to cry and my brother came in and cried too cause my mom told him what happened.

and i felt bad for leaving them so i stayed with them forever until they died.

but i couldnt go with them because i missed my chance so i was stuck […]

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6/1/2015 1 comment

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Do what makes you happy

by gonegirl48 5/31/2015

written by gonegirl48

I am a big believer in doing what makes you happy. I am the person that all of their friends go to to vent and i am the shoulder that everybody cries on. it is a great feeling, helping someone else but it is no too fun when you need a shoulder to cry on and absolutely no one is there for you, or they pretend to care. So, doing what makes you happy is difficult when you don’t have anything that makes you happy. Yeah, things are temporary but nothing seems to be long term. How can someone have hope that they will have […]

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5/31/2015 1 comment

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help me

by inneedofhelp 5/27/2015

written by inneedofhelp

ive never needed someone to give me the will to survive… until 5 years ago. Ever since then its been so hard to stay alive. How do you go on when every morning you wake up wishing you didnt….. how do you make yourself want to be alive. 5 years…. 5 long, painful, slow years. I go through so many struggles and i dont know how many more i can take. When i was around 4 or 5 my brother used to make me get undressed and he would touch me, in a way no child should have to be subjected to. Then, when i […]

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5/27/2015 8 comments

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