I don’t know if I’m dyin or not…. Keep smelling fire, but there isn’t one. Then feel like I’m on fire. Help please?? I get hallucinations of my late animals, NAND my uncle. Like I keep reliving heir deaths!! 🙁 please help.
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Will tonight be the night? To the right of me, just within arm’s reach, is the answer to all my problems, the victory to all my failures, the reward for all my pain.
For just a heartbeat, or an eternity depending on how you look at it, all the wars will stop, children will stop getting raped, animals will stop being tortured, all bills will be paid, all mistakes will be erased, and politicians will stop f*king up the world.
Why don’t I do it? Because my dog is laying on top of me, and she’s the warmest feeling you could ever imagine. If she gets up […]
So, next year, i’m going to fucking kill myself. Why? i have no fucking idea. I’m SICK of my crap. I’m sick of this depression and social anxiety. I’m sick of myself. I’m sick of being invisible and lonely. I’m sick of thinking this way. I’m sorry to everyone who actual gave a fuck about me, when i’m gone things’ll be better for you. I guess, i’m making a big mistake and i’m sinning by doing this. And from seeing people, like in Africa, who are going through war, starvation and for the woman, who go through sooo much and get raped. Grr, it makes […]
I don’t get it
I don’t get why were expected to LIVE in a society where it’s so hard TOO live. What has past generations done to us, done to the country, done to the world.
WE ARE ANIMALS, nothing more, nothing less.
Why are there rules to live, laws, what gives us the right to wipe out other species of animal, what gives us the right to burn down natural landscapes. We are animals, we are agressive, we DO have hunting instincts, whats the point in money and destroying the plannet. I’m ashamed to be human.
Why do we have to put up with so much shit in […]
Ok so I posted a little poem I wrote on here called Wake Up Call. I wrote it quite a while ago actually, but I didn’t know how I could make it work. How was I supposed to end my life in a way that woke people up? But thanks to a stroke of luck, that problem has been solved, so I decided to post the poem. And I decided to put up some backstory here: Very recently I went to an old friend’s house. His uncle was in town and he had brought his key to a gun safe they keep at my friend’s […]
I have never posted here before although I have been reading what others say for a while. I dont ever talk to the people in my life about emotions, feelings or anything else that I keep buried deep down inside myself in order to get through the day.
I have friends. I have friends that I never talk to, and friends that I talk to about small trivial things that are unimportant to me but I deem to be considered normal by society. Its important to me that I blend in and that no one notices that something is wrong. If people knew that something is […]
While I share a variety of similar issues and reasons for being depressed than most of you here; I’ve recently come to realize that as time has gone by, one of the main reasons for me wanting to die has become, as shallow but sincere as it sounds: PRIDE. Yes. Before this crisis (I’ve had many) started I used to be looked up to and even though I paid a very high price to mantain an image of myself that wasn’t quite real, I felt semi-comfortable and semi-proud to be there. But now, ever since people have learned about my failure, the girl is no […]
Hello My Name is will im very lonley will never be smart the only girl i like is double my age i got no idea how to ask her out shes my only hope of being happy im not legal of the age (I dont want to hear date someone your own age girls my ages are sluts stuck up no personality) im very very sad in life currently how would i ask her out or flirt with her shes great may be bisexual no boyfriend or husband no man in her life loves animals may possibly like me PLEASE HELP VERY DEPRESSED
I’ve been divorced for five years and haven’t managed to get into another relationship. I hate living alone, am now 44, will never have a family of my own, am watching my friends pair up as I go home every night to cats. All of my relationships have been with extremely selfish men and even many of my friends have been disappointing. I’m an atheist and frequently feel as though I am the only person I know with any sense of right and wrong and how we should treat one another. When my ex best friend is now happy because she cheated on her husband […]
I wish I had an interesting story but I don’t. I just want to die.
by SuicideBoy
written by SuicideBoy
I read all of your stories here, and I feel sad, angry at the world, frustrated and at times soothed. I think of my own story and feel nothing.
I don’t have a story, just the pain that comes with it. I grew up in a normal family, had normal friends, got normal grades and, for the most part, was normal. But as far back as I can remember I’ve wanted to die. The thought consumes me.
My first close call happened when I was 15 and in the school play. I screwed up horribly, and after the show I went to an old bridge and sat […]
I have tried to kill myself several times. I know I failed cuz I was holding back. Now I no longer feel the need to. I mean I have made a serious effort ( time in hospital and sanatorium) but I could have done it better and have made sure it worked.
Last month I had the privilege of spending 3 days with my father as he died an agonizing death. I am now certain there is no God. No more fear of the after life as I am now certain there isn’t one. Nothing mystic about dying now, we are just animals and we all […]
All things around me are not helping. people , norms, society, even animals .
they are not accepting me , I want to live in a different country or to die in reality instead of dying daily in such place .
I’m gay and have been love with two guys who didn’t care less about me . I ask myself all the time what did I do to get this hell in my life ? I started doubting religion which was my only hope on this unfair life .
why would people be that cruel ? or it’s only me who can’t get along ?
I can’t even […]
It makes me sick to my stomach what people do to animals.
If I had a say anyone who ever hurt an aminal would be dead.
i don’t know why i decided that writing everything down was a good idea. let along on the internet. i guess on here nobody knows who i am and its not somewhere where somebody from my end can find it.
i am a selfharmer/suicidal. have been since i was about 16. i am now nearly 20. it started when my bestfriend died in a car accident. i started self distructing a couple months later. i could not get over her death. then somebudy noticed, a teacher, he threatened to go to the school welfare co-ordinator unless i talked to him. so i chose to talk to […]
Ugh!
I can’t voice my opinion anywhere else but here. So sorry if this is boring but i need to rant!
I think hunting animals to EAT is fine. But when you go out shooting with your dumb arse friends with an overpowered shot gun to shoot rabbits then you’re just being a fucking loser with a dangerous weapon.
When asked if you were going to use the animals that had been shot and telling me that only one was okay to eat and ‘the other two were too messy’ really fucking pisses me off!
I would kill something to eat later. But i would never kill an […]
My whole life has been a battlefield. It’s just I am not like most people I know. Maybe I am way too sensitive for the kind of world I live in. I hate the ethics of how the world works, or possibly the lack of. Anytime I get out of my house I look around me  and think “Why do people choose to be bad?”… Yes, many people are simply bad people or just confused. Maybe if we had the answers to life after death, then maybe the world would work in unison, but obviously we’ll never know until we face death. Now I have […]
Hi , so i went to the animal shelter today . I saw soo much cute dog’s and cat’s  , and many of the dog’s we’re sooo happy to see me in a long time . I love this one dog who’s name is Heimlakka he’s a 9 month old dog who’s always happy … i love Heimlakka because he has adorable eyes , if you look into his eyes they make you think … his eyes are sad , dark brown and sentimental . He makes me happy . 🙂
Then there was one cat , i don’t know what his name was , […]
Today I set a date for checking out. I’ve chosen a method but have to do a bit more research. I’m nervous about it since I’ve tried killing myself a few times before and have bad luck and am spacey. I seem to survive strange things, like getting hit by a truck going 60 mph (I wasn’t in a car, was on the side of the road). This was not a suicide attempt–the guy was on coke and ran the car off the road–but just something that happened. I’ve also survived a savage dog attack where I got over 70 puncture wounds, lost some use […]
A lot of people I know say that they are there for me. Â That they will listen to what I say and not make their own assumptions. Â But they are never there, and they never listen. Â They make their assumptions, and state their opinions as if they are the facts of the world. Â The counselors ask me questions that I mainly can’t answer, because it would give some secret away. Â And when I do answer, they say I’m lying, give their own answer, and decide that they are right. Â Even thought they don’t know the things they say about me. Â They are supposed to be […]